>>3708091YWNBAW, the only ones willing to positively engage with your kind are equally mentally ill "people", all of you are acting like caricatures of caricatures (ad infinitum) of one another to the point you don't even try to trick people that you act like women.
Your kind abuses drugs just to "cope" with daily life (the issue is you). You will never pass, your face (or what is visible due to the bangs) looks off, your personality is boring at best and annoying at worst, and your behavior is horrid.
You act overly sexual and stereotypical, "ketamine" isn't funny, "weed" isn't funny, "puppygirls" aren't funny, fuck an internalized misogynist, you're an externalized misogynist (though you probably salivate at yuri or traps, or whatever similar media you engage in). You repeat the same few "jokes" about having a penis.
You were possibly surprised about slightly better skin post HRT because you've never used any sort of skincare before, you have a 5' o clock shadow. Your hygiene is lacking, and despite everything you still look masculine.
Your "humor" boils down to self deprecation, edgyness and layers upon layers of irony. You don't have a good relationship with your parents (I wonder why). People may be nice to you every so often, but most likely it's just pity. You're lonely, you probably transitioned because you're lonely.
Your dismissiveness is a poorly enforced defense mechanism, your brain does not want you to acknowledge how sad you actually are.
You don't have a smidge of self-respect, much less respect for others. But you're "le totally owning xD :3"!!