Direct Messages - chaoskaiser72

'ser72 (edited)

'uz

11:20 PM

good to see you back

im going to start a kolyma server later because it is useful for community aggregation reasons

definitely, send me an invite once it's ready

11:22 PM

feel free to advertise in my server https://discord.gg/YBvAnus

Invite to join a server

KAISERNET

same

what's the deal with sillylaird

9:53 PM

he's been messaging me and he's autistic as hell

Literal missing-chromosome faggot

9:53 PM

I dont like him

9:53 PM

But its hard to ban people just for being retarded in a non-offensive way

9:53 PM

ive been considering it every time he posts

i don't like him either, i was wondering if you're actually setting his stuff up or what

He hasnt paid me yet and i havent allowed him to because that would sort of make me obliged to

9:54 PM

Sooner or later ill find an excuse to remove him

yeah i understand

Its essentially like kicking out a kid with down syndrome. Yes hes annoying and retarded it just isnt his fault

9:54 PM

you can just ignore him

yeah i ignored his most recent message, have been trying to be nice at least

9:55 PM

he would be a very tough customer to deal with

If he was buying something big i would but its like 2$

9:56 PM

its quite literally not worth my time or trouble until i get automated proccessing done

lole so true

1:43 AM

i was thinking about getting a .is domain but i'm wondering if these requirements are unreasonable https://www.isnic.is/en/domain/req

1:20 AM

specifically the nameserver ones

.is is for israel

no it's iceland

1:20 AM

il is israel

ohe

1:20 AM

i was just guessing

lole

that looks a little strict

1:21 AM

but

that's what i though

1:21 AM

t

you can most likely get at away with not doing that

1:21 AM

or finding a different is registrar

it says they run checks

or consider .ru : D

i'd kind of rather have control over my own domain and be able to pay for it myself

1:22 AM

i'd like .dk but i can't find whether they allow foreigners to register at all

I understand that sentiment

and .no is not allowed for anyone at all outside of norway

You get to manage dns by yourself you know

1:23 AM

its just that legally speaking the domain is owned by kolyma

1:23 AM

it has to be

1:23 AM

only russians can own ru

1:23 AM

however in all other regards you have complete control

i was thinking in terms of futureproofing but i can't be sure i'll be around forever either

1:24 AM

so maybe .ru is the best way

.ru isnt the safest usually but its secure

1:25 AM

i mean its safe

1:25 AM

but not my first choice for futureproofing

1:25 AM

by safe i mean its prone to seizures or being blocked by dns servers

1:25 AM

by secure i mean it will almost never get taken away for policy violations

1:25 AM

i recommend .net

1:25 AM

if your not hosting anything weird or illegal you dont need to worry about us government

1:26 AM

i also provide TOR mirrors for free

costs thousands of dollars for my site name

1:26 AM

i mean if i went with .ru it would be completely in the hands of you and your russian resident connections

1:26 AM

feels like something could fall through at any time

Well after 17 years I would say that its pretty time proven

what about when you retire

Most internet businesses are built on a house of cards

1:27 AM

Kolyma is built with paper cups

1:27 AM

Which is to say, an improvement

heh

chaoskaiser72

what about when you retire

I wont retire until there is a trusted replacement, an experienced one

1:28 AM

and i dont need to be actively involved with .ru stuff anyways, its very simple

1:28 AM

set it and forget it type stuff

papercrafts are why it seems like it would be better for me to own my own domain that way i could be sure for as long as i live that it's paid for and hosted

1:29 AM

but i'm not really interested in most domains out there

well

1:29 AM

you can think about it

1:29 AM

but kolyma is a good do it all

1:29 AM

safe, resilient, affordable, looks nice

1:30 AM

life is fleeting and i dont pretend to make guarantees that i wont hold up

1:30 AM

But if you want to look at the future, look at the past

1:30 AM

If kolymas past is anything to say for its future, then the choice is clear

if i am getting my own domain i need to do it sooner rather than later

1:31 AM

i am convinced .ru is a good choice

1:33 AM

actually it looks like anyone can register .dk domains

1:34 AM

going to check the requirements there

Ugly domain ngl

1:35 AM

makes me think of donkey kong

it's cool because of sites like https://heorot.dk/

Beowulf on Steorarume (Beowulf in Cyberspace) - Opening Page

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1:38 AM

these are the only american registrars that handle it

Dynadot is a good one and my personal daily registrar

1:38 AM

I use it for american domains

1:39 AM

and for cheap bunker ones

1:39 AM

i also use it to host dangerous sites because of its lax policy

$10.99 a year...

i host gurochan on it

sounds nice

chaoskaiser72

$10.99 a year...

is that expensive for you? its as cheap as it gets if you want an actual domain

1:39 AM

but beloved .ru is only 20$ a year...

yeah it's much cheaper than .is and such

1:41 AM

is this any less strict

thats better

1:41 AM

but still strict (edited)

1:41 AM

just use cloudflare

1:41 AM

or dynadots built in stuff

1:41 AM

both will work

still works with kolyma?

if your not registering a kolyma domain then we have nothing to do with nameservers

1:42 AM

those are seperate from dns records

yeah i don't know anything about nameservers

which will point a site to an IP address

1:42 AM

do you own any domains?

nope never have

a nameserver is complicated

1:43 AM

its nothing to worry about though

1:43 AM

its just a server

1:43 AM

that manages your dns records

1:43 AM

your dns records are what your site points to

my thought is just to get kaisernet.dk and have it point to my site on kolyma however needed

so kolyma.net points to whatever.ip

ahh

we use cloudflares nameservers

1:43 AM

nameservers = places where dns records are kept

so through dynadot i could get it to point to the kolyma ip

yes, its quite easy

since i'm buying it through there it seems like it will be tidy

1:44 AM

and i'll be able to keep fka.cx as long as i need it i assume

yes

.dk can be revoked if the domain is a trademark violation, but i assume this means kaisernet is not a registered trademark

it could be one day

1:48 AM

dangerous

there is a kaiser.net and a kaisernet.de both in germany i believe

1:52 AM

lol wtf bing will not show any results from my kolyma site

1:52 AM

it actually links to hidden old neocities pages rather than the new fka.cx

.cx is a sussy domain

interesting

alot of people block it

1:53 AM

becaose of association with porn and goatse

that's the big reason i'm wary of .ru

thats why i tried to get everyone off it

chaoskaiser72

that's the big reason i'm wary of .ru

.cx is worse in that regard..

1:53 AM

.ru is fine for seo

1:53 AM

but .net or com is best

i would think ru would be blocked more and more in the coming years

1:57 AM

>9.3 DK Hostmaster may suspend a Domain Name if: >The Domain Name is used in connection with manifestly illegal acts or omissions that infringe substantial considerations of security or public interest

1:57 AM

this sounds really lenient

1:57 AM

also "content of a highly offensive nature"

1:58 AM

that sounds like dailystormer rather than anything i would put up

2:01 AM

you probably can get a reward if you give me a referral code

2:01 AM

for dynadot

are you still going with dk?

i think so

2:02 AM

i don't see any problems

2:03 AM

if not that i can get kaisernet.org

2:03 AM

for even cheaper

2:03 AM

probably excellent seo

2:05 AM

you can get $5 lul https://www.dynadot.com/community/refer-a-friend.html

Refer-a-Friend - Share and Earn | Dynadot

Give and receive $5 with our new refer a friend program! Earning Dynadollars is now easier than ever. Join now and start saving!

2:05 AM

if you want

as it turns out no one likes .dk either

3:04 AM

.org won a twitter poll over .ru but i have to choose .ru over that

but the people have spake

3:05 AM

do you not like .org?

i don't listen to the people i just like to see what they think

3:05 AM

not for my site

3:05 AM

i don't want it to seem all serious

3:05 AM

.ru is associated with creepy stuff like a cp forum called animegirlteen.ru

3:05 AM

which is why i like it

3:06 AM

while .dk is associated with blogs and historical sites from denmark

.ru can only be bought in btc as of feb 24. btw

3:06 AM

as far as i am concerned

3:06 AM

that or rubles

you offered to get it for me, i can send you the equivalent amount of money but not in btc

https://live2.kolyma.org/smallnews/koko.php?res=132

going to read in a min

hey

3:19 AM

i know you're busy and i don't mean to bother you

3:20 AM

just wanted to ask if you've made any progress on getting a .ru domain for my site

I only accept payments in Bitcoin because that's the only way to get them effectively nowadays. I can get you one, but I still need payment and the necessary currency

3:21 AM

You can't get one on your own, that's what makes me the middleman

ah

If you can't get bitcoin, I would ask lola, he's very good at getting it without cuck exchanges or anything like that

3:21 AM

lolwut

3:21 AM

*

i was thinking i'll just get my own domain from dynadot instead

3:21 AM

it would save us all the trouble

It's not much trouble for me but it's your choice

and i do prefer to own my own domain

3:22 AM

so i appreciate the offer so i'm going to go with dynadot

3:23 AM

i need to change domain somewhat quickly because i have a big project coming up

3:23 AM

hope things go well with your site purchase btw

thanks

i bought kaisernet.org and it's ready to set up

8:29 PM

i assume this is what i need

yes

8:29 PM

set two a records

8:29 PM

to the kolyma ip

8:29 PM

91.149.224.230

8:30 PM

one record at the top

8:30 PM

and at the subdomain records section

8:30 PM

make a www one

8:30 PM

same ip

8:30 PM

once your done tell me

is the subdomain A record too

yes

alright done

alright

8:31 PM

in 30 minutes ill ad it

8:31 PM

it takes about that much time to propgate

i appreciate it very much

were there any problems

https://kaisernet.org/

Welcome to the KAISERNET

For old times anew.

oh awesome

2:38 AM

this is great, thank you

do you want your old one to auto reidrect to your new one?

yes please

done

thank you

would it be possible to have my bbs on a subdomain of my own

5:43 PM

like rolchama.kaisernet.org

5:44 PM

looks like i could add rolchama here

Yes ill take a moment

3:13 AM

and do that later

3:13 AM

are you praying for me?

thank you

3:13 AM

yes i am

I get scared when i do drive work

3:14 AM

Fuck

3:14 AM

Please pray

i will

I often believe my entire life

3:16 AM

Ive been evil

3:16 AM

ive been cruel and unfair to people

3:16 AM

So I dont think god listens to my prairs

3:16 AM

I ask others in my times of need

3:17 AM

Im basically giving birth right now

3:17 AM

Im doing something scary

3:17 AM

im putting things on the line to fix something dangerous

3:17 AM

i need someone to hold my hand

3:17 AM

your the only person i can think of

i believe he listens to you because you have repented, i know you have because you are such a nice person now

3:17 AM

you're one of the most generous people i know

kaiser

3:19 AM

wait 1 sec

3:20 AM

Thank you

3:20 AM

Thank you so much

3:20 AM

I probably sound crazy right now

3:20 AM

But I just passed a near death experience

3:21 AM

and I dont know why but i feel it

3:21 AM

inside me i feel that

3:21 AM

your prayer did something to help me

3:21 AM

I just rolled a dice and gambled with everything

3:21 AM

and it worked

3:21 AM

everything will be up shortly

3:21 AM

your sites fine by the way i just need to remount a few drives

3:22 AM

I know it shows a 404

i'm so glad to hear it

3:22 AM

glad you came to me

its up

epic, thank you

alright now that my stress has passed

3:25 AM

the server got ddos'd and almost bricked

3:25 AM

i fixed the vulnerability

3:25 AM

it was with a mc server

3:25 AM

the only way to fix it

3:26 AM

was a tricky fsck command

3:26 AM

that had a 50/50 chance of working

3:26 AM

This close call almost put me out

3:26 AM

Im going to start making weekly instead of monthly backups..

for sure

3:27 AM

very glad it worked out

3:27 AM

was the vulnerability in the mc server you were setting up?

it was in minecraft itself, basically just a really powerful lag machine

3:27 AM

that generated millions of mc chunks

3:28 AM

if you dont know how minecraft works behind the scenes its hard to explain

i kind of do, it's a mess

try connecting to irc please

* Cipher info:
Version: TLSv1.3, cipher TLS_CHACHA20_POLY1305_SHA256 (256 bits)
Connection failed. Error: self signed certificate.? (18)

3:31 AM

i have ssl errors sometimes that go away with time although idk if that's what this is

3:31 AM

will try on my phone

3:31 AM

phone doesn't work either

3:31 AM

wait

3:31 AM

it works just had to add a new cert

fucking hell

3:32 AM

Fucking damn hell

3:32 AM

looks like my fix is broken

3:32 AM

nothing lost yet

3:32 AM

im going to make a database

3:32 AM

a uh

3:32 AM

a backup i mean

3:32 AM

im pale and sweaty this is scaring me

3:32 AM

df -h

i'm still praying

3:32 AM

but to be clear the irc does work

okay

Alright im going again, doesnt seem like anything has went wrong but the fix will take a while

good luck

3:41 AM

praying

tests completed

4:18 AM

moving to phase 2

4:18 AM

talking to someone while i go through difficult things helps me focus

4:18 AM

I dont know why but it does help me

yeah i know what you mean

4:19 AM

hurts to do strenuous stuff feeling alone

Bringing you an exclusive update. Im not really as worried as i was before, it doesnt seem like there will be any damage

4:45 AM

The downside is that it will take a long time to fix, im not sure how long

4:45 AM

I will try and get the sites up in a semi working state but irc will probably be down for a bit

4:45 AM

could be as much as a day or two

4:45 AM

or i could finish it tonight

4:45 AM

im not sure

understandable

4:46 AM

hope things go as well as they can

Update: Due to a variety of factors, we will be moving the server

12:56 PM

Simply to another server

12:56 PM

This itself wont take very long but it will be alot of work

12:56 PM

i prioritize customers sites first

12:56 PM

so it could be about a day or two

12:56 PM

it depends on how long until my new server gets shpped in

^_^

1:40 PM

it got shipped early

1:40 PM

i will probably have things up today

1:40 PM

albeit in a limited manner

Your going to have to do new dns records

wow

2:34 PM

alright, no problem

91.149.224.140

3:07 PM

point kaisernet.org to this

done

irc finally back up, now moving on to everyone elses sites

awesome

9:29 PM

is this server an improvement

Its the same thing

9:30 PM

I moved because the old one broke due to a vulnerability

ah i see

but

9:30 PM

it gives me a fresh slate

9:30 PM

my old server was poorly configured

9:30 PM

im sort of glad this happened even though its going to take up my entire weekend

an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure

It could have been much, much worse

9:31 PM

Im going to spend a few extra hundred per month and secure everything

yeah i would too

your sites up

10:17 PM

in 5 minutes

much appreciated

10:19 PM

ive never picked up a gril using my websites

10:20 PM

usually because if they took a look at my biggest sites they'd run away

heheh

its up

wonderful thanks

the stuff to edit your files is at

3:40 PM

accounts.kolyma.NET and masterpanel.kolyma.NET

3:40 PM

not org no more

oh yeah i think it .net wasn't working for masterpanel when i tried it

5:01 PM

good to know

what?

