Hi this is OP checking in 5 months later. Honestly after posting this thread I was too embarrassed to come back and look at the replies and eventually I forgot about this thread. I wasnt drunk btw when I posted it, I was never drunk once in my life. I still have 0 friends and nothing changed except that I might have fucked up my studies and might have to leave uni but Im still hanging in. Im curreently addicted to watching xqc, forsen and checking r9k for a post of an anon who hates me and ghosted me on discord for soem incomprehensible reason (he was the first and only dc bf/friend I made though). I doubt anyones actually cares tbh. But I also spend a lot of time on reading mangas ig. yeah…
Next Im going to reply to each post here ig
>>17204most people go through this edgy phase when they are 16. I remember someone in my class groupchat posting a penis once and I was really triggered and didnt get it back then so I have basically delayed development sorry.
>>17206the threads there get deleted in a few hours and I kind of meant what I said.
>>17245sorry
>>17609youre basically like me haha. Yeah, I also feel a bit like a (social) minority, theres a bunch of assholes that actually like programming and are obsessed with this shit and knowing the O complexity of quicksort or programming wine stuff sadly I wasnt privy to take part in that, beyond listening in their banter from somewhere near sometimes.
>>17612wish I could also give up on money and career…
>>17635I guess I am pretty immature ;(
makes sense then why I cant relate to anyone my age and how they are so responsible and shit. They are all scary to me and fuckin g assholes.
>>17830my hobbies are watching xqc doe
thanks for readinfg my le blog doe guys