/pol/ - International /Pol/itics & /Bant/er

I know you soygods are used to bait on the catty, but this is a true story. Don't turn this into a shitty pasta. So basically I used to goon to tg captions on deviantart after my parents divorced possibly because of modern day hypergamy idk. Anyways the problem I had for a long time probably had something to do with the jail game when I was caca that I can't define as consent given how young I was at the time. I think it was before middle school possibly when I was in elementary school or was it before that. Anyways I was also epi'd around that time with unrestricted access to the internet and was possibly epi'd before sodomized. Does the jail game count as me being groomed? Moving back to the story I ended up devolving into gooning to tgtf sometimes too. The worst was when I read this multi part tgtf series stroking and edging for literal hours. What saved me was partly /pol/ as they clitty leaked and redpilled me on how jews push pornography, transgenderism, etc. This is why I now hate troons, fags, and epi. It's because it's grooming you to be a degenerate puppet. Later down the line the so called 4cuck got raided by some obsessed snarky snappy guys and I thought it was just some official special event as I watched it happen in real time. I had the website open when it started and wondered what a /qa/ even was. As the site was down I eventually found the snarky snappy which I think was near end froot era since quote got rid of the raisin filter and I still remember the old booru having the raisin messages just like the snarky snappy. The other thing that helped me was no nut november which was me dipping my toes in the water which eventually became never goon. Ever since I got really serious about nevergoon I've mentally been less vulnerable to degeneracy that used to mind break me. Although admittedly it had been a struggle and streaks get broken from time to time because of what I call ivsw which is involuntary sleep wake meaning you goon when you aren't fully awake and you aren't fully asleep either. Like nocturnal emissions. Recently I gooned to that femquote at the beach wearing the swimsuit near the sign saying "this thread" and it felt like I wasn't in control of my actions. It was supposed to be a joke. The fq stuff wasn't supposed to actually harm me. It made me ridiculously hard and it wouldn't go down no matter how long I waited. It even started slowly corrupting my mind. Despite failing that day I won't let it stop my never goon grindset min