/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

How many of you are actually jewish?

I mog 80% of this board.

So I hate Soytan and I think it's troonslop, but last night I just had a really weird dream about her. Basically I saw her and then she just stared at me for a second and said something like "Become Soytan" (I dont remember clearly). Then she touched me and I turned into Soytan too, like I was a perfect twin. Then I was in a crowd with hundreds of Soytans but I forgot what happened next. I woke up with a boner.
Teens what the fuck do I do? Should I take my meds?

My penis is small and I'm seriously thinking about killing myself over it.
It's obvious not the main reason I am suicidal, but the cherry on top of a long list of issues I have with myself. Why couldn't I just have this one thing? Why is it that there's nothing intrinsically good about myself? I also have a series of mild health conditions that, despite not being anything serious or life altering, still make me even more undesirable. Why is it that I have to work so hard to "compensate" for being a genetic fuck up, and still be stuck with these things forever? There is nothing I can do a out it. No matter how much I work on my character, I will always be genetic waste.

Why? Why couldn't I just have this ONE thing be normal about myself? Why couldn't I have 1 thing that's good about me? Why did I have to magically developed every single trait I consider to be negative? It's like I'm a huge joke. It's actually baffling, how I SPECIFICALLY just happened to develop EXACTLY the opposite of every trait I consider to be positive.

I don't want to be alone. It hurts. It genuinely hurts me. Everyday, I feel it in my chest. On top of all of that, I am the kind of person who needs people. No matter how much I tell myself that being alone is okay and that I'm fine with it, my personality yearns for an intimate relationship. It's just who I am. It's like telling a creative person to just not be creative, they can't help it, it bottles them up, it stints them and they can't funtion. Another ironic thing about my life, that which I naturally crave for the most, is the thing I struggle the most to have. It's practically impossible.

I don't want to live like this for another 80 years. I don't want to do it for another 20 years. I don't want to do it for another fucking day.

You realise if you lay on the floor and place magnesium down your nose you can do the spoon method used by actors to open their body? You have to f*CK a spoon. Wonder how tom Holland does backflips? He human centipedes himself. You wonder why they take rear compacted molars because well now you can't use your nose and insides properly as you ain't receive enough oxygen
Your left wrist eventually stretches into a sonnenrad fuck society free yourselves before the election seals the future free yourselves
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Unlock your cage…and goon

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