5:13 PM

try now

i'm not at home but i'll try on yandex for mobile

5:18 PM

can't upload through it but i managed to load masterpanel once

5:22 PM

yes it works

5:22 PM

very good

6_^

^__^

Did the dao sos brigade server get deleted or was i kicked

it's still there

its over

i don't know why you would be kicked

drop me otakings tag (edited)

The Good Student#3773

Interesting

8:46 PM

One of the jannies banned me for a post i made 2 months ago when i talked about an ex girlfriend of mine who was 16

lol wow

8:51 PM

that server is paranoid about getting deleted

8:51 PM

they've purged all channels a couple times

i wasnt enough of a chudcel to fit in there

someone tells me this zip is corrupted https://kaisernet.org/downloads/releases/TheLittlePrince_1.01.ZIP

3:13 PM

it may have happened in the server transfer

3:13 PM

i can replace it, i'm just letting you know in case it matters

Alright, thanks for the heads up

on irc you can put 04 before text to turn it red, and put after to turn it back to normal

12:35 AM

so this way you could make all the K characters red and then turn it normal right before the other letters begin, in each line

ill try it out tonight

nice

also i will set up rolchama tonight

12:36 AM

didnt you want it on a dif domain?

12:36 AM

ill update the board while im at it (edited)

thanks, yeah i was wanting it on rolchama.kaisernet.org

12:36 AM

thanks

12:37 AM

it's been getting some posts lately, i think i can get people on it soon

when my phone wasn't able to load jump.kolyma.org at all and my pc still loaded kaisernet, maybe it wasn't pointing to kaisernet at all and i just needed to flush my dns on pc

ive gotten reports of it happening to theres sadly

oh damn

8:21 PM

it seems your dns configuration for my domain caused this, so if you need to unlink my domain for a while you can

Also isnt the case, ive tried removing your domain already

8:22 PM

then it just points to something else

8:22 PM

before that it pointed to something else

wow that sucks

its a perplexing bug, i have not the slightest idea

8:22 PM

at least the 'net works

8:22 PM

ut its completely arbitrary

8:22 PM

.net and .org domains are configured 100% exactly the same

maybe try asking on reddit or somewhere that's active and has experienced people

check the 'c

done

icons are borked on vidlii

3:55 AM

i'm on ungoogled chromium

3:56 AM

they just displayed when i clicked show all replies

3:56 AM

but still not the others on the page

yes

4:02 AM

its a simple fix

4:02 AM

you should tell lolwut

4:02 AM

ive been nagging him

4:02 AM

im convinced that he just needs to be bugged enough times

wow i can't believe he wouldn't want to fix it immediately

4:02 AM

it affected the homepage too

yeah i dont get it

4:02 AM

bring that up to him

4:02 AM

he doesnt seem to realize its effecting everyone and a site breaking bug

4:07 AM

php developers are fucking lazy

4:07 AM

ive told him how to fix the bug

4:07 AM

lolwuts dev

4:07 AM

it would take him

4:07 AM

2 minutes tops

4:07 AM

and he said "ill do it tommorow"

4:07 AM

what in the damn is up with kids these days

4:07 AM

I stay up 3 hours past bedtime with work tommorow if it means getting something i told someone id do done

lol well lolwut is away from both irc and discord but i messaged him on discord

4:08 AM

you're right, i don't like leaving things broken when a site definitely is getting clicks

4:08 AM

it's why i don't leave 404s around my site ever

that used to be whats up with the kolyma website

4:09 AM

and i couldnt bear it

4:09 AM

so i took it all down and replaced with a static page until i have devs to get the systems online

yeah good call

4:10 AM

if i can't get something finished for my site i just don't mention or link to it until it's done

4:10 AM

i have about four pages that are almost done but not

4:20 AM

you KNOW a site big when its archive.org thing looks like this

wow

https://web.archive.org/web/20220000000000*/soyjak.party

4:21 AM

nothing of interest here but

4:21 AM

its one of my many, many measures of a sites worth/popularity

4:21 AM

this is less impressive

what site is that

gurochan

oh wow

technically larger than soyjakparty

i remember you saying gurochan was extremely active

but its not a cultural phenomenon like sp

yeah

so theres not a whole lot of reason to archive it

4:22 AM

its just porn

4:22 AM

nothing else

4:22 AM

and yes it is active

4:22 AM

but a completely dif type of user/activity

the 'party has to be your most important acquisition ever

4:23 AM

it may wind up shaping world events like 4chan has done

it has on a much smaller degree. but its unlike most altchans in the fact that somehow, the culture has been cultivated where users constantly seek to outdo eachother

4:24 AM

this has lead to several real world events

4:24 AM

such as people making posters around their town

4:24 AM

1 attempted meetup

that sounds so funny

rigged polls, etc

4:24 AM

this will continue to snowball assuming the sites trajectory remains unchanged

4:26 AM

lol germany

of course, this is much smaller scale than some of 4chans events. but i suspect the site, which is growing at a fast pace will only continue to project a larger influence

4:27 AM

Normally, with gimmicks like these, id say they will die out

i want to put posters and cds of my vn out when it's done

but the sharty has been going on now 2 YEARS of exponential growth

4:27 AM

with no sign of stopping soon

4:27 AM

and that is precisely the reason i acquired it

4:27 AM

few altchans can you make a thread nowadays

4:27 AM

go off to get some heckin 'ffee

the twitch doxing events are a lot like when 4chan took on shia leboeuf which was hilarious

and come back to 100+ replies

4:28 AM

that just doesnt happen anymore outside of the 'cuck

and i hope the 'sharty does something major like that

im writing a blogpost soon about the sharty, written so an outsider can understand what it really is

4:28 AM

ill send it to you when i do

sure

https://discord.gg/88qGpSnr

I was thinking

3:01 AM

If your interested, you could promote your vn on kolyma with banner advertisements

my vn is just a bizarre meme with messed up stuff and garbled english

Oh

but i would like to promote my site in general

I thought it was a serious thing

3:02 AM

you could do that too

it's a huge work but it's intentionally nonsense

3:02 AM

i figure some youtubers will pick it up

3:03 AM

like the game revenge of the sunfish

3:04 AM

but yeah i'll see about making a banner advert this weekend

im good at design

currently watching a music stream

this is what happens after bernkastel takes the bbc you sick fuck

SPOILER

this guy posts this without knowing who you are

what a coaly yurijak

2:21 AM

i wonder if he knows what any of the symbolism in that means

no lol

2:21 AM

he's posted odd jaks for years

2:21 AM

even before soyjaks

2:21 AM

reposted

jaks before soyjaks.. quite a pioneer

you can get a bot to assign the user role to users when they join

6:52 AM

my server uses Dyno

6:52 AM

it can do custom welcome messages too

I made my own discord bot to do that

6:52 AM

I may make a new one

oh nice

hope your sunday wasn't too stressful

10:25 PM

my dad is coming home tomorrow so i won't be at the hospital again

Ive become rather good at putting down the phone and enjoying the day. The times where I inevitably have to open the internet and check on the world around me is a bit stressful

10:26 PM

I went to church and the gym and a few other places, it was mostly good

good to hear

Had a banana ice cream

who is sobot and why does everyone care about him

Hes the flavor of the week namefag people latch on to. Happens also to be a mod, a good one at that

10:27 PM

Well, he was

10:28 PM

People believed I was secretly grooming him (hes 16) and trying to turn him into a tranny

10:28 PM

Theres obviously 0 truth to that but I simply let them do what they please, they forget about their fictional drama every week

that's rough

Its why I command every janitor to remain anonymous

sharty users are a raging senseless mob

chaoskaiser72

sharty users are a raging senseless mob

It has capacity for good and for bad

10:29 PM

To me, it is like an angry bull. If it gores me, then the animal simply followed its instinct, and I am not hateful to it. It can also be used to plow the field

yeah

https://soyjak.party/a/src/1661279701273.webm

2:55 AM

incredible

LOL

3:04 AM

that's so good

3:06 AM

it's kind of fun how the sharty tends to hate anime

3:06 AM

anime does tend to feminise young men so it's alright if some hate it

3:06 AM

the sentiment has become rarer in recent years

for some reason theres a very large number of dbz spics on the site

3:06 AM

https://soyjak.party/a/

mexicans tend to pretend to be racist/white nationalists so they're all in our circles

3:07 AM

so yeah

3:12 AM

this is what "white nationalists" look like https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/767834305975943178/1009673778348961833/1644182298655.png

https://twitter.com/Babygravy9/status/1565416437946224643

RAW EGG NATIONALIST (@Babygravy9)

New adult daycare video just dropped.

Likes

19351

Retweets

1401

12:05 AM

How the heck do jobs like these exist

12:05 AM

I hate to sound mysoginistic but is this just because shes a pretty girl? She literally just wanders through the day doing fun stuff

12:05 AM

When I was in my 20s I worked 6 days a week 14 hours a day for years and only now can I afford a life of luxury and ease, and even then it was alot of luck

liberals, unironically

12:07 AM

lives of comfort, being born into money or getting rich easy creates dumb bitches and soyboys

12:07 AM

literally the kind of people that soyjaks were made to mock

But how do these jobs exist. How does an economy support this absolutely wasteful lifestyle? How do you get paid to do that?

a great deal of job fields in america are just nothing, especially in bureaucracy

It was like that in USSR

12:08 AM

Makes me laugh, my village had 300 people

the business becomes so bloated and the job descriptions are so convoluted that no one actually knows what the jobs are

and 250~ worked for the government

12:08 AM

they each had jobs and titles and were members of lots of committees and special communist organizations

so there are entire high-paying office jobs where you do nothing, no one expects you to do anything, no one knows what you're supposed to do

Must be a big business problem because I've never sought to hire people unless absolutely necessary

12:09 AM

Just wastes money

12:09 AM

12:10 AM

This makes me sad laugh

you run a real operation

12:28 AM

big american business really is adult daycare

12:28 AM

in general i'm fond of saying money is not real

12:28 AM

for the little man it's livelihood, but to the government and businesses it may as well be set on fire

12:29 AM

tax dollars are utterly wasted and businesses profit in the most inefficient ways possible

12:29 AM

brute-forcing anything and everything

12:29 AM

it's kind of like using dollars as toilet paper rather than using them to buy toilet paper

12:30 AM

damming a river with dollars rather than using the money to have a dam built

12:30 AM

lol

Cloudflare pulled the 'farms

i heard

10:51 PM

sad

I used to care but I realized that I spent my whole day with my wife and her sister and the internet didnt cross my mind once

10:52 PM

My entire life could be like that and it would be for the better

10:52 PM

I've grown less and less attached to the net this past week, it feels good

my thoughts on the place aren't related to my attachment to the net

10:54 PM

with that said a russian wrote a blog post on one of my projects

positively?

yes

10:55 PM

https://vk.com/@hinochiame-eien

«Eien»: фанатские начала авторов Stage-nana

Сегодня кружок Стейдж-нана под предводительством сценариста Томо Катаока известен благодаря циклу новелл «Нарциссу», но далеко не все чит..

Always an ego boost

10:55 PM

And fuel to continue

10:55 PM

Good thing to have

indeed

wtf chud became a musician?? https://soyjak.party/soy/src/1662253053476-1.mp4

1:01 AM

lol hes actually kind of good

it will take me ages to download this video

1:02 AM

but is it vinluv

no its a chud if he a musician playing a song about trannies

i remember him looking exactly like chudjak

i don't feel bad for bitching about the loss of sftp so much because i tried to reupload that corrupted game to my site and the browser upload failed at 17% every time

3:52 AM

there's just no possible way to do file uploads through a browser without unreasonable timeouts and corruptions

3:52 AM

if sftp is impossible to do i would look into something like webdav which is what neocities uses

3:53 AM

when you get back from vacation

Are you there

1:17 AM

Barry has returned, ive been very excited

1:17 AM

Would you like to get on irc and talk to him about your issue on masterpanel? Come his return, development will speed up greatly once more

1:17 AM

He built masterpanel in a day

1:17 AM

imagine what he can do in a week

1:17 AM

He is extremely talented

1:17 AM

but you know about him plenty

wow

1:19 AM

certainly

tell me when your on

how is he? what happened

you can ask him, ive told dozens

1:19 AM

its best to hear it from his words

i'm on

hes very happy to be back

Try to upload that file now

i'll be at the computer in about an hour, i will then

11:54 PM

i'm excited about barry being back

for good reason

will you get your money back from that other dev you tried to hire

No, ill pay him and move on

damn

also

12:06 AM

use the masterpanel.kolyma.net

12:06 AM

not .org

.net was not working when i tried

i just fixed it

12:06 AM

ive been meaning to mass migrate to .net

12:06 AM

now that barrys back i will

12:06 AM

and ill make it redirect sooner or later

12:07 AM

also the uploads may be a little slow because theres no cdn on masterpanel, its just your connection to russia

12:07 AM

but they should work

12:07 AM

we just added chunked uploading which means that you dont need a big internet connection

alright thanks

12:07 AM

i remembered you mentioning you needed barry to help migrate, i look forward to everything using .net

the uploader doesn't work at all

what happens?

firstly when the file picker comes up it wants these kinds of files

1:27 AM

so i set it to all files, then chose a .ZIP or .EXE, and nothing happens

try it with all files, that looks like an odd bug

i did

chaoskaiser72

so i set it to all files, then chose a .ZIP or .EXE, and nothing happens

this

ah

alright it may be that my extensions are capitalised

1:29 AM

i am able to upload a .xml file

well, its actually because .exe and .zip isnt allowed

1:29 AM

the masterpanel is used for making static websites

they've been working until now

thats likely because it worked on sftp (it shouldnt have) and when i migrated your stuff it kept those old files

1:30 AM

kolyma does have several choices for hosting files such as 2ch.cx

i was able to upload a .EXE and .ZIP just the other night from masterpanel

i guess i could make your account special and change the file restrictions, that would take a bit

chaoskaiser72

i was able to upload a .EXE and .ZIP just the other night from masterpanel

a bug

wow

and i have kept it quite because its a security vuln

1:30 AM

but i didnt have any devs till recently

1:31 AM

can you try uploading an image file please?

1:31 AM

just so i can confirm

yes image and web files work

Look

1:34 AM

The kolyma hosting is meant for static websites, at least for the lower tiers. For now you have 2 options, host it elsewhere, or host it on 2ch.cx, which is owned by kolyma. Since you have been generous to me all these time, I will eventually, once support is added for it, upgrade your account to be a "full fledged" website, which basically means you can host anything there, even PHP if you want

1:34 AM

but at the moment masterpanel is only built for neocities type sites

1:34 AM

Eventually, it will evolve, probably within the coming weeks now that barrys back

1:35 AM

I am sorry for this inconvenience, but as you know, kolyma is really still in beta as far as this hosting thing goes (for the public). I am happy you have chose to continue and hope you dont hold anything against it because of its growing pains

1:35 AM

Eventually it will be better and then the best, we just have to wait

yeah i understand, i've been providing yandex disk mirrors for everything

1:36 AM

i could have progressed with things a lot quicker if i had known i wasn't supposed to be hosting exe and zip files tho

1:36 AM

lulz

i know, we havent had good error reporting (i.e. popups saying you cant do this or that)

but yeah i was a paying neocities supporter so that i could host exe files on there, because i have dozens that need to be hosted reliably without relying on external filesharing

1:39 AM

but luckily most of those are still up on my kolyma site and they won't need to be updated

a solution will be provided when possible

thank you

https://twitter.com/LRH_Superfan/status/1567565525588316160

The poster formerly known as Chairman (@LRH_Superfan)

@follyglot Recently saw the original Russian wojak image, really couldn't believe my eyes

I hope that means something good

kuzjaks are awesome

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lhBYeufe1c

Jay Sweet

Oh! Susanna (With Original Racist and Offensive Lyrics)

1:56 AM

gemmy

classic

1:56 AM

https://www.vidlii.com/watch?v=njO5aLuio19

https://www.whatdomormonsbelieve.com/20/04/2009/what-do-mormons-believe-about-hell/

Dave

What Do Mormons Believe About Hell?

