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Genuinely get a hobby o algo, it helps
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>>3640790 (OP)what the fuck is MDD
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@ feds
This one right here
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>>3640877Major Depressive Disorder iirc
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>>3640790 (OP)Just start living for yourself obsessed white boi
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>Most of these shooters, I relate to some part.
are you the nigger that posted tcctroon edits, like i really meant it, its not even chirstchurch or whatever its straight up school shooters edit? Kill yourself
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>>3640904No that's the fucking guronigger
>>3640899That kind of shit is actually messed-up brain chemistry doe
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>>3640790 (OP)ive had double depression since i was like 12 or something i only got diagnosed as an adult, i genuinely hate most things the only reason i havent killed myself is because im not a retarded nigger and i understand that suicide cant be undone but i have potential to get better
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Nobody in indian has sadness because we are real men
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>>3640904No I don't idolize them
>>3640912Ive tried once, and I cant even own guns anymore no point when that feeling that nothing will get better just glooms over you. Its genuinly the worse thing ever. I dont have any motivaiton to do anything and just live the day by day/
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>>3640926try lsd and micro-dose stimulants. when i tried lsd the first time it was like, imagine a cracked bowl and water flowing into the bowl being emotions, when i tried lsd the first time it was like duct tape being strapped over the bowl and i cried and laughed for the first time in years. dont just start taking lsd all the time though.
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>>3640944The hat man will sodomize your boipussy
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>>3640933Some people don't produce enough in the first place dude. For most people meds are overkill or the lazy way out, but some people genuinely need them
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>>3640944Ive done so much LSD is not even funny lol but it was really fun lol I hope i can re do it for the first time again. I haven't done any ever since for like a few months now. I wanna get back into the gym but I dont wanna workout a natural
im 19 lol
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>>3640958the meds i have genuinely make me feel like a cardboard box. like absolutely nothing it's so bad. So i stopped taking them
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anti depressants are the worst thing on the planet thats why i recommend stimulants instead
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>>3640983Smoking is already enough don't pushes people into Drug that's no cool
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>>3640983what if i just do ketamine instead lul doing it again?!?!?!?!?!
Idk I dont do anything and weed makes me so fucking paranoid is not even funny.
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>>>3640983
>what if i just do ketamine instead lul doing it again?!?!?!?!?!
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>Idk I dont do anything and weed makes me so fucking paranoid is not even funny.
Yay!!!! Paranoid mentioned!!!!!
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>>3640972Yeah, you got one that doesn't interact well with your system from the sound of it. It sucks, but the annoying trial and error is worth it when you finally find the right medication for you. Felt like the world went from greyscale to color for me.
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>>3640790 (OP)95% of people who say they're depressed are sedentary and stuck in an unsatisfying loop. There's not something broken in their brain, their brain is telling them there's something broken in their behavior. They know this, secretly, but they are lazy, unaccountable, weak people, so they call it a disease and refuse to do anything to help themselves. Best you can hope is get off your ass and search for purpose in life, go discover the reason brilliant men like Justin Martyr, John Chrysostom, and Thomas Aquinas found Christ. Go to bed tired every night and you won't be depressed for long, but if you sit around listless and pretend you're a victim to your depression you won't have anything to live for.
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>>3640790 (OP)Everybody here is like this. Stop using the soyshit.poopy and put yourself out there like getting a hobby and making friends.
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>>3641020Letting goyim watch short form content for hours in their room devastated them
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>>3641005ket is a depressant like fent
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>>3641020true this, ughhh i hate it but thats true.
But I try to change and be better but then life kicks me back down and reminds me of my place. I could never seem to surpass it, genuinly feels like everything I do its meaningless, nothing that I build lasts. Im back where I was 2 years ago, like nothing changed.
>>3641014Only time I was doing great was when i was on a steroid cycle lol, I love the gym and everything about it, I remember how great I felt and looked and how everything was going so well until… idk.
>>3641026yeah butttttttttttttttttttttttt
>>3641011PONY POSTER
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>>3640790 (OP)>I can't give you any advice, but I can relate to you in this regard, except for the fact I don't have depression. Every single day of my life is the same, I hate doing anything and I hate doing nothing, I have no hobbies, I have disliked or merely tolerated every hobby I have tried, and I know the only way out of it is by killing myself. Even seeing "results" for self improvement measures, the ones I have attempted in the past, did little to motivate me or drive me forward, or, more broadly, to give me purpose. It's contradictory, but the idea of a massive attack is alluring simply because I know I would be able to martyr myself for something, to dedicate my life (and by extension, my death) to a cause above myself. It really is perfect; I will be allowed to stop living, but I will also be admired by thousands for my sacrifice, even if I will not be alive to see those who praise me and wish to follow in my footsteps. I can't even enter any urban area without being flooded with this inexorable feeling of contempt. I see niggers everywhere. I see trannies, shitskins, jeets, leftists, faggots, every calibre of scum that deserves to be wiped off the face of the Earth, and I see those who have facilitated the proliferation of these inhuman hordes. I know I have nothing to look forward to. Even if I tried to "get my shit together", go to college, get a job, get a wife, I would not be fulfilled, and, owing to the current economic conditions, it would not be possible anyway. It's nearly all I ever think about, what I could put in a manifesto and what it would be like to do something like Roof or McVeigh.<>I know I won't ever go through with this, thoughever. Guns are nigh impossible for civilians to get in my country, and I'm too afraid to try and make my own firearms or explosives because I'm terrified of getting v& (ev&oe this post is going in my CIA file anyway kekaroo) and I'm 99% sure I'll blow my fucking hands off and at that point I really may as well just hang myself. I have no will to do anything, and that anything includes planning or going through with something. I don't know what the future holds for me, but it won't be anything newsworthy.green arrow so I don't say this btw jannies not my words so don't ban me
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>>3641049> I tried but failed> steroidsSo you got into body building, took short cuts that defeat the true the purpose of actually improving yourself, and you don't realize that trying and failing is part of building up a stronger and better version of yourself? Imagine that. You don't have MDD, dude, you're a pussy. Lazy, weak, boring. I hope it hurts to hear this because I truly from the bottom of my heart… I want you to make your life better.
When is the last time you stepped out of your front door and truly challenged yourself, put yourself in a situation where you had to rely on your own wit and strength to survive? When is the last time you invested your time, strength, and energy into something that could bring you immense satisfaction but is more likely to fail?
You're never going to succeed at anything unless you fail, learn, and overcome. Tell you what - go backpacking in the mountains for 5 days by yourself, and if you can thrive at that maybe you can start a business installing hardwood flooring or something.
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>>3641245When steroid users hop off they get anhedonia because their test falls off a cliff and endogenous production doesnt recover depending on the dosage.