/soy/ - Soyjaks

I just stopped growing around 6th grade and it’s ruined my life. Literally everyone points out how small and delicate my hands are and how small my waist is and how short I am. I used to be the tallest kid for so long and then just stopped around elementary. I also don’t really eat enough so I’m extremely skinny and have been at the same weight since middle school as well. I think my growth plates closed. I’m Asian so it’s very possible. Maybe I might grow taller but I don’t count on it. I think it’s natural for something this painful to happen to me and to have all my happiness stripped away from me. Why am I even living