3:33 AM

Hell has always been a scary topic in my life as I have always believed it to be the destination after my death if i were to die tommorow

3:33 AM

mostly, the aspect of eternity and it being forever

understandable

this is a much more comforting view of the topic but i dont know what to make of it

mormonism is evil

3:34 AM

but there is something you may be interested in

3:34 AM

hold on

3:35 AM

https://orthodoxwiki.org/Apocatastasis

Apocatastasis

3:35 AM

also called universalism

why does the bible so often use the words "eternal" when reffering to hell?

i think some will remain in hell forever but the number may not be as great as we think

3:36 AM

that's wishful thinking

3:36 AM

but it's left ambiguous possibly on purpose

3:36 AM

hell is for the devils and his fallen angels

3:37 AM

not really for us

My mother told me that stalin was a demon

3:37 AM

Sometimes it seems to me that there is a chance i have committed a unforgivable sin, i think the bible talks of such a thing

the unforgivable sin is blaspheming the Holy Ghost

3:38 AM

it's the only one

Ive had intrusive thoughts of that manner

3:39 AM

nothing that is accepted for a second even, merely a thought that zips by, which is evil, and quickly dismissed

3:39 AM

i dont know where it comes from

you're not the only one who has that happen

then i impishly worry if i condemnded myself

i get terrible images i can get rid of by physically looking away

that happens to me semi often

3:40 AM

but more often thoughts, usually blapshemous ones, like my subconscious wants me to get in trouble

i believe it's demons

3:41 AM

they can do it to anyone

After my first wife died i very often had flashing images which only subsided as time went by and i accepted things

3:42 AM

Also im curious, why do you think mormons are evil? I know little of them, except that they dress nicely and seem very friendly

3:42 AM

i may be confusing them with a different group though

they believe in polygamy, they deny the trinity, have absolutely twisted views of God, and they hail that man joseph smith as a prophet

3:43 AM

joseph smith wrote a fake new gospel and claimed he found it on some stone tablets in the woods in america

are they just weird christians or do you think they are legitimately evil and a negative to christ?

in mormonism the men marry multiple women and basically enslave them

3:44 AM

the people individually are brainwashed and not really evil

3:44 AM

but it is an evil cult

3:44 AM

they're not christians

3:44 AM

they and jehovah's witnesses are the main really bad ones in america

i think polygamy is no longer a part of it

3:45 AM

except for extremists

it is and they still marry young girls against their will

3:45 AM

they used to wear diapers too but no longer do

Well that happens in orthdox russia and catholic poland too

3:45 AM

wtf

3:45 AM

why...

they also used to believe blacks are ugly because they lost a great soul war

dare i say... keyed?

but they had to reverse that teaching after being called racist

3:46 AM

i think mormons are known for inbreeding too, which happens because they're mainly concentrated in one us state

I always thought they were just extremist christians but ultimately harmless and still doing good

3:46 AM

yes utah, my sisters daughter was married there

3:46 AM

but she wasnt a mormon she just went there to be at some national park

extremist christians are the amish and mennonites, and they're good

3:47 AM

not fully correct but not bad as a group

do the amish base their lifestyle off of a percieved instruction from the bible or is it just an aspect of their culture

3:47 AM

?

3:48 AM

do they have their own bible like the mormons?

i haven't looked into them but i think they just believe modern technology makes it hard/impossible for them to be good christians, which is true

3:48 AM

television is evil

3:49 AM

they don't have their own bible but i would say they don't fully follow the bible

3:49 AM

because the bible tells us to be out in the world and influence people and evangelise

3:49 AM

but i think it's perfectly alright for the amish to keep to themselves as a group

i like the really hardcore ones who dont even have modern water lines or heating

the mennonites live practically normal lives but their women dress modestly and cover their heads when they go out, which is really nice

there are alot of those in tennesee, they run local bakeries and such

at a restaurant here the mennonites left pamphlets about wholesome courting for young people, raising children, and the importance of head-coverings for women

its nice because in modern times, barkeries are either faggy hipster things in cities or quiet old style country people

3:51 AM

no inbetween'

yeah

chaoskaiser72

the mennonites live practically normal lives but their women dress modestly and cover their heads when they go out, which is really nice

ive told you before i think that veils are very cute

3:51 AM

for women

3:51 AM

not islam style, just something over the top of the head

yes exactly

It looks nice to me

Tommorow I will publish a list of changes made to masterpanel, you will be happy with them

4:14 AM

Some are long awaited, and includes your timestamp change

wonderful

4:15 AM

thank you

one thing ill share now is the upload form is greatly improved

4:16 AM

it will support drag and drop, multiple file uploads, folder uploads, zip extraction, and others

nice, i use drag and drop a lot on yandex

Next time you can, sign into your kolyma account

10:20 PM

We've updated the card

10:20 PM

we've also updated dozens of other things, improved security updates, and more

10:20 PM

changes posted on gab, twitter, kolyma server, etc soon

alright, i'm in town at the moment but will check it out later

10:47 PM

one of the many updates

nice

do you see ite

the profile pic and name

it goes far beyond cosmetics

10:47 PM

Also masterpanel had a big update

10:47 PM

Isnt barry wonderful

indeed

10:55 PM

he's a magic worker

Masterpanel update: pushed

1:23 AM

let me know what you think

oh yeah you reminded me to log in

1:23 AM

if i visit accounts.kolyma.net without being logged in the top bar shows this

1:23 AM

just a small bug

being worked on

1:24 AM

it will be fixed when you login

1:24 AM

make sure to go to your settings and check out the card too : D (edited)

yeah it's nice

drag and drop onto the words "upload files" works

1:26 AM

i assume it's not supposed to be at the bottom of the page though

should it be moved?

it doesn't look or react like a button

ctrl+f5

OH

1:27 AM

yes that's good

the cache's have to clear out naturally

it might be better to have it at the top though, but that's at your discretion

so, thoughts?

1:32 AM

theres a new sort feature

1:32 AM

oh you mentioned my file date suggestion was added, how do i enable it

1:33 AM

sorting is very good, subtle but useful

that hasnt been added in the update, it was delayed by one more update

1:33 AM

likely tommorow

alright, no problem

complications occurred but it will be added

i like it

it has been added its just janky

1:33 AM

it wont be added to the production server until the next update

yeah i'm not in any rush, i already like the changes to file uploading and i know it's changed a lot under the hood

1:34 AM

in ways the user wouldn't notice (edited)

Most importantly, most file upload bugs have been fixed

1:34 AM

Folder uploads are supported

1:34 AM

Multi file uploads are supported

1:34 AM

Better error reporting for errors (especialyl extension related)

nice

1:35 AM

multi-file is extremely important when i need to update all of my html at once

We've been doing loads of backend work that the user wont see

1:35 AM

soon we will move on to some public changes

Been thinking about doing a kolyma mail service

11:52 PM

kmail or something, wouldnt that be cool?

11:52 PM

maybe paid customers such as yourself could use your domain for the email

yeah, it would cost next to nothing to host too

11:53 PM

tho i'm sticking with yandex for the important stuff due to its uptime and all

I am extremely dissapointed in the russian government and army

https://soyjak.party/soy/src/1662826292265-0.jpg

4:14 PM

yucky

i heard more russians have died than americans in the vietnam war

4:26 PM

and yeah the poop discharge happens to just about all of them

https://twitter.com/search?q=%23LGBWithoutTheT&src=trend_click&vertical=trends Fascinating thing i saw on the 'tter today. Loads and loads of fags and queers being utterly disgusted by trans people and voicing it publicly

5:24 PM

I always thought they were united in their evil

not at all, they're some of the least united because the agendas don't line up

5:44 PM

feminists are evil but they oppose trannies because men like to go into women's washrooms and molest women

5:44 PM

feminism was wrong in the beginning but they are completely correct in opposing trannies

5:45 PM

it would be disingenuous of feminists to embrace trannies, just like it's disingenuous of western muslims to embrace gays

What surprised me was that the L's G's and B's hated T's too

5:46 PM

most of them at least

so similarly, SOME gays oppose trannies because trannies are insane and will mess things up for the rest of them

i saw someone say that trannies being so bizzare, immoral, and anti-logic was actually helping right wing groups bolster themselves. When your opponent is as stupid and deluded as trans people are than its not hard to shephard people into your ideology

gays have tried to make their lifestyle seem legitimate, but insane axewounds taking on the LGBT label make the whole LGB seem insane

5:47 PM

yep

Regardless they are still a huge problem, there are an insane number of children being groomed into it in america. So hideous what they do to the kids, they all look hideous and depressed

i'm fond of using LGBTQAP with the p standing for pedophile

5:49 PM

there are good gays and the solution for them is to be nice to them and pray they come to see it's wrong

5:49 PM

i know one or two who are on the fence and are hanging onto it only for their misguided lusts

Breakfast: 2 eggs, 4 strips of bacon, fried through, peppered heavily Lunch: biscuits and gravy (3 biscuits, heavy serving of gravy), sausages, bacon. Dessert for lunch: 2 scoops of chocolate ice cream (Future) supper: Large serving of rice and chicken

6:18 PM

idk if i told u but yesterday i had gumbo (originates from 'bama) and it was delicious i liked it alot

awesome

6:19 PM

i had toast and an egg and turkey bacon

6:19 PM

eating a tuna sandwich now

I've been critical of america in my life but its no secret i highly prefer american cuisine to russian

6:20 PM

real american stuff, not the processed factory "food" that is common all around the globe

i've never had gumbo, it's a deeper southern thing

It doesnt taste like its from america

6:20 PM

but it tastes greate

6:20 PM

you should try it

6:21 PM

nearby theres a place called old mill, its run by a group of local bakers. Old timey looking place with horshoes on the wall

6:21 PM

they sell soup and bread

6:21 PM

I went there and got it

nice, i'd need to find a place

6:22 PM

lot of fakers here

its from down by the sea i hear

6:23 PM

perhaps its not common in northern alabama

yeah

6:23 PM

didn't know it was from here because it's associated with louisiana

I may be wrong

6:24 PM

I get my deep south states mixed up

6:24 PM

I was in new orleans once though, it was a nice place but i wouldnt live there

6:24 PM

Fun to visit not fun to live, especially with hurricanes. I think I visited after a big one but i dont recall

yeah, lot of crime there and floods

6:25 PM

i have a friend there who got the roof torn off his house

6:25 PM

one in mississippi whose whole living room flooded

6:25 PM

more peaceful up here

tennessee is nice because it has almost no natural threats or disasters, generally no fires, no floods, few tornadoes, etc

6:25 PM

The problem instead is crime, at least where i live

6:26 PM

a few weeks ago in a town right by me a negro squashed an older lady up against a car in a wal-mart parking lot and she died so he ran off

6:27 PM

and people screamed at him and he turned around, came back, soaked his hands in her blood and smeared it on his own face

6:27 PM

and they still haven't found him last i heard

You have to be careful not to awake a negroes tribal instincts like that

6:28 PM

They can be tamed and they can be wild

she really was just walking to her car though

6:29 PM

but generally north alabama is the whiter side of the state

Is the incest thing just a reddit meme or is there truth to it?

birmingham and bessemer in the center/south have crime like chicago

6:29 PM

incest happened generations ago in the appalachian mountains which barely applies to alabama at all

6:30 PM

there's one "famous" inbred family from around virginia that's documented on youtube

6:30 PM

and they're severely disabled

I think ive seen them before, they drool alot and such

my bloodline hasn't inbred since we lived in england

I wish I could trace my history like that, but during the communist times alot of my families records were lost or destroyed or the people who knew it (most often through oral stories) died off earlier than normal due to ww2, famines, stalins purges, etc

really it's not such a bad thing with pure and healthy genes, but when it happens it amplifies all the bad traits

6:35 PM

the mountain folk who inbred had very bad genes and they did it because there were no other people around

6:35 PM

it's tragic but it's not very common

During stalins time the government forced everyone to not say brother, sister, mother, etc and instead say "comrade" so families became a bit of a useless term anyways, and communal houses were the new "family structure"

6:35 PM

this stopped long before i was born but still had an effect on recordkeeping

yeah

6:38 PM

i have a friend in virginia who has a significant amount of inbreeding in his recent lineage

6:38 PM

and he's alright

10:44 PM

lunch

10:44 PM

2 fried eggs

10:44 PM

4 strips of peppered bacon

10:45 PM

biscuits and gravy with sausage

10:45 PM

and for desert now im aving cake and ice cream with strawberries :3

10:45 PM

somehow i am still 30 pounds underweight.. im working on it

nice

10:56 PM

i had 3 eggs today

10:56 PM

eating leftover homemade chili now

10:56 PM

it's my birthday

Happy birthday

thanks

I dont eat cake on my birthday

10:57 PM

i eat cake when i want to, and thats almost never

10:57 PM

usually on my birthdays i have saffron risoto, which is my favorite dish

i eat an obligatory dark chocolate cake every year but i don't like it much anymore

10:57 PM

the store-bought icing tastes like metal

did u get any gifts

10:59 PM

do u have a steam wishlist

mom got me some new jeans and shirts

10:59 PM

not really

11:00 PM

i don't play many games

11:01 PM

i bought my third car recently

11:01 PM

a 1986 corolla hatchback

keyed

11:02 PM

i dont remember my first car

11:02 PM

i learned to drive on my first job, as a truck driver

11:02 PM

i lied about my age and experience

11:02 PM

and when they gave me the keys i just learned as i went

11:03 PM

90s russia was different

freight trucks are hard to drive

11:04 PM

i can't even back one up in a video game

they werent semis

11:04 PM

it was similar in size to like a big uhaul truck

nice

it was russian miltary trucks.. they had canvas on the back

11:05 PM

i think i mostly was moving lumber but sometimes i didnt know what i was moving

11:05 PM

but if it was something flammable i was told

11:05 PM

i think being a truck driver is nice job, nowadays you can listen to books and absorb lots of knowledge while driving

11:05 PM

but in america, gas is expensive so no one wants to truck really

they have computer trackers now so drivers don't get to cheat on the logbooks like they've always done

11:07 PM

and they get no respect

yeah they are one of the most important jobs but its so hard to do and stigmatized too

11:08 PM

i wish they would all go on strike for like 2 weeks and kill the american economy

yeah same

11:08 PM

millions must die

how screwed are you if supply chains collapse completely

i buy bottled water because there is no clean water here

11:10 PM

i have some food stocked up but not plenty

11:11 PM

but my house has a wood heater/stove

Beta (DC): thumbnailing

10:45 PM

dc = developers cut = no frontend work yet

10:45 PM

thats my job

very nice

4:19 PM

sharty themed shooting coming up

wow

removed just in case real https://soyjak.party/soy/res/1091345.html

[This post contained illegal text and has been deleted.]

