>>3719497You will never be a real shitskin. You have no vantablack skin, you don't even have brown skin, you have no melanin. You are a vantawhite Aryan beast twisted by the internet and soyjak.st memes into a gigachad.
All the "validation" you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people compliment you. Your parents are delighted and proud of you, your black "friends" laugh at your non-white larp behind closed doors.
Shitskins are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed shitskins to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even Aryans who "pass" and are "gangsta" look uncanny and unnatural to a shitskin. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk shitskin home with you, he'll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your inherited racism field, or a glimpse into your intimidating A10 eyes.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it's going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it'll be too much to bear - you'll buy a gun, put it to your head, pull the trigger, and blast yourself into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They'll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know an Aryan is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably Aryan. This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.