>>3947812as far as i know, anything is possible if you want good and believe in god. if you do it correctly.
So, how do i fix things, alone, on my own? How do i save the whole (temporarily) world, by being good?
I dont see it as "damage to society" or garbage models.
I see it as "i am being mistreated worse then a subhuman. while these get treated like princes. i already know everything regarding the social norms and what common ways to deal with it are", and i see it that most common ways dont solve the problem.
I am literally allowed to get power over a person and do good with it, if i do it right. But noone wants to tell me how i get power over people, just to do good. Only how to behave by the rules and how to be a good goyim
While i am seeing day by day, how the same people are constantly having power over others. they threaten and insult. they manipulate and lie, and deceive through forced behaviour. They have control over their surroundings, and use the control to change it into something that serves them, and something that leads their influence into other people who dont deserve it, like me. it wouldnt be the case if there was still resistance, but the people manipulated it to the point that resistance isnt there- the social workers are strongly manipulated and nowadays just tolerate insults and aggression to outsiders,
literally "a pat on the back" as the most things.
>>3947833well, thats not a nothing answer
because diligence is always required. any non-diligent way of life is immoral and bad. always diligent. without it exhausting me.
am i diligent when, of all places, i go to soyjak party and tell them my story, and allow it to go a retard way?
I try to combine efficiency and diligence, by trying it out the good way i know, and now experimenting with other methods. because i know, society doesnt have the solution at all, so i must see it by my own efforts