yeah fair

4:20 PM

it's perfectly likely just to be an edgy nothingburger

4:20 PM

hope it is at least

4:39 PM

laughed

LOLE

wait wtf

5:14 PM

erm was the post made yesterday

where i dont see

the one that was deleted

5:16 PM

he said he would do it tomorrow

likely a hoax but gemmy nonetheless

5:16 PM

i dont see it trending on the 'tter

damn lol

5:46 PM

thread reached 500+ replies in an hour (edited)

5:46 PM

alot of people thought it was real

5:46 PM

worth a browse when you have the time

5:46 PM

lots of laughs

lol incredible

5:50 PM

twitter is fickle about showing and hiding trends so i bet a lot of people thought it just wasn't showing up

it was a very high effort bait, some people were seriously convinced it was real for a good bit

1:17 AM

new verification system

nice

isnt it cool

yeah, very professional

bros... its so pretty

1:42 AM

this is a major step towards making kolymas legitimacy higher, this puts it above most of the shitty services that dont even send you a verification email

automating the site creation service will save you a bunch of headache too

thats our main goal for the year

1:43 AM

everything will be automated, and whats more, it will all be self built

1:43 AM

thats unheard of, even gab uses third party software like hcaptcha

1:43 AM

but for kolyma, everything, every step of the way is made possible through our own software

btw i'm planning to do some big updates to my site, do you think we could go ahead and get rolchama on a kaisernet.org subdomain

sure, what are your planned updates? just curious

just adding more sections to the sidebar and top bar

1:45 AM

more visual novel support and a fan page for a musician i like

1:46 AM

i call them big updates because i have to edit every html file lol

painful

i could automate it but it's not that bad

when i go to https://masterpanel.kolyma.net/files/ now there are no files

2:22 AM

everything is missing

2:22 AM

i successfully uploaded a picture and it shows up

ill look at it. the files are still there

2:22 AM

seems like masterpanel is just not pointing you to the right dir

figured

test now

2:26 AM

also note that for now, only newly uploaded images will have a thumbnail attached

2:26 AM

feel free to try it out

works now, and i see the new icons and all

2:27 AM

thumbnail works

ill move the form to the top tonight

2:27 AM

also the delete button is less annoying

yeah sounds good

its still the developers cut

2:27 AM

so its a little.. ugly. but what do you think?

hail hail

2:28 AM

i would try to make things a bit smaller but i like how it looks

yeah a major visual update will come to it soon (from me)

2:28 AM

i do frontend stuff but only after the backend works finished

on neocities there was a grid view and a list view; the grid had giant thumbnails like these and the list view had very small ones to save space

and we still have some things left to do

2:33 AM

as far as technical goes, are you pleased with the updates?

KAAAISSSEEEERR

oh damn i didn't get a notif

3:43 AM

sorry

3:43 AM

yes, everything seems to work

3:44 AM

of course you know what i want implemented but i'm happy with how it's progressing

what? dates?

that and the ability to upload non-site files again

again?

3:45 AM

what do you mean non site?

like i was able to before barry came back

3:45 AM

exe and zip files

kaaissseerrr

4:21 AM

kaiser kaseri

yes

im working on something top secret, but it will aid in my proccesses

4:22 AM

id like to show you a bit of it

sure, i won't tell

this is part of a soon to be completed automated application form for jobs at kolyma, there will be website where you are guided through. I hope to use this to both expediate and standardize the long and difficult process of applications and acceptances, and allow for greater flexibility for the applicants (who wouldnt have to wait for a kolyma worker to interview them manually). The manual process will still be done but all applicants will first have to go through a set of questions, forms, and videos. The attached file is one of the video things

pretty cool

4:26 AM

the tts is cool but may need subtitles

4:26 AM

lolol

it has pseudo subtitles already

kasir

4:40 AM

4:41 AM

is this better?

yeah really nice

4:41 AM

i've never seen a hiring video before but it's very striking and cool

when i was sent to prison first time we watched a video on the rules and what to and not to do

4:42 AM

at the end they gave a segment of the testimony of a raped man, who told you how to avoid being raped and how to report it

4:42 AM

but as far as jobs go, i've seen this a few times

4:42 AM

you've never been sent an online application where you have to watch those videos?

i've worked one job and it was just filling out forms

4:43 AM

and it was atrocious

4:43 AM

my initial training was done from a book with horrible typos and contradictions

https://soyjak.party/soy/res/1110183.html#1111111

>/m/ - Mecha

lol

9:02 PM

"ratios" are now a thing on the sharty apparently. though instead of likes its replies, and whoever has the most replies wins

9:03 PM

This is the king of ratios, who recieved almost 2k replies

9:03 PM

NAR not a ratio though

IAR because the ratio of replies to not replies is a ratio

9:09 PM

that's always been kind of a thing on chans though, really witty or bizarre posts get a bunch of replies

kaiser

yes

i need your opinion on some of my exquisite web design

sure

https://archive.soyjak.party/

3:53 AM

https://archive.soyjak.party/catalog.php

3:53 AM

this is an archive

3:53 AM

it stores sharty threads forever

3:53 AM

do you like the design?

3:54 AM

https://archive.soyjak.party/thread.php?id=1126749

3:54 AM

example thread

i really like the catty layout but it doesn't really look like the sharty

its intent isnt to mirror the 'ty

3:54 AM

its to provide an unbloated, information dense archive

then it's good

but speaking personally

3:54 AM

do you like how it looks

the catty is very light and uncluttered

3:55 AM

it looks good

^_^

keyed

trannies are like the gay version of the sharty

6:24 PM

sry to hear about the cp spam btw

6:25 PM

are you having trouble finding jannies

its not easy to find trustworthy people

6:25 PM

also we get probably 200-300 cp images uploaded per day

6:25 PM

someone uploaded daisys destruction recently

i heard

6:25 PM

i didn't even know that was real

6:27 PM

the colorjak kid was kinda funny

reminded me of the bjork stalker

loool

went shooting today

2:05 AM

for some fucked up reason i like shooting at close up targets and pretending im executing captured prisoners of war. Really fucked up I know but its just what I find most fun when i play with guns

2:05 AM

I've been listening to some bill o' reily books about the final days of WW2 maybe that put me in a bloodthirsty mood

lol i can't blame you

i think i just saw mutilated child on the sharty

4:17 AM

it was a fridge full of bones and stuff with a photograph of a child above

4:18 AM

unless some edgy person took like pork or beef and did that lole

report

4:18 AM

if you want

4:18 AM

jans will deal with it later

i closed the tab kinda paranoid

4:18 AM

it was on the front page so someone will report it heh

If theres one thing ill say is that none of the end users should be worried

4:18 AM

you cant go to jail for accidentally viewing an illegal image

yeah there are so many users that not everyone can get v&

none of you would

4:19 AM

unless they seized my servers

and anyway it's not 'p

and even then, if you just viewed it nothing would happen

4:19 AM

so much gore, cp, and other shocking things are uploaded i do not care to view the board at this time of night, at least not now that i only have a skeleton crew of janitors

that's rough

4:20 AM

feel like they'll try to arrest you eventually

No, I cooperate with them

4:20 AM

arresting me would be pointless

4:20 AM

ive been emailed numerous times by the police

damn

4:20 AM

if you just delete the stuff you don't get in trouble?

4:20 AM

Remember that thread i told you about?

yeah

It made it to national news and the FBI asked me for info to help them catch the hoaxer

4:21 AM

I provided what I could and they said thanks and left me alone.

holy shit

4:21 AM

i didn't see any news that wasn't fake

It happens weekly, if you own a big site, and I own several, you better maintain a cordial relationship with the police or they will take whatever they want by force

4:22 AM

I chose the peaceful route. Actual CP spammers and other hoaxers dont recieve my pity anyways and ive never been one to pretend like i wont cooperate with the police if they ask. If the police want something I will give. Just depends on what they want. Cp spammers? Terrorists? Sure. Political stuff? doxing? No

4:23 AM

I dont feel like its immoral for me to provide that info. CP spam threatens the network and its just part of my job to keep it off, if the police can help me with that, then good

that's good to hear, i guess anyone can get spammed with 'p

4:23 AM

so cooperation just solves everything

i just saw the image you saw

4:24 AM

it looks fake, that looks like beef ribs

lol nice

they are far too large and numerous for a human

4:24 AM

let alone a child

i wouldn't expect killers to have a framed photograph of the kid anyway

Its amazing the level of stuff that surfaces on the sharty. Such a seemingly innocent board has seen some of the worst the internet has to offer. It really is the new frontier in my opinion, 4chan has been all but tamed by the media and its over zealous moderation

yeah, it can attract the worst people along with the normal kids

Sounds weird, but in a strange sense, I do enjoy the "Edge" of the site. It gives it a wild west type feeling, untamed, and free. And not the shitty political bait that you saw on 8chan, but truly just random stuff all the time. Really reminds me of /b/ in the early days

it's truly the only site that cannot be overrun or appropriated by fags

4:27 AM

the front page is just full of troongina ack memes and no regular person could stomach that

Thats because theres no way to fight being quoted with a 'jak. Theres nothing you can do. The more you respond, the more they win, and absolutely nothing changes that. Its indefensible

4:28 AM

The more you complain, the more you make fun of them, the more you seethe, the more they laugh and get excited at having found "a good target". Kiwifarms-esque trolls or 4chan trolls still have weaknesses

4:28 AM

They can still be offended, they can still be made fun of, they can have embarassing moments

4:28 AM

but to sharty teens everything, absolutely everything is a joke. Nothing is spared the feared soyquote

4:28 AM

Therefor almost nothing can make them seethe, even CP hardly raises eyebrows

4:29 AM

When you argue with a soyteen you lost before it even begun

i don't even argue when they call me a troon lole

btw

4:33 AM

have you ever read any of bill o' reileys "killing" series? I know hes a neocon boomer but he writes excellent historical books, which are fascinating and keep you intrigued, while also being completely factual retellings of stories

4:33 AM

ive been reading a few recently and enjoyed them greatly

i haven't, i used to listen to rush limbaugh and bought a bunch of michael savage's books but never touched the other boomers

i highly recommend them. im currently reading "hitlers last days" which isnt part of the series but is written the same manner. before that i was listening to "killing the killers" which was about the war on terrorism, excellent book. I really enjoyed it. Give it a read or listen

nice

4:34 AM

gem

>he googled dancing swede

i binged it actually :^]

4:35 AM

i want the original video

lolol

4:35 AM

https://twitter.com/Dancing_Swede

4:35 AM

just followed

Come my departure or death, thousands would celebrate. To those thousands, I live to deny them that pleasure. To live to deny and hate is to live a life devoid of love and God, Hell is devoid of love and God, thus, I am in hell already.

you have love don't you

3:44 PM

spiting them doesn't have to be the sole reason you live

3:44 PM

your wife loves you and we do too

do you have surviving links to the janon leak

https://soyjak.wiki/J

J

ah thanks

Nedelya and I went to an old stylr anerican diner

6:44 PM

we shared this

6:44 PM

The girls in middle Appalachia are sweet

6:44 PM

very kind

wow

im deep in tennessee

looks like a sweet place

i just bought a new domain

2:23 AM

heckass.com

2:23 AM

i'm going to start a webring with it

thats nice

3:34 AM

are you going to use kolyma hosting

yeah

5:12 AM

is it possible to point a domain to a folder or do i need a separate "site"

heheh

7:13 AM

imagine the SEO on this

chaoskaiser72

is it possible to point a domain to a folder or do i need a separate "site"

yes, ill look at this

thank you

sootie is doing a q&a rn

5:40 PM

in 20 minutes actually

5:40 PM

so i need to be on guard

ye

5:40 PM

i'm at my church helping with groundskeeping

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYszKu5yE08

12:56 AM

This is probably my favorite song

nice

Did you liek it

yes

1:07 AM

i like elvis

1:08 AM

i really like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2vpBALrHKU

max mcgloin

Billy Joe Shaver with Eddie Shaver "Live Forever"

beautiful

2:19 AM

made me laugh

2:19 AM

i cant believe this is real

dinesh is such a joke

he made a good doc

2:19 AM

i know nothing else of him

i bought his documentary in 2016 and it was just claiming the southern slaveowners were the real liberals all along

i mean his 2000 mules documentary

2:20 AM

he got mad at me for hosting it for free on vidlii though

people like him would like to see whites go extinct just to prove that republicans are the good guys by LEFTIST standards

2:20 AM

which makes him a leftist

https://twitter.com/josephlamisstx/status/1574157651788840963

joseph (@josephlamisstx)

https://t.co/2sDOxYFs7I

Likes

78111

Retweets

15193

LOL

8:57 PM

that's so good

americans really be losing their jobs over freudian slips

i've never done anything like this but i've been afraid of it

ive said "negro" aloud many times when i first moved to america and was unaware of the extremely offensive character of the word, sometimes around black people

8:59 PM

Nothing came of it but its not like i can lose my job or anything

negro honestly should be less offensive since black means evil

It wasnt said racistly its just the translation for black i thought

9:00 PM

plus arent you in racist central

9:00 PM

you shouldnt be worried about losing your job right?

i don't think racism exists :/

9:01 PM

if i spoke my thoughts on race mixing around any boomer i know i don't think anyone would agree with me

9:02 PM

one of the boomers at church has a half korean grandson and the rest just believe racism is wrong

Boomer logic on anything can be confusing

they just buy into leftist/evil ideas while holding onto (false) christianity and the republican/conservative labels

9:04 PM

but boomers are the only people i know irl

9:04 PM

no one younger

9:05 PM

congrats on banning bbcson

9:06 PM

i just read the wiki page on cobson and i think it's sad that he's used only for the most disgusting stuff

9:06 PM

he was a good jak

have you figured anything out about using my heckass.com domain

9:32 PM

i don't mind making a separate kolyma account if i need to

open up your dns records and make an A record for @ and www to "91.149.224.140"

where does @ go

9:36 PM

it says @ is not a valid subdomain

thats just a symbol for root

9:37 PM

just look around for other ips

9:37 PM

if you see them replace it with the one i sent

9:37 PM

on most providers root means @

9:37 PM

some are finnicky

i think this will do it

yes

hi

8:43 PM

sorry for not doing that thing

8:43 PM

ill do the rolchama migration

8:43 PM

and the new odmain you got

8:43 PM

tonight

8:43 PM

ive been very busy

8:44 PM

one day it will all be automated

i appreciate that you remembered

8:44 PM

i've been busy too

8:45 PM

been working on my old car all week and tomorrow i'll be dragging home the one i bought

8:45 PM

today i put up a new security light for my mom so she can walk to the car in the early morning

My son

2:47 AM

I've been considering seriously, the great undertaking of changing my legal name (Yuri Kuznetsov, son of Mikhail) to the mononymous "Temüjin", bearing the namesake of the man more commonly known as Genghis Khan

weeb thoughever

4:06 AM

your name is cool

what

4:07 AM

Weeb?

it's just like a japanese word

its not japanese...

