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D octos
β3739543[Quote]
A lot.
But I can't do it cuz it hurts, not just me but also my retarded kike family.
There is also the fact that even in my dreams I have no self-control and freedom.
It also hurts knowing that there is no messiah to liberate me and all I get is some vagueshit like "oh believe in the blood of Christ even doe that's a metaphor I won't elaborate on" (seriously what does it mean and how does it personally help me?)
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>>3739534 (OP)only after my mission is done
β3739549[Quote]
>>3739543have you tried telling you're family that they're retarded and that Hitler was right?
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>>3739549How is that gonna help?
β3739582[Quote]
most methods i have of doing that hurt too much i dont wanna carve a huge hole in my neck while crying in pain
β3739710[Quote]
>>3739582how about a gun ?
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Im going to work so ill think about it very often then ill come back home and I wont think about it very often
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>>3739534 (OP)Killing yourself is bad, since if you take your own life then trannies win.
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I would never kill myself, that shit is for faggots and trannies, stuff like depression and wanting to kill yourself is bullshit created by kikes and falling for it makes you a retared niggerfaggot.
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>>3739773dis, suicide is selfish and for SLF niggers