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I am scared of myself and others, so I never had sex, held hands or kissed.
It's 4 AM right now, so I don't know if it may sound retarded.
Through out my teenage years and now, I have struggled with sex. Why? Because I am scared of falling in love. I cannot envision myself having intimacy with someone I don't love, because the ritual would make me fall in love or falling in love would lead to the ritual. And because I consider myself too emotionally detached and unempathetic, I think I would not be able to maintain a healthy or stable relationship with the person I love until I die. Either that or I fear the woman would lose interest in me because a lot of them are whores, manipulative or whatever.
I've always rejected advances. Yes, I am indeed autistic, but not in the way I don't understand hints or know if a woman likes me or not. I had a handful of brown girls try approach me, but I've rejected or ignored all of their moves. One of them was very cute, she was Indonesian. I established communications with her for a few days, her attractive body made me emberassed and she confessed she was obsessively masturbating to the thought of me. This sexual tension made me uncomfortable, and I blocked her on everything not only because she was brown. But also the fact I am planning to love someone forever and I was scared to fall in love with her, and by that I had to raise children. I cannot have half-brown children, I would never wish that on my sons.
Even in another instance when it was a White girl, she was a virgin at that time but she told me she would rather have sex with many other men (and women) before she has a boyfriend. I was telling her a story on how I choked a guy out, joking about I "effectively raped him". And she then said "Can you please do that to me?". We were alone, there was no punchline, I knew she wanted sex with me, but she didn't want me, that's the problem.
Perhaps I think sex is too sacred. But then we wouldn't condemn rape, cheating or sexual assault. Or I'm a massive autistic faggot that deserves to die.
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Love is not something you know from the get go. It requires time to build trust, especially with a woman. Anxiety is purgatory. You'd do well to avoid it alltogether.
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>>3518917 (OP)do you attract degenerates or are dutch people degenerate
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>>3518955The Dutch are degenerate.
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Dont worry. Everyone finds someone eventually
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>>3518958Perhaps you should move to a more conservative place
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>>3518955Also everyone I hang with is neurotic but I don't see others are interesting
>>3518966It's okay, reconnected with an old friend of mine, he's not weird.
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>>3518958>>3518966Non degenerate conservative western European place?
Have fun finding that nigga
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>>3518976That dream is dead and buried. To find a less radical and more normal society you will have to go east
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>>3518972Filipinas are cuter and much easier
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>>3518980Parts of the US are ok
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>>3518985But those places are nigger central
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>>3518987I said parts like rural places with no niggers
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>>3518971>I don't see others are interestingAre they less degenerate though?
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>>3518993This is why there is no whites in Indonesia. You dutch niggas are picky unlike the Spanish
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>>3518995I have a good friend that's neither degenerate and he's an interesting guy. He's really into sailing, boats and shiet
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>>3518998Bro… we went to Indonesia and fuck.e.d a million of Indonesians and now there's a million mixed Dutch-Indos in our country with at least ancestor that is Indonesian.
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>>3518976I've heard that rural areas of Western Europe are nice
>>3518999I was thinking about the Dutch generally, not any specific person
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>>3519000Oh that's why they all left batavia for holland
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>>3519001There are no Dutch in Indonesia because of a race war that happened after 1945 when the japs left.
All Dutch and half-Indos had to leave.
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>>3519000I assume the Indos are less of a problem than the MENAiggers?
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>>3519006It's like rhodesia
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>>3519007Yeah, but they're lower iq
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>I am scared of myself and others, so I never had sex, held hands or kissed.
>It's 4 AM right now, so I don't know if it may sound retarded.
>
>Through out my teenage years and now, I have struggled with sex. Why? Because I am scared of falling in love. I cannot envision myself having intimacy with someone I don't love, because the ritual would make me fall in love or falling in love would lead to the ritual. And because I consider myself too emotionally detached and unempathetic, I think I would not be able to maintain a healthy or stable relationship with the person I love until I die. Either that or I fear the woman would lose interest in me because a lot of them are whores, manipulative or whatever.