4:07 AM

it would be keyed to have only 1 name

elvis kuzley

https://sp.logwarehouse.net/read.cgi/soy/1195844

kied

i like yuri kuznetsov much more

In December of last year, I suffered divine punishment which was inflicted on me because I inflicted the same on others, since then, I've been extremely careful and havent suffered again

that's good

5:31 PM

we all have to remember how the punishment falls on us

my friend has been browsing the sharty a lot and he's curious about the history of kolyma

5:16 AM

were you running 9chan in 2005, and did you have any services going before then?

yes and no. But dont tell him you know me or that i answered your questions

lol well he knows that i know you, he's in my server

5:17 AM

but i can refrain from answering his question

5:17 AM

he's a good friend of mine

No the information is public

5:17 AM

you can tell him

5:18 AM

I just have been hiding from the public for a few weeks

ah

as much as i can at least

yeah i noticed that

even the slightest squeek will re-ignite the excitement and i dont want to deal with that

5:18 AM

the sharty runs best when the drama is external. i.e. when they are fighting with people outside of the site.

5:19 AM

When theirs internal fights i have to deal with it and most of the time their fighting with me directly. The best way to avoid it is to just not speak publicly except in controlled scenarios

do you regret buying it

Right now, they've been raiding and destroying blacked porn threads on 4chan and some altchans. They've wiped hundreds of threads on 8chan that were lost forever and have ruined 7-8 /trash/ threads

5:20 AM

I wouldnt say I regret it no.. but I would have prepared more beforehand in retrospect. I cant say its been easy

understandable

5:20 AM

hope things at least become more peaceful

5:20 AM

thank you for all you do for us

I've been doing alot of business stuff recently. Working from 10 till 5

5:21 AM

then play eu4 from 5 till midnight

5:21 AM

its an unhealthy, immature schedule

5:21 AM

But it is my most efficient for now. It is temporary

wow

5:23 AM

its kind of funny to see blacked coomers get angry at the raids

this is awesome

5:24 AM

the people on 4chan and the sharty who support blacked memes are truly mindbroken

5:24 AM

they somehow manage to bring it up all the time and joke "ironically" about their own inferiority

i accidentally hit someone in the car today (edited)

6:47 PM

Turns out they cant do much if your not willing to cooperate

6:47 PM

I just kind of said sorry and moved on

6:47 PM

Doubt anything will come of it

heh

8:05 PM

your insurance is supposed to pay their damage and theirs is supposed to pay yours

8:05 PM

but for insurance purposes you never admit fault

You can get out of a surprising number of situations by pretending not to speak english

8:05 PM

Turns out Russian translators arent just lying around Tennessee

8:06 PM

I sometimes use it to my advantage

yeah lole

8:08 PM

i bet those people go on facebook screeching about kgb agents

lole you outed yourself

0_o

my mom used to not let me watch dinosaur documentaries on the tv or read those science books because she didnt like that they said billions/millions of years

i would do the same

6:02 PM

plenty of things a parent can explain but the dissonance that's caused when every aspect of science says the earth is that old is hard for a kid to deal with

6:02 PM

or anyone

ive been playing car games all week

punishment for the accident

i got annoyed of using keyboard

4:18 AM

so i bought a pc wheel

4:18 AM

it fun

nice

4:19 AM

what games

https://store.steampowered.com/app/516750/My_Summer_Car/

My Summer Car

MY SUMMER CAR is the ultimate car owning, building, fixing, tuning, maintenance AND permadeath life survival simulator. You start the game with hundreds of loose parts and assemble both car and engine. Not only you need to maintain your car, but yourself as well. Sausages, beer and sleeping will do just fine. If everything goes well, you have a ...

Price

$14.99

Recommendations

42950

4:19 AM

i got it 5 years ago

4:19 AM

its my 3rd most played game

neat

u build the car from scratch though

4:20 AM

i mean literally from scratch

4:20 AM

its a 1:1 model

4:20 AM

it takes weeks

4:22 AM

theres like 400 parts

4:22 AM

incredible

how have you been recently

not too well

8:53 PM

nothing in particular going on

8:53 PM

but i had some good days staying up until sunrise driving my mom to work

do you have a dayjob

9:03 PM

I sometimes wonder if its possible to just buy land in a rural area and live cheaply enough where you can work like 15-20 hours a week

9:04 PM

Sounds peaceful to live in a small town

9:04 PM

When I was in bologoe I knew everybody and getting a job was easy

9:04 PM

I dont know how much things have changed since the 90s and 2000s though

9:06 PM

There wasnt a whole lot of money to go around to begin with

9:06 PM

So you could live cheaply

i got fired from my full-time job because i'm not really able to work

9:06 PM

and it's impossible to live cheaply here

9:07 PM

even if you eat smart you have to pay land tax and car tags and fuel

9:07 PM

then there's water and electricity

your life sound shit

12:53 AM

If you come around memphis I will buy you smokes

lole appreciated

2:23 AM

mom has to drive my truck for a few more days so i'm without a vehicle again

2:24 AM

my wagon's transmission died

Terrible

2:36 AM

Man without a vehicle is hardly a man

2:37 AM

Maybe it'd be in your interest to fiddle with cars son

2:37 AM

I liked to always older ones at least

2:37 AM

Newer ones is harder to mess around with or fix

you don't get to become a strictly old vehicle mechanic

I wasnt talking about a job

and mom's car being from 2004 is the reason we have so much trouble with it

2:49 AM

i bought that little 1987 corolla from my uncle but still haven't brought it home to work on it yet

https://twitter.com/libsoftiktok/status/1585395267552960512

Libs of TikTok (@libsoftiktok)

This is “a day in the life of a Twitter employee.” No wonder @elonmusk is firing 75% of them

Likes

50669

Retweets

11100

I asked this before but every time i see this

10:50 PM

I still wonder

10:50 PM

"how and why does the economy support this useless class"

10:50 PM

i thought capitalist systems were 100% efficient and everything was there for a reason

10:51 PM

Meditation room haha

10:52 PM

When I was in the army there was a joke that we told eachother about how the guards dont sleep, they meditate so they can sense people

this economy runs on sludge

10:53 PM

i guess bureaucracy is the same under capitalism or communism but these big business/tech things are just robbery

10:53 PM

endless supply of money for there to be faggot daycares

am i forgotten to do anything for you

well i would like to be able to upload non-website filetypes again

1:16 AM

but i understand if that takes work

i remembed recently you had another domain

1:16 AM

i completely forgot to hook that up

1:16 AM

do you want me to do that

we were going to migrate rolchama to the kaisernet.org domain too

1:16 AM

yeah

okay

please

i will do those 2 things

but i still haven't designed what the site will be so i haven't been in a rush

1:17 AM

thank you

there will be a subfolder in your kaisernet site

1:17 AM

called heckass_domain

1:17 AM

unless

1:17 AM

you want to make another kolyma account

1:18 AM

and i will just hook it up to that instead

1:18 AM

whichever you prefer

a subfolder would be great

alternatively i could make your account

1:18 AM

have two subfolders

1:18 AM

kaisernet

1:18 AM

and heckass

1:18 AM

both in the same account

1:18 AM

so your root folder would show just that

1:18 AM

those 2

1:18 AM

does that sound good

sure, i prefer to keep one account either way

alright

1:18 AM

then when you login

1:18 AM

you will see

1:18 AM

heckass/ kaisernet/

great

do you know any german speakers

9:34 PM

or portuguese

a few germans

ill pay well for a portuguese translator

i doubt my germans would be interested and i don't know any portuguese speakers

9:39 PM

i know an american who's learning but that's not good enough

asked him, will see when he's online

10:16 PM

im buying this from a portuguese seller

WOW

10:16 PM

i ALWAYS wanted one of those

10:16 PM

a datsun?

yeah

same model?

j

Click to see attachment 🖼️

i was playing this game

10:16 PM

and decided

10:16 PM

i want one

i wanted a datsun 620 pickup first but i was looking at little ones like that

so now im going to europe in february

10:17 PM

to pick up

love the color and it doesn't look rusted out

10:17 PM

but don't ever drive it on salted roads

the american northeast salts roadways when it snows and ices and that car wouldn't survive five years

how 2 protet?

you can't

10:18 PM

they don't salt the roads in alabama

10:18 PM

not sure about tennessee

guess it'll be a summer car..

datsuns were made out of very thin metal and they're too cheap to restore when they get rusted out

10:19 PM

they have to be found in good shape and kept in good shape

10:19 PM

but if they don't salt the roads in tennessee it will be fine

10:20 PM

i wouldn't drive any car i liked if i lived in the northeast

10:20 PM

because there's no way to save them when salt slush gets up on the bottom of them

10:20 PM

they fall apart and become structural deathtraps

10:21 PM

btw my friend says he knows a portugese speaker who may be interested

10:21 PM

what's the reward and what's the workload

i found one

...

10:22 PM

so the job is already taken?

well yes and the taker is a kolyma employee and will work for cheap

10:22 PM

so i took it quickly

alright

right after i asked you i asked some workers

10:22 PM

one brazillian volunteered

do you still need a german

Not right this second but I might

10:24 PM

i will let you know

10:24 PM

theres 2 sellers

10:24 PM

ones in germany which is better

10:24 PM

but he hasnt responded yet

my corolla is a thin frail car like that datsun so i have to make sure i take care of the rust

10:26 PM

it has a little rust so i have to get it removed and repainted

do you want to stop in memphis in march and take it for a spin with me

i'm not sure i'll be able to but it sounds fun

10:27 PM

maybe i'll be able to work it out

10:27 PM

maybe by then i'll have the corolla going

10:32 PM

looks like tennessee uses salt while alabama doesn't

10:32 PM

does your car have rust around the fenders?

10:33 PM

the underside of any car tends to be colored brown with rust, but salt rust eats holes and causes the paint to flake off

10:34 PM

in the north when they sell cars they just paint over the rust so people buy them without noticing that the cars are crumbling

My car is from 2012 and its in good condition

10:38 PM

but maybe u can come in spring

10:38 PM

when the stop salting

10:38 PM

or maybe i can come down to alabama

10:38 PM

maximov owns property in birmingham

tennessee is closer to me than birmingham

10:39 PM

maybe you haven't driven on salt, but at the same time they build cars thicker now

how far are you from memphis

not sure, i'll look it up later

10:40 PM

they do salt here sometimes when the roads are completely blocked with snow

10:40 PM

but that hasn't happened in years

10:41 PM

i live fairly close to huntsville

10:41 PM

specifically near hartselle/decatur

10:42 PM

not bad

10:42 PM

would be a nice drive in the new car

10:42 PM

you ever drove a manual

yes but i'm out of practice

oh your real close to chattanooga son i was just there the other month

i learned on my dad's truck but i hate driving it and the clutch is bad

10:44 PM

manuals are good though

10:44 PM

on a really good car like mine, an automatic transmission will be the first thing to die

10:44 PM

i had to put an additive in mine that would stop it from slipping gears

oops

10:59 PM

buying cars overseas is so expensive

10:59 PM

it will cost me twice the price of the car to ship it over to USA

10:59 PM

fucking hell then i have to send it back to cyprus when i move.. but i will pay the price

10:59 PM

God bestowed me with many great things but not patience among them

it may be hard to get parts for it in cyprus

11:23 PM

but you have money so i guess it'll work

11:23 PM

america is the best place to take care of a datsun

11:24 PM

we have the highest amount of them surviving and the south and far northwest don't use salt

11:24 PM

how much is the asking price of the car

bros

11:39 PM

im so hyped

11:39 PM

the deals coming along well

chaoskaiser72

how much is the asking price of the car

really good deal

11:39 PM

4000 bucks

11:39 PM

so good i am doing verification to make sure its real

11:40 PM

i love it

11:42 PM

pray that it will come through in my favor

11:43 PM

god will listen to a good mans prayer

4k is good, the body is what you'll need to check

it dont snow in portugal

make sure the paint is actually good and not peeling off anywhere, and check for bondo

12:02 AM

wrecks are the problem

theres only 6 of these cars on the road son i cant be picky

12:03 AM

it'll probably be a project car mostly anyway. i dont mind fixing up some stuff although i know the body is expensive to fix

when a car gets in a "fender bender" and some metal gets crunched up, the cheap way to repair the body is to stuff the gaps with bondo

12:03 AM

then they paint over it and you don't find out until some problem pops up

12:04 AM

you can roughly tell if the body is good by going around it and tapping on it with your fingers

12:04 AM

if it taps like metal it's good but if it's solid and dull it's bondo

maybe if i come down to huntsville you can take a look

but yeah i agree it's worth buying even with problems, you just don't want to have major structural damage

how hard you think itll be to find new parts for the engine

the engines are very simple, very small, and very easy to work on

oh yeah

i buy all my stuff from rockauto

i know them fully

it's much cheaper than auto stores

going to have to kick nedelyas charger out of the garage

heheh

12:06 AM

what's the model and year of this car

datsun 100a/1974

well uh rockauto doesn't have any parts for it

12:10 AM

but maybe the same engine was used in one of these others

12:11 AM

doesn't look like it...

12:11 AM

i don't know

12:11 AM

maybe there are specialty shops

12:12 AM

i've never encountered this

12:12 AM

the datsun 620 is honestly very common, they used to be everywhere

12:12 AM

so i knew i could get parts for that

12:14 AM

also 1.2 liter is extremely tiny so it won't be safe to drive that on an interstate most likely

yeah

12:15 AM

the engine is very common layout

12:15 AM

what works in one can often work in another

chaoskaiser72

also 1.2 liter is extremely tiny so it won't be safe to drive that on an interstate most likely

you dont think so?

i'm not sure if it would reach 50mph

12:17 AM

my corolla is 1.6 liter and made 70 horsepower when it was new

12:17 AM

which is very little

12:17 AM

and they lose horsepower with age

im sure with enough money i could upgrade things

12:17 AM

my uncle vasya says when you buy old cars

12:17 AM

once you have it

12:17 AM

you buy the parts whenever you see them

12:17 AM

even if you dont need them

12:17 AM

the parts come and go

12:18 AM

you never know when you'll find another radiator hose for it

yeah, my parents always bought entire spare cars when they found the same one as what they were driving

12:18 AM

but i'm not sure if you can upgrade something that small

12:19 AM

unless you put a british mini cooper engine in it

anything is possible with enough money

you'll most likely have to put the pedal to the floor to reach normal highway speed

sounds about right

12:20 AM

the car is no less of a piece of shit in the game

12:20 AM

i wonder how much a new paintjob would cost. i wnat yellow

i used to want a zastava yugo and it was like that

liek a banan

12:21 AM

dont u love it

12:21 AM

its just so beautiful

12:22 AM

i have an emotional attachment to it, ive been playing around with the car since 2018

this is the classic datsun yellow, i recommend exactly this https://bringatrailer.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/04/1977Datsun620KC4.jpg

12:23 AM

we have one of these rotting in the woods

what do u think it would cost

the body is rusted too bad to do anything with it

anything inside?

paint jobs are very expensive and you have to make sure you get a very good one

I might wnat

12:23 AM

even the rusted shitty parts can be cleaned and refurbished

it would be a couple thousand at minimum to get a whole car painted right, probably more

manageable..

it had engine trouble so i don't think you could use the whole engine, but my dad would be ecstatic to get rid of it most likely

