My Struggle & Revelation Chud dnyclCjQ 11/14/25 (Fri) 18:55:32 â„– 2406255 [Quote]
TL;DR: Life is complex, and symbols are fragile, easily shattered. I have come to see the strength of human will and passions. But I also see the urge to escape-into fantasy, idealism, or some higher meaning beyond reality. If human society were to be perfected with a perfect government and religion, what would motivate us to keep going? Empires rise and fall regardless. Who is God, really? Even if I believe in my faith-like Christianity or other Abrahamic religions-what does that belief give me? Just avoiding sin or gaining salvation? Some say that if God is good, He wouldn't punish us forever for not worshiping Him perfectly. Many humans have a sense of morality; I think morality can exist without religion. Religions have caused conflicts but also inspired kindness and community. The line between religion and cult can be blurry-both are systems of belief that can be used for good or bad. I believe that God lives inside all of us. I see God as beyond the universe-a monotheistic God, because that makes the most sense to me. My struggles with Christianity, especially Orthodoxy, have been tough. I once thought it was promising, but I questioned its strength and relevance. My Orthodox friends live very dedicated lives-virgins committed to their faith and nationalism. I respect their conviction, but I believe life should be about adventure, growth, and living fully. I wonder if God wants us to hide away in rituals or if He wants us to live, explore, and push limits. I believe we are here to experience and grow, not to be monks retreating from the world.
Chud 0BPEPcaY 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:03:00 â„– 2406271 [Quote]
go back to 4cuck mane we only have poop and niggers dying here
Minnesotan Orthodox !!7PVmJUxNNM l!lW5DXA 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:04:54 â„– 2406273 [Quote]
>I think morality can exist without religion Morality objectively cannot exist under a materialist worldview. There is no way to say what ought to be, only what is. You need religion to define morality.>I wonder if God wants us to hide away in rituals or if He wants us to live, explore, and push limits. A life of chastity and simplicity is not necessarily a boring one. People who burn themselves with constant stimulation are often the most miserable.
Chud jEDNCG5Y 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:05:06 â„– 2406274 [Quote]
>>2406271 Average double digit reaction to sentences with more than 5 words.
Chud dnyclCjQ 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:09:15 â„– 2406279 [Quote]
>>2406273 Things like "Le killing people bad" is universal, this does not need to be defined by a religious cult.
>A life of chastity and simplicity is not necessarily a boring one.Yeah but it's also a life without purpose or meaning.
Chud sVDjJSGN 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:09:48 â„– 2406280 [Quote]
>>2406255 (OP) I thought I accidentally opened 4cuck
Chud rn2na26O [VPN ] 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:12:01 â„– 2406283 [Quote]
Shinji?
Chud fNZVf4Df 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:13:44 â„– 2406288 [Quote]
God made us in His image, with the capacity to love (to care for others even to the point of sacrifice) others as He does us, which is a source of internal conflict but also a source of purpose from which true living, exploration, and pushing ourselves to our limits for others' sake. Living piously is not mutually exclusive to that.
Chud VxsQN7WD [VPN ] 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:16:19 â„– 2406290 [Quote]
>>2406287 >gempass hack talking about "midwits" 🫵😂
Chud xfOGiElv 11/14/25 (Fri) 19:23:01 â„– 2406299 [Quote]
Having agency doesn't mean good and evil do not exist.
Chud dnyclCjQ 11/14/25 (Fri) 20:11:28 â„– 2406386 [Quote]
I have concluded that this post isn't going anywhere, nobody can handle a post with more than 5 sentences.
Chud dnyclCjQ 11/14/25 (Fri) 20:12:13 â„– 2406389 [Quote]
>>2406386 And the two only genuine responses are weak.
Chud dgmilxxp 11/14/25 (Fri) 20:13:45 â„– 2406397 [Quote]
>>2406273 I agree on the 2nd thing but on the 1st, there is the rule of
>Do to others what you want done to yourself. Chud 3MdPHnRA 11/14/25 (Fri) 20:13:48 â„– 2406399 [Quote]
>>2406279 The Hellenes did not believe "le killing people bad." It's only considered a moral absolute to modern sensibilities. Anything which developed in the truth of nature knows that killing is not optional
Chud 3MdPHnRA 11/14/25 (Fri) 20:14:52 â„– 2406402 [Quote]
>>2406255 (OP) Idk just do what you want, it's not like you get to decide providence anyway.
Chud fNZVf4Df 11/14/25 (Fri) 20:16:21 â„– 2406411 [Quote]
>>2406389 I wish I had better wisdom to dispense but I, too, am struggling, and know nothing. God is good tho
Chud dnyclCjQ 11/14/25 (Fri) 20:33:19 â„– 2406505 [Quote]
>>2406255 (OP) On another note, continuing on with this I abandoned Christianity, Religion, and my dream of an Orthodox Christian Monarchy.
I came to the conclusion that ideologies were a waste of time and nothing more than a distraction but now I am trying to find a meaning and a goal to set because that's something even my Ortho friends lacked.
Since then, I abandoned my friends and I have abandoned politics and everything I once was because I felt that it was restricting me from being me and I felt manipulated by kneeling down to these ideologies and giving up my life for something so selfish and meaningless.
I now live aimlessly and the only things going on in my life is relaxing at home and working to pay bills. I talk to girls but I also feel that I don't love myself very much so pouring out my love to someone else feels wrong and I am someone with a deep heart and deep emotion.