>
>I've always rejected advances. Yes, I am indeed autistic, but not in the way I don't understand hints or know if a woman likes me or not. I had a handful of brown girls try approach me, but I've rejected or ignored all of their moves. One of them was very cute, she was Indonesian. I established communications with her for a few days, her attractive body made me emberassed and she confessed she was obsessively masturbating to the thought of me. This sexual tension made me uncomfortable, and I blocked her on everything not only because she was brown. But also the fact I am planning to love someone forever and I was scared to fall in love with her, and by that I had to raise children. I cannot have half-brown children, I would never wish that on my sons.
>
>Even in another instance when it was a White girl, she was a virgin at that time but she told me she would rather have sex with many other men (and women) before she has a boyfriend. I was telling her a story on how I choked a guy out, joking about I "effectively raped him". And she then said "Can you please do that to me?". We were alone, there was no punchline, I knew she wanted sex with me, but she didn't want me, that's the problem.
>
>Perhaps I think sex is too sacred. But then we wouldn't condemn rape, cheating or sexual assault. Or I'm a massive autistic faggot that deserves to die.
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Its alright bud, you will have your time someday, the examples you gave were bullets you dodged, if you stayed with that Indonesian she would have started cheating on you once you start aging and she will go masturbate and fuck other more attractive men, the white girl who wanted for you to "rape her" just wanted a quick fuck, she would have moved on once she found someone that was just as easy as her. We all have our time if you rush it you will get stuck in a loveless marriage with kids you don't even know are yours and ruin your whole life. Be smart, be successful and find your path in life, be serious and concrete with your plans and I'm sure another serious woman will cross your path.
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>>3519022If I get stuck in a loveless marriage I'll change identity and start a new life in bumfuck Russia or USA
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>>3519023Find woman in Friesland or Drenthe I hear they're more conservative there
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>>3519025Drenthe? Depends
Friesland? Maybe
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>>3519024Uh why? So we can let a Mexican instead?
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>>3519029Yeah I wouldn't leave the place you're ethnically from there. Demographics is destiny.
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>>3519033Outbreed your enemy = win. Ytpippo and east Asians don't understand this one
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I'm interested in the story about the choked guy.
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>>3519063He was doing homosexual stuff probably you know those modern germanics. Poop was probably involved too
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I didnt do that because I didnt get the opportunities for it
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>>3518917 (OP)I just screencapped this and am going to post it whenever I disagree with you
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>>3518917 (OP)sex is kinda scary but you just have to not be a pussy
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What is with this reddit spacing nigger
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>>3518917 (OP)Get your money up not your funny up
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Leser obvious bait
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>I am scared of myself and others, so I never had sex, held hands or kissed.
>It's 4 AM right now, so I don't know if it may sound retarded.
>
>Through out my teenage years and now, I have struggled with sex. Why? Because I am scared of falling in love. I cannot envision myself having intimacy with someone I don't love, because the ritual would make me fall in love or falling in love would lead to the ritual. And because I consider myself too emotionally detached and unempathetic, I think I would not be able to maintain a healthy or stable relationship with the person I love until I die. Either that or I fear the woman would lose interest in me because a lot of them are whores, manipulative or whatever.
>
>I've always rejected advances. Yes, I am indeed autistic, but not in the way I don't understand hints or know if a woman likes me or not. I had a handful of brown girls try approach me, but I've rejected or ignored all of their moves. One of them was very cute, she was Indonesian. I established communications with her for a few days, her attractive body made me emberassed and she confessed she was obsessively masturbating to the thought of me. This sexual tension made me uncomfortable, and I blocked her on everything not only because she was brown. But also the fact I am planning to love someone forever and I was scared to fall in love with her, and by that I had to raise children. I cannot have half-brown children, I would never wish that on my sons.
>
>Even in another instance when it was a White girl, she was a virgin at that time but she told me she would rather have sex with many other men (and women) before she has a boyfriend. I was telling her a story on how I choked a guy out, joking about I "effectively raped him". And she then said "Can you please do that to me?". We were alone, there was no punchline, I knew she wanted sex with me, but she didn't want me, that's the problem.
>
>Perhaps I think sex is too sacred. But then we wouldn't condemn rape, cheating or sexual assault. Or I'm a massive autistic faggot that deserves to die.