12:24 AM

we're supposed to be getting rid of cars

12:24 AM

we have two of these trucks actually

if i go to huntsville i might unironically check them out

the other one is rotted even worse

because they share some engine parts that could be nice to have

12:25 AM

and if im already down there

yeah

its free

12:25 AM

might as well take a look

the truck engines are considerably bigger though

12:26 AM

but i was going to say

12:27 AM

if the car is taken care of, the two major things in the engine that wear out are the piston rings and gaskets

12:27 AM

you can make your own gaskets with tubes of gasket maker

12:27 AM

and you can get piston rings to the correct specifications no matter what the engine is

12:27 AM

can even get some custom machined if you have to

12:28 AM

i would worry about little things like thermostats and radiators

12:28 AM

and alternators

12:29 AM

you may get screwed hard when you need any of these

at least id know how to replace them

you probably would need to retrofit it with a different alternator and starter since they don't seem to make parts for this model

i mean the cars running already, it works right now

yeah but all this stuff has to be replaced eventually

12:31 AM

in portugal they may still be able to find these in junkyards

maybe i should buy 2

i go for cars that are fairly common and sensible while still being old

12:32 AM

especially toyotas because i have a bunch of them already

i was looking for this one specifically

12:32 AM

i meant 2 of the same model

12:33 AM

theres on in the UK too

12:33 AM

the drivers seats on the right

12:33 AM

that probably changes some stuff but not much

yeah i just think it's an incredible amount of hassle for a car you won't be able to drive everywhere

12:33 AM

i don't plan to take my corolla out on the interstate

its a project car

i have a newer truck i can use for longer trips

its a lovable garage decoration that you take to impress girls sometimes

12:34 AM

its not like i have a job to commute to

12:34 AM

i dont plan to do cross country trips anyway 'cides maybe a trip down to alabama if your interested next spring

12:35 AM

i have other cars too

12:35 AM

all this to say i think it has more in it than you think but we will see

12:35 AM

the hassle is fun to me, i like working with the engine

it's not like it will put you in debt so it's not that bad

12:36 AM

i just hope it won't be bad enough that you won't feel like dealing with it

dont be negative with it

12:36 AM

if it runs its a good deal

12:36 AM

i can find any part for a cost

12:37 AM

and its been sitting in a gararge for most of its life according to the owner

12:37 AM

it has very little wear

12:37 AM

its aged

12:37 AM

and aging can be undone at home for the most part

12:37 AM

its road wear that can be a problem

driving at american highway speed will put a lot of wear on it

12:39 AM

come to think of it they may not have sold this in america

whats wrong with taking some scenic backroads

can't get anywhere on them around here

12:40 AM

always have to get on the highways

12:40 AM

im assembling it in the game rn

is the one in the game a 1.0 or 1.2 liter

12:41 AM

i may buy this game

1

wow

12:41 AM

its difficult

j

Click to see attachment 🖼️

this is even weaker than the irl one

12:42 AM

also in game is 2 door rusted jalopy

12:42 AM

the one im getting in real life is a bit more powerful, a little heavier

12:42 AM

in game you have access to a catalog tho with numerous parts

12:42 AM

you can make it a real racing beast

12:43 AM

im a few days in building

12:43 AM

theres like 300 parts

12:43 AM

its real pretty when its all done

i see it has a british mini cooper transmission

12:43 AM

brits did a lot of racing

12:44 AM

keyed paintjob

nice

12:44 AM

is that a mod

you can upload skins

12:44 AM

in the game files

12:44 AM

just takes a bit of tweaking

neat

12:45 AM

first time i assembled it

i've been doing a lot of mechanic work lately

12:45 AM

i changed a brake master cylinder in my mom's car a few days ago

12:45 AM

and the radiator and thermostat

does the game give you a lot of space to drive around

oh yeah miles

nice

i was disappointed by euro truck simulator not giving me the choice to go off-road or anything

theres back roads and a highway

12:47 AM

in the game your job is a septic tank worker

12:47 AM

you pump shit in a big truck

lol nice

https://my-summer-car.fandom.com/wiki/My_Summer_Car

My Summer Car

My Summer Car is a realistic car building, fixing, tuning, maintenance, and perma-death survival simulator developed by Amistech. The game is in Early Access, and is still approaching the final stages of development. See also: StoryThe game takes place in rural Finland during the summer of 1995. You play as a 19 year old male whose parents have ...

in euro truck simulator i drive a scania truck because it's swedish

i played that game a bit

12:51 AM

its so boring to me

12:51 AM

its just driving really

12:51 AM

and theirs no russian locations

it's calming but yeah i wouldn't say it's fun

i want to truck in omsk

12:52 AM

i want cross russia trucking simulartor

i just wanted to explore scandinavia

from vladivosotok to kaliningrad

i assume you heard jerry lee lewis died friday

4:48 AM

i've been listening to his music nonstop since then

No I didnt hear

he's one of my favorite artists ever

1:11 AM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQ90BTzuAU8

Jerry Lee Lewis - Topic

Thirty-Nine and Holding

oh

1:12 AM

the name sounds black

1:12 AM

i thought he was black

lole

1:12 AM

he was one of elvis' friends

1:12 AM

one of the founders of rock

yeah i heard the name

along with carl perkins

1:13 AM

Like Elvis Presley, he was raised singing the Christian gospel music of integrated southern Pentecostal churches. In 1950 he attended Southwestern Bible Institute in Texas but was expelled for misconduct, including playing rock and roll versions of hymns in church. Pearry Green (then president of the student body) related how during a talent show Jerry played some worldly music. The next morning the Dean of the school called both Jerry and Pearry into his office to expel them both. Jerry then said that Pearry shouldn't be expelled because "he didn't know what I was going to do." Years later Pearry asked Jerry: "Are you still playing the devil's music?" Jerry replied, "Yes, I am. But you know it's strange, the same music that they kicked me out of school for is the same kind of music they play in their churches today. The difference is, I know I am playing for the devil and they don't."

i will listgen to some tonight

he got in trouble for marrying his 13 year old cousin when he was 22

1:13 AM

lole

ksiseerrr

yes

do u think i can get it certified at the county courthouse

2:56 AM

im going tommorow to ask

i don't know tennessee law but in alabama if a car is over 35 years old you don't need any title

lisenced

2:56 AM

road legal

chaoskaiser72

i don't know tennessee law but in alabama if a car is over 35 years old you don't need any title

ayo??

you just need a bill of sale and they'll give you a tag

epic

so you will need a document with the VIN of the car, the year, the make and model, the miles on the odometer, and have it signed by you and the seller

what if the seller is across an ocean

2:58 AM

eh ill just forge it

a sale is a sale, if you can present that document it's all good

2:58 AM

but you'll have to check tennessee law

nedelya was worried about me driving it because it doesnt have airbags and she thinks im a bad driver

make sure they don't require a title for a car that old

2:59 AM

since the car has never been in america you can file for a title here if you need to

im going to have to drive it from charleston to memphis

2:59 AM

thats like 400 miles

2:59 AM

i hope it can take that

my 1989 toyota used to drive over 300 miles a week

3:00 AM

but we made sure it was always reliable

i wonder how long it will take to ship

3:01 AM

months probably

yeah

these arent good times for international shipping

3:02 AM

especially for cars or big shit

you could get it transported from charleston to memphis if you were nervous about pushing it too hard

3:03 AM

in america you can use uship where truckers bid on items to transport

idk

3:03 AM

i dont know if i want to put that one of a kind in the hands of someone else

3:03 AM

i might see if maximov can organize me a truck to transport it myself

3:04 AM

im not lisenced to drive them

3:04 AM

but i used to drive trucks for the army

3:04 AM

so i know enough

you can haul it with a consumer pickup and a trailer

3:04 AM

you can rent trailers easily

i wonder if you can 3d print car parts

3:05 AM

guess it depends on the part

a car like that wouldn't have much plastic on it

3:05 AM

you can get metal custom-machined

3:05 AM

but since that car was sold in europe you probably can find a european website that sells parts

i didn't know when i was looking that it was never sold in america

3:06 AM

looks great

is that a rosary thingy

3:06 AM

keyed

3:07 AM

look at the mirror

yeah looks like it

3:07 AM

it will be protected

3:07 AM

my camry and corolla don't have airbags btw

3:07 AM

my truck has one

3:08 AM

i'm not a good driver but if i wrecked any of mine i'd rather die

i hit someones car a few weeks ago i think i told you

yeah

3:08 AM

hope you won't do that again

oh ill be real careful with the datsun

3:09 AM

park away from everyone else

3:09 AM

get a dashcam probably

3:09 AM

no highway driving

3:09 AM

tennesee has good backroads

nice

3:10 AM

people with classic cars usually park in the middle of two parking spaces so no one can get close to them

3:10 AM

but it's kind of illegal if the parking lot is small

ngl i might kill someone if they keyed or dinged it

3:10 AM

worse case scenario my future son inherits a nice car

the only time one of my cars has been hurt was when i kind of hit a deer

3:12 AM

it jumped into the side of my camry and knocked off the corner light cover and tore the back bumper a bit

3:13 AM

today i almost ran over a methhead who was riding a bicycle

3:13 AM

she was in my lane and i had to slam on the brakes

3:14 AM

btw that datsun will have drum brakes most likely so it will take it a long time to stop

yes i knew that first hand

3:14 AM

also doesnt handle turns well at high speeds

3:15 AM

or medium speeds

sad that it's front wheel drive

i would prefer that

3:15 AM

to rear

3:15 AM

more stable

it's harder to work on

3:16 AM

but since it's a manual you can downshift to slow down

3:16 AM

shift down to third or whatever when going around corners

3:16 AM

today in town i saw a late 70s or early 80s toyota tercel

3:17 AM

it was in perfect shape and being driven by an old man

downshifting too quickly or at high rev will fyg the engine hard

3:17 AM

its not really good for an emergency breaking

yeah

theres no good way to break quickly on it

3:18 AM

handbrake will cause spinout

my dad was a trucker so he's able to shift without using a clutch

3:18 AM

by knowing the revs

keyed

3:19 AM

in my summer car

3:19 AM

you can exchange alot of the parts

3:19 AM

to make the car less shit

3:19 AM

but you are just polishing a turd its always a shit car even if you max out with all the best parts

3:19 AM

you can do rallies and stuff with it

yeah

are you considering buying. do you even have time to play games

i have a lot of time at the moment

3:20 AM

i guess i'm going to get a job stocking shelves at a grocery store soon

3:20 AM

but that will be part-time

enjoy the shit hours

3:20 AM

working at grocery stores sucks

are they inconsistent

yes thats the probme

sad

well i dont know it may be different nowadays

3:21 AM

last time i worked in a grocery store was 20 years ago

3:21 AM

in russia

3:21 AM

but they schedule you "when they need you"

maybe they can have me stock after hours or before the store opens

dont expect regular hours or days

3:21 AM

it'll be all over the place if my experience is still accurate

3:21 AM

sometimes you get scheduled from 5-10

3:21 AM

then the next day

3:21 AM

they want you in at 6:30 before the store opens

this store is a small local place so maybe they'll be nicer

thats good

when i have to get up at 6 i just stay up all night

smaller is less shit usually and you have more leeway

3:22 AM

when i married my first wife i worked at this place

3:22 AM

it was a big warehouse

3:22 AM

like a grocery store

3:22 AM

but for mechanical parts and machines

3:23 AM

and we would put stuff on palletes

3:23 AM

and move it around and put in boxes

3:23 AM

and ship it across russia

3:23 AM

work began at 6

3:23 AM

and i got off at 10

3:23 AM

pm

was that 6 am or pm

6am

holy shit

i lived about a mile away so i walked home

3:24 AM

those were my own chosen hours and the maximum i could legally work

3:24 AM

when i got him i just went to bed

i would literally die

usually greasy and still wearing uniform

i almost died working ten hours a day at my factory

when i woke up i combed hair and brushed teeth and walked right back over there

3:25 AM

obviously that didnt work out for long

3:25 AM

within a few months i felt like a zombie so i took a shorter job and my wife also got one

3:25 AM

but i was in military service shortly after that

3:26 AM

by the time i got out things were taking off financially

3:26 AM

so i worked a few random dayjobs but never seriously

3:26 AM

from then i just worked like i do now

3:26 AM

internet stuff

3:26 AM

when i was really young, in the 90s

3:26 AM

like 10-12

3:27 AM

My dad and I cleaned out office buildings at night

3:27 AM

he had a truck, we would go in, empty all the trash, etc

3:27 AM

get paid, drive it to dumpster, and continue

comfy

i dont know if i told you

3:27 AM

but nowadays

3:28 AM

im a proponent of the 4 day, 40 hour workweek

3:28 AM

monday, tuesday, thursday, and friday

3:28 AM

10 hours a day

3:28 AM

my own invention

yeah i'd prefer to have a free day

3:28 AM

saves gas and energy

to me

3:29 AM

a workday

3:29 AM

no matter how little

3:29 AM

takes up the entire day

i know what it's like to work ten hours and it's not that bad once you've already gotten started

id rather work huge long hours 4 times a week than medium sized all week long

compared to 8

LOL

5:16 PM

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You know kaguya right

4:03 AM

the kolyma official

yeah i'm acquainted with him

He will be marrying one of my cousins soon

4:04 AM

and also become the legal heir to kolyma

4:04 AM

Using family and marriage is a good way to build long lasting business relationships

wow

what are your thoughts on the blood moon lunar eclipse tommorow

4:08 AM

does it mean anything

astrology is real apparently but i don't know anything about it

I watched as he opened the sixth seal. There was a great earthquake. The sun turned black like sackcloth made of goat hair, the whole moon turned blood red,

there are end of the world predictions for every eclipse that never amount to anything

Revelations is the scariest bible book

4:10 AM

It gave me nightmares as a child

4:10 AM

Every time I woke up alone I got worried the rapture happened and they took my family but not me

4:10 AM

still happens occasionally

someone read my astrology calculations and it actually described me

i can tell whether my bagel is going to be made well or not by looking at the shift

11:46 PM

the more black people and disheveled college kids behind the counter

11:46 PM

the shittier the bagel

lol yeah

11:47 PM

a local restaurant couldn't keep any good employees so they had to hire meth heads basically

11:47 PM

and now the health score is like 60

11:48 PM

i won't eat there ever again because it wasn't good to begin with

i would never eat bagels out if making them at home wasnt so laborious

11:48 PM

it takes hours, bagel bread has to be boiled and then baked again

ive been in the hospital for a few days because of severe complications

oh no

but i wanted to show you the lyrics to this song.. i really quite like the lyrics of it https://www.musixmatch.com/lyrics/Elvis-Presley/If-That-Isn-t-Love

Elvis Presley - If That Isn't Love Lyrics | Musixmatch

Lyrics for If That Isn't Love by Elvis Presley. He left the splendor of Heaven Knowing His destiny Was the lonely hill of Golgotha There t...

