β9013237[Reply]
I'm 21 years old now, and I've been watching this type of porn (and this type of porn only) since I was 13 years old. My dick literally does not get hard anymore unless I watch this genre of hardcore, DEEP into the fetish rabbit hole pornography. A naked, attractive woman my age could walk into my room right now, and I wouldn't feel a single thing in my penis. Not even a slight erection or movement. Another thing that has caused this is the fact that I have NEVER, not once, even masturbated normally. I have quite literally never used my hands to jerk off before. I've masturbated by humping my mattress since I was 12 years old, almost every single day.
I've also never even hugged a woman before, let alone kissed or had sex with one. I'm 5'9, 143 LBS, and extremely skinnyfat. I have a pudgy stomach, and not a sliver of muscle on my body. I only take around 3,000 steps a day, and am exhausted after just 3-5 minutes of jogging. I can't do more than 12 pushups in a row. I'm always tired, and can never sleep for more than six hours.
I don't know what to do. I need help, and I need it RIGHT NOW. I can't live this way anymore, especially at 20 fucking years old. I should be in the best shape of my life, studying and working the hardest that I ever have, meeting new people all the time, making friends, and getting laid, since this is the last time I'll ever been around this many people my age at the same time.
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>>9013237Keep gooning. It's good for you.
β9013379
>>9013297I'm just telling him the truth