>>3919711Not a 'pasta. Every time I've tried building towards something I lost interest and it felt like I was forcing myself to do something uncomfortable for nothing. I don't know if you're in a similar boat to me but a lot of the reason I took an interest in mass shootings (even if it my interest is only surface level compared to some people's) is because I have a level of admiration for these maganimanous young men who understood that toiling on through their day to day lives as glorified livestock wasn't an excruciating experience worth enduring. Instead of just killing themselves and being forgotten like millions forgotten no-names, they decided to score one last blow against their malevolent adversaries who have worked tirelessly make their lives more horrible than they ever deserved to be. Even if these attacks are just like leaving scratches on a titanium-scaled leviathan, it's better than taking the easy route of going silently into the night by teaching other people, innocent white people, that they don't have to live lying down and dying on the altar of diversity, usury and profit margins.