5:02 AM

its very beautiful

there's a man at church who sings this

5:03 AM

it's very good

5:03 AM

do you think you'll be alright

5:03 AM

i'm always praying for you

yes

5:03 AM

HIV removes ones ability to fight disease

5:04 AM

hiv/aids

5:04 AM

even a cold can be severely painful

5:04 AM

and dangerous

5:04 AM

but modern medicine will allow me to be safe

5:04 AM

and my good diet and health prevents my body from failing me in a weakened or diseased state

that's very good

5:05 AM

i've been concerned

5:05 AM

my dad is really weak too and this is a harsh season

Every time I go through these stages, I will always be ashamed of my trade. Minutes of pleasure for a lifetime of complication and dozens of years from my lifespan

5:06 AM

An hour of carefulness could have changed my life

5:06 AM

a small precaution

it's tragic that it can't be undone

it would be fun if we raced

it's not good for the cars

12:51 AM

and my camry's transmission is not working again due to the cold

i started work at a dollar general because i know the manager and it's been hell on my body

5:43 AM

and now i'm sick for the fourth or fifth time this year

5:44 AM

and i'll be sick for at least a week and a half most likely

whats the taxing work at a doller general?

3:54 PM

and why you sick so much? i have immune disease and still for me only twice a year am i sick..

stocking shelves

6:37 PM

i'm really weak

why?

i just am

3:39 AM

got fired from my factory job because i couldn't move fast enough

no.. no this isnt good, a man cant just be weak. probably too much computer time, when i was in my 20s i couldnt afford gym

3:39 AM

so i chopped firewood for old man

3:39 AM

i got great exercise

3:39 AM

and money

3:39 AM

not weak anymore

whenever i get an opportunity for exercise i get sick from it

3:40 AM

i think this is pneumonia

3:40 AM

i've had a fever all day

sad

your life is difficult and painful

4:52 AM

sometimes its good for you later in life

4:52 AM

most of the times it will always be like that

4:53 AM

when i was young i worked shitty job took care of family, was poor, grew up during worst recession in russian history and generally just hated life and felt sick of everything

4:53 AM

things got worse, wife dies, become alcoholic, lose money

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up until relatively recently my life was a series of progress then setbacks

4:53 AM

make money, build something, lose it all

4:54 AM

by age 25 i had been working my entire life and done little else other than that and had nothing to show for it

4:54 AM

no family either

4:54 AM

only by luck of god did i one day succeed and did that success last for a long time

4:55 AM

now i am trying to turn that luck into a strong long lasting business but it isnt easy

4:55 AM

i hope you can do the same in your life

4:56 AM

When I was poor and sick I had strayed from god so not even the consolation of eternity in heaven was granted to me

4:56 AM

Perhaps for you it is different, perhaps that makes it easier

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So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.

i'm lazy and kind of bad-natured

4:58 AM

i haven't worked near that much

4:58 AM

i've had the luxury of being a neet almost all of my life

4:58 AM

which makes work a huge shock every time i try it

such is the case for many, including my beloved kutay

4:59 AM

there is nothing you can do but bear through the suffering and shock

when i was working at the factory i decided to turn away from God which was ill-advised and brought huge consequences

it is diffucult yes, uncomftorable, but be strong willed in your mind. You dont have to sugarcoat it, you dont have to like it

4:59 AM

you dont have to lie to yourself

4:59 AM

you just have to do it

5:00 AM

and eventually, it will stop being a shock

5:00 AM

and you will be accustomed to how your life is

5:00 AM

if you are lucky, you can spend your life doing something you enjoy

5:00 AM

when i was young i considered opening a computer repair business

5:01 AM

you will always have to work, you will always toil every day so you can survive, and it will be hard labor if you want to live a decent life

5:01 AM

there is no escaping that, most of us will work every day until we die

5:01 AM

but if you can make it something you like, or at very least tolerate, it will be very much happier

5:01 AM

whatever the case is you are still young

there's not anything i like which makes that a problem

you will develop and grow and be less cynical and lazy, all teenagers and young 20s are like that

5:02 AM

especially today, your attitude is common

5:02 AM

people think its a new thing

5:02 AM

but thats just how things are

5:02 AM

how theyve been

5:02 AM

i hope that helps you somewhat

i thought to start a radio station but found out it's basically not possible to reserve an fm frequency and afford a good transmitter

you would be surprised that 90% of young men go through this

5:03 AM

myself included

5:03 AM

also you cant work for yourself forever, life quickly gets even more boring and meaningless than it was before

5:04 AM

this is way ahead of your time now i think but eventually you must find a girl

5:04 AM

and so on

5:04 AM

that will help too

5:04 AM

you think its impossible or your too stupid or awkward

5:04 AM

but i promise almost every guy thinks that when hes your age

i wanted that badly but i don't believe i'm able to hold a good-paying job

there arent really any good paying jobs to begin wtih

5:05 AM

this country is somewhat shitty

the factory job would have supported a family easily but it almost immediately killed me

5:05 AM

i got sick on my first day and was sick two months later when i left

5:05 AM

other people thrived at it

i mean if your disabled or something thats a different story, i dont know how to help if you have an immune disease

5:05 AM

i wouldnt have been able to make it if i had aids when i was younger

i've given up on the idea of a good life but i figured a part-time store job would be a decent way to have an income and maintain my life online and with family and all

5:07 AM

my dad is in bad health and he missed me a lot this week

well if you give up then thats that

5:07 AM

you wont move if you give up, and if you want to, thats just the thing that will be

5:08 AM

most people are for that

5:08 AM

you can live a happy life without putting your best hardest work

5:08 AM

you can survive and be happy truly

i recognise it's my fault even though the system is rigged against me and all

5:09 AM

i truly believe i am just one of the laziest people ever to live

i have a terrible thing about procrastination

5:09 AM

ive postponed like 4 things to literally the last day

5:09 AM

some of them extremely important

5:09 AM

its a bad habit that im in my 30s and still havent broken

5:10 AM

its really really bad

5:10 AM

i am working on it though

5:10 AM

and when i figure out the key

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i will tell you

the key is to do the things immediately acknowledging that they won't ever get done if not right now

5:11 AM

so if they can't get done right now then that's tough luck

5:12 AM

when i was working on projects i always liked to jump to newer and more interesting things and neglect the old things and the tasks i had been asked to do by others

my mother would say that theres a demon inside you

5:20 AM

a small but pertinent one who makes you lazy

i believe it myself

5:21 AM

but it's how i was raised

5:21 AM

i was homeschooled and not supervised so i cheated through almost half of it

5:21 AM

i would sneak into the living room and grab the teacher books while my dad was out

5:22 AM

since my mom worked

i didnt even go to school to begin with

5:22 AM

not much after high school at least

5:22 AM

just sort of showed up when i want to

5:22 AM

once i brought beer into the classroom and drank some at my desk

5:22 AM

when they tried to take it i said no

5:22 AM

they kicked me out

5:22 AM

i didnt care

5:22 AM

my point being that again, this isnt a very rare experience

5:23 AM

99% of people like this turn out to be slobs yes

5:23 AM

lazy poor people

5:23 AM

but not all

5:23 AM

maybe you have chance

5:23 AM

i stopped going by like 10nth grade

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it was a bad trait and that hard headedness and laziness i still suffer from today to some degree

5:24 AM

but i was young then and you are young now

5:24 AM

it does set your lifes course

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and you know

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worst case scenario

5:25 AM

you can just be a neet who drifts in an out of work for rest of life

5:25 AM

not great but not terrible life

5:26 AM

i know many good men who do that

5:26 AM

my beloved kutay

5:26 AM

he's a neet by grace of working for kolyma on the internet

5:26 AM

he recieves a 300$ pension

5:26 AM

every month

5:26 AM

and thats enough for him in turkey, you can survive on that

5:27 AM

a similar arrangement is the dream of many neets, you should consider

5:27 AM

surely you wont be tied down by your family forever

my mom has plenty of years left and i'll have to look out for her

5:32 AM

she doesn't like to see me become a failure but either way i'll have to be around to provide some support

nedelya and I blessed you today

2:16 AM

She also wanted to go look at some christmas lights

2:16 AM

but it was windy, so we left early

thank you

2:18 AM

i was hurting a lot worse today and i have to go back to work tomorrow

maybe in your best case scenario you can get an online job

it will be many years before we get internet here

We are similar in the manner that we procrastinate and postpone endlessly out of laziness until things never get done. I dont know if it can help you, but when I do this, I make a committment to someone close to me (nedelya, kaguya, someone very close), and I promise them I will do something and i tell them to hold me to that promise. I am lazy at times yes but i never break a promise

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This motivates me to do it

6:12 PM

it forces me to

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its easy to break committments you make to yourself

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its alot harder to break a committment you made to another human

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you can use this on small things

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or on large things, it just depends on if that person is interested in helping you and if you are the type of person who hates to be seen as a liar or undependable

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If you dont have anyone, I can be that person. We could do it together, holding eachother accountable for our personal goals

6:15 PM

Its a very healthy thing for ones mind

the only thing i really have to procrastinate on these days is getting bills paid or throwing out cat litter

6:32 PM

i've acknowledged that i'm not going to finish my last vn projects because i don't want to

I am terrified of going to hell and my only method of coping with that dreadful fear is ignoring it

4:17 AM

Ive talked about it before

4:17 AM

But it occasionally resurfaces in my mind and I become scared once more

4:18 AM

Im worried that I dont have enough lifetime left to do enough good to outweigh the lifetime of sins I committed, thus leaving my life sinful on any scale

it's not about doing good

4:18 AM

no amount of good can save you

4:19 AM

you haven't committed any unforgivable sin

4:19 AM

good is good to do but forgiveness is not dependent on it

I wish I was not so focused on facts and evidence in my life, I wish I was not so cynical

4:21 AM

Nedelya is so blissfully at peace with god, she is truly a righteous person, and is very godly and devoted

4:21 AM

Even if I am to mimic the behavior

4:21 AM

I can never shake a thought deep within my head which questions my beliefs

4:22 AM

My subconscious isnt faithful, I can feel it beckon me when my foreconscious is weak

4:22 AM

Should I ever not be of sound enough mind to dismiss such thoughts immediately, doubtful ones come from deep inside my mind

4:23 AM

This seems to reveal to me that what faith I have is a facade from myself out of fear, I havent felt the presence of god nor can I truly say I believe I am saved

4:23 AM

At least I have felt this way since i was a teenager

i'm not much different

4:24 AM

i'm banking on orthodoxy being the true church because if i don't feel anything there then i never will feel anything

then what? does not a deep fear permiate you?

4:25 AM

What if you feel nothing as I do?

i feel nothing, not even fear

4:25 AM

which is far more dangerous

4:26 AM

being like this is worthwhile only if absolutely nothing exists after death and i don't really believe that's the case

4:26 AM

endless torment may await me and it's just not something i think about

I have endured torments before

4:27 AM

It is the endless aspect which scares me the most (edited)

indeed

Everything I have ever done can be reversed or left

4:27 AM

Even if all is lost I can escape

for eternity it would be unbearable even to have slight discomfort

Death in this sense is a blessing, one I am thankful for in an earthly way

4:28 AM

In hell it is taken away

4:28 AM

It is difficult for me to live with this fear, there is no fear like it on earth

4:29 AM

Should I be imprisoned and tortured daily until I die, it would be a great blessing for me compared to hell, I would be happy just to know it ends

4:29 AM

Sometimes such thoughts make me wish to have never been born

4:29 AM

Then I would not have to take this gamble

the book says the damned will wish that

Perhaps then I have predicted my own fate

it's not a prediction because you've not been there yet

4:30 AM

i also wish i'd never been born

4:31 AM

for the same reason ultimately

4:31 AM

it's the only easy way out of anything

It is difficult to speak with someone who has lived a pure life such as my wife and ask for guidance here

4:32 AM

Perhaps somewhere there is a wise man who has answers to my fears

i had this good friend who tried for over a year to get me to go to an orthodox church but i never made the jump and now i believe he's dead

4:33 AM

he thought he wouldn't be saved or didn't want to be saved and kept trying to kill himself

4:33 AM

but he wanted things to be alright for me

I will actively seek out men who perhaps can help me with this fear, I am surely not alone, surely also I am not terminal, I will share the answers with you when I learn them

have you tried visiting an orthodox church recently

4:37 AM

i know it must be stale since you come from russia

i grew up in orthodox churches

4:37 AM

I dont know much about church

4:37 AM

the differences between them i mean

4:38 AM

We follow the same god, does all else truly matter?

i grew up in protestant churches and i'm against them

Even the protestants do, maybe they are misguided in many parts, maybe they are foolish at times, but in the end they are all followers of christ I do believe, in that end it doesnt necesarily matter

i still attend one

4:39 AM

protestantism is nothing like it was fifty years ago, and protestantism fifty years ago is nothing like it was 300 years ago

4:39 AM

it's constantly changing and liberalising

orthodox and catholics are the same though it is less quick

4:40 AM

in Russia 400 years ago, women wore full body veils and could not sleep in the same rooms as men, people prayed multiple times a day for hours and apostates and blasphemers were killed

4:40 AM

as orthodox christians

4:41 AM

indeed to me the only religion which has changed little is the muslims, whom i have a deep admiration for

4:41 AM

they are very devoted in general, they are very good people in general

4:41 AM

ive thought to myself that if i should ever start a church I would take many lessons from the muslims and apply them in a christian fashion

women still can't sleep in the same room as men unless married, morally

4:42 AM

full-body veils would be cultural and not according to the faith

4:42 AM

veils are still important in orthodoxy

but even the orthodox churches do not solve my problem

4:43 AM

my problem is not one with christianity or god or the church

4:43 AM

it is with myself, only deep introspection and reflection on myself and a search for answers can help that

4:44 AM

only if this problem within my own self is solved can i ever call myself saved and believe it truly just as i believe the sky is blue

but i do believe catholicism is mostly evil

why?

the church contradicts its own teachings in a way that makes it impossible to be catholic, and the catholics believe that if you are not catholic you go to hell

4:46 AM

their church features demonic imagery and the pope has prayed to idols

4:46 AM

the vatican is involved in world banking and other things

and the moscow patriarchate is involved with putin and wars

4:47 AM

and is corrupt

4:47 AM

all churches have evil in them

4:47 AM

but who had ever come to a church to look at the giant group? To me church has awlays been a local gathering

4:48 AM

Kiril, and Francis, they to me have no bearing

4:48 AM

They are powerful men far from me

4:48 AM

Church is a social gathering on a local scale to me, I dont see the point in recognizing a global church or even a large regional church as a great thing

it's not a social gathering

I would say truly that in the small church in russkaya polyana, where 50 people gathered and whom to them, who were poor, church was the highlight of their life, those peasants and poor workers where I had once numbered in them were closer to god than any big church in moscow or some patriarch

4:50 AM

God does not care about the grandiose, he does not care about palaces

the purpose of a church ultimately is to administer the sacraments which cannot be done outside of the church

If I was more sound in my faith I would start my own church

4:55 AM

I hope you are interested in any answers I find to my questions to my self

4:55 AM

Second to saving myself, I would be very delighted to help you who suffers from my situation too

4:56 AM

Sadly my faith in humanity is stronger than my faith in god, because I have witnessed humanity

4:56 AM

Because of this I believe sincerely there is an answer, a solution or an explanation, something ive overlooked

kaiser

oh sorry i didn't see your message on irc

5:57 AM

i've been on the computer

im buying gelbooru

holy shit

money is secured

5:57 AM

currently negotiating with the owner

5:57 AM

this is all part of my plan

5:58 AM

thoughts?

