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I hate using this term because of the stigma with it, but is what I am. I don’t refer to myself as one irl, and I don’t hate women and I don’t want to disrespect anyone. That being said, I’m sick of being 22 and still never even having been told yes when it comes to a relationship, I don’t resent anyone for rejecting me, I’m just exhausted of all the rejection. Especially when it comes to being seen as just friends with girls… I get they can’t control who they attracted to and all, it’s just I feel so done tbh. I really liked this last girl tbh, but she just doesn’t see me that way… I genuinely thought she liked me cuz we would flirt a lot, but turns out she wanted our mutual friend after all even tho both of them said they don’t see each other like that but now they dating…. I just don’t get it anymore…. I’m not mad at her but I’m just so hurt and can’t see her anymore. And I’m okay with having female friends btw just not girls I like…. And I understand women don’t owe me anything, but why even stay alive if no one ever wants me… I really try to keep improving myself, I’m almost done with school,I workout everyday, I quit drugs, and take care of myself physically in every way, yet I’m still never enough, and strangers say it’s my personality but that doesn’t make sense cuz then I wouldn’t have friends at all…. I think I want to end it all tomorrow after I get a few things in order. I’m not willing to deal with being rejected anymore. (And this has nothing to do with sex, it has everything to do with being loved) advice is welcome, but please I’m begging you not to raisin on me for expressing my feelings.
There's not any hope. I just wish the UK would offer assisted suicide. I'm scared to jump, overdose, bleed etc and there's a chance I could end up worse off.
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Have sex incel
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You have a good mentality of not blaming everyone around you. Keep that mentality but unleash your inner lion. You pain is completely reasonable but don't let yourself get lost in it. You have surpassed so much, you WILL surpass even more! You are valued anon and I want you to know that. I was in your position not too long ago and I started to see someone a week ago :)
Everything will work out, I promise!!! One thing I will recommend is going out to local music shows and meeting people within your scene. Even if you don't end up finding a gf, having a reliable group of friends is just as important.
I love you anon, and you deserve to live and give yourself another chance!
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try fitting in more without being a asshole, ik its easier said than done but if you can do it eventually you will find that special someone