/pol/ - International /Pol/itics & /Bant/er

At first I found myself craving chastity and denial because I saw myself as truly inferior to black men. Then I cut out all porn but bnwo/cuck stuff (I have a girlfriend) and stayed in chastity as long my girlfriend allowed. I'm lucky in the fact she's cool with my cuck/chastity kink and even likes bbc. About 2 months ago, I noticed even during longer gooning sessions in my cage, my dick stayed completely soft even though I was watching bbc alphas take beautiful women, and even cumming with my toy in my ass. I have gotten sort of hard twice since with my girlfriend, but she just commented that it had somehow gotten smaller and asked for her bbc dildo. Around that time we started chatting with a bbc bull and they had their first meet up last weekend. I was able to watch but still couldn't get hard for them. I think my dicklet (as her new bull called it) knows its place and has accepted its role in life. Shes already talking about having him over again as soon as he's back in town this weekend. It feels so good to know my place as a useless whiteboy and that my dicklet reflects it 😊