>>3535546 (OP)I need help, I don't feel good. I feel like I'm going to die, please please. I'm only 21 but I can't take this anymore. I don't want my family to get into fights and I don't want to get into conflicts. I'm too autistic to handle them even tho I'm 6'4 and physically fit. I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE. IVE ACCOMPLISHED NOTHING. I was a loser