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I can't tell if I'm a psychopath that has been holding it in for 21 years of my life and I hate humans beings and wish harm upon them or I am extremely socially anxious and scared of being embarrassed. I've been pretending to be normal my whole life and despite socializing everyday I still never gotten better, in fact it's getting worse. I'm getting more tension and my entire body starts to hurt and my voice is starting to get shaky, when it was always loud and confident

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Just stop caring

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>>3566816 (OP)
Do you have someone you care about that is easier to talk to?

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Have u tried medicine for it?

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>>3566846
Unfortunately my close friends just call me retarded. I cannot be vulnerable with anyone unfortunately. Maybe it's because I'm 6'4 and 200 pounds so if I look weak people just make fun of me

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>>3566856
>200 pound
muscle too or ur fat?

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>>3566855
I tried Benzos for a week and I felt so normal and so calm however I got so scared of withdrawals I stopped. I wish I could have that feeling for the rest of my life

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>>3566863
18% body fat. Muscle of course

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>>3566866
India respect
>>3566864
have u tried talking to a psychiatrist

do u get other symptoms or just general anxiety?

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>>3566856
I know a girl who has severe social anxiety. The best advice I can give is to find someone that you can be vulnerable with. Find someone you can let in and it will become better

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>>3566872
This is when you get a gf

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Also don't push away people who might want to be there for you. The fact you even have friends made you better than I am currently anyway

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>I can't tell if I'm a psychopath that has been holding it in for 21 years of my life and I hate humans beings and wish harm upon them or I am extremely socially anxious and scared of being embarrassed. I've been pretending to be normal my whole life and despite socializing everyday I still never gotten better, in fact it's getting worse. I'm getting more tension and my entire body starts to hurt and my voice is starting to get shaky, when it was always loud and confident

 â„–3566906[Quote]

Everyone I've ever been friends with has disappointed me or drifted away. I would have given anything for these people. Been there for them always yet they never seem to stay.

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>>3566895
THISSSS

Worst thing you can ever do is self isolate yourself from everyone

>>3566902
MUMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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>>3566906
are you a only child by chance?

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>>3566926
Ive spent years of my life alone. A very long time. Longer considering I'm quite young. While I wouldn't recommend it the only reason I am the man I am today is because I gazed into that abyss and conquered my fear.

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>>3566936
In a way yes.

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>>3566964
I have a theory, that only childs are far more attached to others and are more likely to become peoples pleasers in a way.

I am exactly the same way you are, but yet people treat u different

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>>3566997
if yk what i mean

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>>3566997
I'm no people pleaser. I think you'd be quite surprised at how I am. I was alone for a few reasons. Part choice and part not

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>>3566855
nsahhhhh blud shilling jew meds immediately

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>>3567015
I see i see tho im glad u were able to overcome it

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>>3567021
>does he know

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Fear ruled so much of my life. I lived in a world I didn't not understand and saw it all through a veil. I sought understanding. Learned everything I could have the world and mankind. Found my reason to live, and forced myself out into the world

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>>3566997
People don't hate me, actually they seem interested in me, when I tell them I spent so much time alone they are shocked. But it adds to the mystery I suppose

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I'm soooooo mysterious and emo………. ………………

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>>3567086
Lmao. Fair enough. Not an emo guy but completely fair mockery of me

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>>3567086
lmaoooooo

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>>3567027
>Fear ruled so much of my life. I lived in a world I didn't not understand and saw it all through a veil. I sought understanding. Learned everything I could have the world and mankind. Found my reason to live, and forced myself out into the world

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>>3567107
Ok yeah deserved. I deserve that. Was definitely being retarded there

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>>3567094
meds im not mocking you

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>>3567217
Well it would be completely warranted Geg. Look being alone a long time can do things to people. I'm on the luckier side where I'm still mostly sane I think. I'm well adjusted now all things considered

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Granted it really was a long time. But I'd do it all over again if I had to

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>>3567232
being alone is giga doe
I wnat to LEARN and CREATE things. People get in the way.

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>>3567239
I thought I didn't need people for a long time either and really I didn't. But you'll see it eats away at you.

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>>3567248
meds
being around people eats away at me
Isolation is neutral

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>>3567261
IM the opposite interesting

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>>3567261
Maybe it's because I'm an extrovert idk

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>>3567266
cuz ur a wompapilled cucka
>>3567274
Thats cucked.

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Hey buddy, it's fine to be afraid of talking to other people. It's way worse when you have sudden urges to talk to every hobo on the streets or something.
I am sure that there are exceptions amongst people (in sense of that you don't want them to be dead), maybe some of us are them.
Maybe you'll get over it, don't fray and if you're religious then trust God when it comes to talking with other people
<reddit
Dis may be not too convincing, but I hope it helped

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>>3566825
TSMT. This is the ultimate answer. Just stop giving a fuck and then even when you do embarrass yourself in social situations its not a bad thing

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>21 years old

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>>3566816 (OP)
forcefully put yourself in embarrassing situations and get used to rejection.



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