Chud 11/14/25 (Fri) 16:02:06 № 13970687 [Quote]
Stress but has to do with college shenanigans
Chud 11/14/25 (Fri) 16:06:04 № 13970720 [Quote]
why are you miserable?
Chud 11/14/25 (Fri) 16:07:49 № 13970729 [Quote]
I am a bitter, hollow and resentful mutant. The only thing that drives me is spite, the only pleasure in my life is watching others suffer. If I were freed from spite I would be free to die
SNCA blogpost Chud 11/14/25 (Fri) 16:56:27 № 13971186 [Quote]
I do, every day I sleep late and I wake up early because of trash sleeping patterns or something, I get mad or triggered at anything, I don't talk, hang out, or play videogames with any of my friends outside of school, sometimes I don't eat the whole day. At school, I don't talk to anyone except my friends in a couple of classes, I have so many missing assignments and I cant ever focus at school, every weekend I just stay home on my laptop or phone either on the sharty, jewtube, or instagram, I barely use my console anymore, and I cant even go out because its getting colder each day and it also becomes darker faster each day and because I have no one to hang out with. I feel like everyday I upset my mom and dad more and more because I'm not obedient and I never get out of my room when I get home after school, and on the weekends I also spend most of my time in there, I have no girlfriend and cant talk to girls, I suck at socializing and only 1-2 people at my school have similar interests and ideas to me, and my two younger brothers are too young to have fun or talk with them and any attempt to do so just ends up with me mad because those cacas are annoying. I know I shouldn't be whining in the sharty, being a negative or pessimistic demoralizing person, but idk man.
Dubbbzjak 11/14/25 (Fri) 16:57:15 № 13971196 [Quote]
24/7
Chud 11/14/25 (Fri) 17:00:26 № 13971234 [Quote]
No, I'm optimistic nihilist.
Chud 11/14/25 (Fri) 17:06:11 № 13971295 [Quote]
>>13971186 im in the same boat as you chuddling, though i finished school many years ago, i have only 1 irl friend of whom i talked to this day, because we both are autists who like obscure shit, ive never gotten better at socializing, because i dont like most people and i cant relate to them, ive yet to "evolve" from this, but im sure anything can change, but that change happens unexpectedly
Don Turtelli 11/14/25 (Fri) 17:06:57 № 13971309 [Quote]
everyday I go to a school that likes to help with learning
SLF 11/14/25 (Fri) 17:08:13 № 13971320 [Quote]
>>13971295 hopefully it changes for both of us soon
Chud 11/14/25 (Fri) 17:09:31 № 13971336 [Quote]
I do but I don’t care because I have everything that I need