i've never used gelbooru myself but that's pretty huge

Im guessing it dont snow much in alabama (edited)

5:09 AM

forecast says it wont snow here for christmas either sadly

it's about to be 8 degrees and wet which is dangerous

5:10 AM

snow is possible

: D

i'm going to stay with my granddad tomorrow night so i can make it to work if the roads are bad

5:11 AM

because i live on a mountain

do u have a tree

just a little decorative one this year

5:11 AM

not much room in my house and we're all busy

in russia christmas is celebrated in the 7th but i prefer the 25th because it works with international audience

5:12 AM

easier to celebrate that day

i've been playing christmas nights into dreams on my saturn

5:13 AM

by playing the game over and over i unlock christmas presents that are additional content

5:13 AM

and i get the final one if i play on the 25th

im unfamiliar with the game

it was made by sonic team in 1996

5:14 AM

work is going pretty well

good

5:14 AM

what do you want for christmas

i don't really want anything

likewise

it was a bit stressful thinking of gifts for my parents and best friends

5:15 AM

but i was able to get my mom a couple nice things

to me

5:16 AM

the celebrative thing on christmas is food

5:16 AM

among many dishes

5:16 AM

my favorite is pine nut cheese cylinder

5:16 AM

a long block of cheese which can be eaten with crackers and coated in roasted pine nuts

5:16 AM

tastes very christmas and also good

5:17 AM

i dont give any gifts nor do i generally recieve any

5:17 AM

though last year nedelya got me a watch

5:17 AM

the social and food aspects are the fun part to me

5:17 AM

i never really got anything for christmas as a kid so i've never been into the tradition regardless

i had a nice dinner with my church sunday night

i feel like ive asked before but

5:18 AM

do yuo like poutine

never had it

its very easy to make and one of my favorite dishes of all time

5:19 AM

you must have it sometime.. somewhat cheap too

5:19 AM

about 15$ for multiple servings and most of that is just the beef stock which is expensive nowadays but you can use some shittier stuff and do it for 10$

5:19 AM

simply cook the fries

5:19 AM

then make the gravy (add some flour and butter, when its combined, add beef stock)

5:19 AM

stir for 15 minutes

5:20 AM

add in the cheese curds at the last minute so they warm up and get just a bit melty

5:20 AM

then serve over the fries

nice

merry christmas brother

https://classiccars.com/listings/view/1673921/1977-datsun-720-for-sale-in-cadillac-michigan-49601

For Sale: 1977 Datsun 720 in Cadillac, Michigan

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7:59 PM

going to buy this

8:00 PM

i wouldnt if it was actually in michigan

8:00 PM

but its lived in new mexico and the titles wrong

8:00 PM

should be in much better condition

the datsun 720 didn't exist in 1977

8:04 PM

yeah that's a 620 and it is my dream truck

8:04 PM

i searched for years to find one running that i could buy

8:04 PM

whenever they turned up in good shape they were too expensive

is that in your budget

it's a thousand more than my 1996 toyota truck cost

10:48 PM

at this point i have three cars so it's too late to chase the dream mobile

i got a small ford 2006 pickup for $1,200

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perfect condition

i prefer extended cabs to store stuff behind the seats

i just bought it because it was cheap and its easy to move shit around in

10:50 PM

no rust, no damage

10:50 PM

engine in good condition

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only a few hundred miles

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i got it from a friend whos a used car dealer

10:50 PM

he's real helpful has lots of connections

10:51 PM

im getting the 620/720 because its engine is nearly identical to the 100a

10:51 PM

which is the dream car im importing

10:51 PM

it'll be good to practice on

10:51 PM

examine

10:51 PM

plus fun to drive

the 620 is the most beautiful japanese truck ever

10:52 PM

maybe there were prettier american ones but i prefer jap cars and trucks any day

this was one of the first cars i drove

the datsun 720 came out in 1980 and had a square body, my dad drove one for half my life and it was great

1977 Datsun 720 pick-up truck it has all the original patina it's the original orange paint very cool little truck it has a clean New Mexico title. This truck has been sitting in a warehouse for probably three decades. We put new tires on it motor turns over. I haven't tried to start it. What you see is what you get. Please Note The Following Vehicle Location is at our clients home and Not In Cadillac, Michigan. We do have a showroom with about 25 cars that is by appointment only Please Call First and talk to one of our reps at 231-468-2809 EXT 1

10:53 PM

what do you think

10:53 PM

you think it will run?

sitting in a warehouse is a very good thing but it probably will take some work to get it running

10:56 PM

things rot with age and not being used

10:56 PM

may need hoses or lines and you may have to clean the gas tank

10:57 PM

also i recommend 15w-30 diesel oil for everything because it's thicker than the oil they sell for modern cars

ive seen a few really cool cars up on listings then i reach out and they were sold 4 months ago but they forgot to take it down

there was a 1986 nissan/datsun 720 i REALLY wanted to buy on facebook but no matter how many times i messaged the seller he never responded

11:02 PM

and the listing stayed up for months

11:03 PM

it was right near me and it was perfect

11:03 PM

blue, king cab, 5 speed manual

11:03 PM

i like my toyota truck but i don't like the looks of 90s vehicles

11:04 PM

and i hate automatics

i dont hate them theyre just boring

they're the first thing that dies on a good vehicle

11:04 PM

they wear out and die and there's not much you can do

11:05 PM

i can't drive my station wagon because the automatic is bad

i am too rough with the clutch on my manuals so they dont last long either but i never really needed to drive much anyway

11:05 PM

when i was your age i never left my village

11:06 PM

by the time i started traveling i replaced my car like once a year anyways just because i could

11:06 PM

wasnt poor anymore

it's easy to change a clutch compared to working on an automatic

you know

11:07 PM

if you want

11:07 PM

we could meet next year around my birthday and i could probably give you the truck

11:07 PM

im moving out of the country in july

11:07 PM

and cant really take it with me its not really worth it

11:07 PM

im going to cyprus in late july probably to stay

that would be amazing but you don't have to buy it just to give it to me

im not im buying it so i can play it with it for the next 6 months

i see

mostly study the engine

i believe i could give it a good home

have fun driving it but gentle as usual

11:09 PM

but after that

11:09 PM

i'll be gone and its either going to a junk yard or being sold

11:09 PM

probably the former if i dont give it to you

11:09 PM

because i dont have time to sit here and sell it when the time comes

definitely don't let it go to a junkyard

then it sounds favorable to me

a vehicle that has sat in a warehouse for 30 years is an excellent find and will drive like a new car

11:10 PM

it's worth the price he's asking if there is no body rust or anything

11:10 PM

i could keep it in my granddad's garage

its probably done good int he dry enviroment of new mexico

11:11 PM

no snow no humidity

11:11 PM

hardly rains

yeah

11:12 PM

even with humidity rust is not really an issue here unless a car sits in the mud

why is this bed so long lol

lolol they did that back then

11:12 PM

it was a work truck

11:13 PM

you could get a long bed or short bed or a long cab

11:13 PM

my toyota has an extended cab and a very short bed

the main reason i bought it

11:15 PM

is because its the closest relative to the 100a which is my personal favorite car (edited)

11:15 PM

and the engine is very similar

11:15 PM

^ truck engine

11:15 PM

100a engine

11:15 PM

different layout

11:15 PM

but mostly the same parts and structure

small car engines sit sideways due to lack of space so trucks are better in that regard

11:16 PM

but will you be alright with having to get the truck running in such a short amount of time

11:16 PM

i don't believe it will be much trouble but you may need to pay a mechanic

11:17 PM

i'm not experienced with engines or carburetors myself so i'll have to learn

the whole fun is fixing yourself : D

11:18 PM

a mechanic will do the fun part for me

11:19 PM

i have other cars so i dont need it to run right away

heh

11:19 PM

make sure you buy a repair manual because you don't want to be using a computer or phone while your hands are stained black

hopefully it comes with one

haynes or chilton's manuals usually are the best

11:20 PM

i doubt it

11:20 PM

they're pretty easy to find but i can't source one for my corolla

11:21 PM

my corolla is a 1987 and i found a used haynes manual for 70s corollas

11:21 PM

so i can't use it

im confident that i could diagnose most of the issues on an engine that simple myself

11:22 PM

fix? maybe not

11:22 PM

but i could figure out what was wrong if it didnt start i think

11:22 PM

and depending on what maybe fix

the manual is so you can disassemble things without trouble

11:23 PM

when they make the books they buy a whole new car and take every bit of it apart to document how it comes apart and goes together

my first introduction to car engines was my father who used to take two ends of a jumper cable connected to a battery and slap them together to create sparks

11:24 PM

he just did it for fun/impress me

lole

glad i never tried to do it myself

11:25 PM

tbh i still dont know how to jump a car without shocking myself

11:25 PM

i forget which terminal comes first

11:25 PM

but i havent needed to in years

it won't spark or shock no matter what if you just connect ground to ground and fire to fire

11:26 PM

but if you connect ground to fire it can set the car on fire

11:26 PM

i use a portable lithium ion battery to jump my car

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so i don't have to have another car to do it

idk how good your pc is but i think you'd enjoy mysummercar

11:27 PM

i told you about it before

11:27 PM

its a nice game theres a sequel coming next year im really excited for

my friend bought it for me this morning actually

oh shit

because i bought him sonic frontiers

11:28 PM

he loves the game and the datsun in it

i will show u some basics soon

11:28 PM

i'm not sure if i can run the game but i'll buy an external gpu if i have to

real numbers probably like 600 because i used to launch it directly from the .exe instead of through steam

11:28 PM

to save on resources

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since steam hogs alot

what gpu do you have

11:29 PM

and how well does it run

i dont have one

11:29 PM

integrated

is it intel hd 3000 or 4000

11:29 PM

i have 4000

idk

11:29 PM

its a desktop my younger brother built in 2017

11:30 PM

the most use it gets is when i have 50 firefox tabs open

may be better than mine then

it has 3 graphics options

11:30 PM

"great" "good" "shitty"

11:30 PM

they are generally indistinguishable

maybe i could run it on shitty

11:31 PM

some of my pics from the game

i bought myself a new craftsman socket set for my mechanic work

11:31 PM

it was half off at lowes for christmas

nice ive got like 15 throughout my life and end up losing bits and pieces over time

i've been using a wal-mart socket set for years and i haven't really lost anything but it sucks

11:32 PM

the ratchet and the case are bad and it goes up only to 14mm

11:32 PM

this one goes to 21mm

noooo

hit a moose and flipped the car ;_

11:33 PM

theres a few cars

11:33 PM

the most relaxing one to me

11:33 PM

is the big gifu truck

11:33 PM

this model

nice

slow, eats alot of fuel

11:34 PM

but strangely relaxing

11:34 PM

takes me back to my late teens driving trucks for the army

11:34 PM

almsot nostalgic even though its a completely different truck

i drive a scania truck in euro truck simulator because it's swedish

if you can run euro truck simulator you can run msc

nice i can run it very well

i want russian truck simulator

11:35 PM

that would be a very fucking good game for me

yeah lole

trucking is such a huge business in russia

11:35 PM

only america compares

11:35 PM

its such a huge place

11:35 PM

honestly i dont like the job too much

11:35 PM

but it is somewhat therapeutic in small doses

i was disappointed that euro truck sim doesn't let you explore or go off road because that's what i wanted to do

and back when i was doing it there was no electronic logging shit

11:36 PM

nowadays its more stressful

yeah

11:36 PM

there's a bunch of driving and racing games i plan to play

i bought dirt rally 2.0 for christmas for myself

11:37 PM

really fun

11:37 PM

and really hard

i'm buying an original xbox from a friend and plan to play forza 1

11:37 PM

and project gotham racing

11:38 PM

a danish guy is making a game with ps1 graphics where you drive shitty little soviet cars and i'm hyped for it

11:38 PM

it's called szrot

havent heard (edited)

i love small hatchbacks more than anything

11:39 PM

all cars should be like that

11:40 PM

my rally car in msc

cute

also the game is really shittily optimized out of box

11:42 PM

i play with a few mods for performance

11:42 PM

very easy to install

11:42 PM

also i added some other shit like wing badges and a vinyl roof

11:42 PM

but thats about it

understood, i need all the optimisation i can get

i can assemble the engine in game in about an hour

11:43 PM

get it running in 2

11:43 PM

its just a little simplified not much (edited)

11:43 PM

parts start off with randomized condition

11:43 PM

and you have to replace them over time

wow

its a good car building simulator and has very realistic handling

11:43 PM

aftermarket parts too etc

11:44 PM

but

11:44 PM

the sequel im excited for

11:44 PM

because its way harder but also more realistic

11:44 PM

you start off with only the body

11:44 PM

and a few parts (randomized, 2-3)

11:44 PM

the rest of the 250+ parts you have to source yourself via flea market, magazines, etc (edited)

11:44 PM

in my summer car

11:44 PM

building the car is cool and tuning it, getting it race/rally ready, etc is fun

11:45 PM

in the sequel, just building the car is a huge task, and way more rewarding if you can actually do it

11:45 PM

getting it running is another

11:45 PM

and then tuning is a whole new layer on top of all that

11:45 PM

so i feel like it has alot more to offer as well as being a more realistic simulation of the "project car" experience as far as difficulty in part acquirement goes

11:46 PM

theres other cool stuff too

11:46 PM

the sequel is called my winter car

11:46 PM

if i tell about it more it will spoil the story of my summer car but theres not much to know yet anyways

11:46 PM

its been in development for 3 years and theres no release date

11:46 PM

but most people speculate it'll be out next year

11:46 PM

theres just 1 dev behind it

11:47 PM

obviously the main car of msc is the satsuma (based off real life datsun 100a)

11:47 PM

but the main car (the one you build) in mwc is the corris rivet, irl known as a ford taunus tc1

11:48 PM

very pretty

11:48 PM

very similar too

11:48 PM

though i like the datsun more. theres a bunch of other cars in both games although you dont get to build them

that's beautiful

11:51 PM

my favorite body style

its sort of similar to the datsun in terms of body build even though they are two very different brands at pretty different eras

11:51 PM

almost 10 year difference

11:51 PM

hopefully the engine is different enough

11:52 PM

ive put together the satsumas engine so many times its kind of boring ingame now

11:52 PM

the game is difficult but rewarding

11:52 PM

ill give you some tips before first play

glad to know i can run it, i'll have to download it on someone's wifi though

11:53 PM

may go to a restaurant and sit around

you can run it and get like 40 fps or 25 late game

11:54 PM

which is good enough for me

11:54 PM

but with optimization mods

11:54 PM

you can get 50-60 in both

11:54 PM

ill show you later

11:54 PM

you should get a pc steering wheel

11:54 PM

driving games with a keyboard is terrible

i don't really have room sadly

11:56 PM

i have a controller with an analog stick which is better than keyboard

no space in your room? their not that big

11:56 PM

its just a litlte thing you clip on your desk

i have a pile of stuff i keep in my chair and move to my bed every time i use the chair

11:58 PM

i really don't have room

:-

11:59 PM

;_

._.

turns out i was able to download my summer car easily and it runs great on my computer

i see your playing it now

5:36 PM

yeah it's neat

that will help you assemble the car if you want

thanks

muh truck

9:04 PM

extended cab short bed is best

if you have a family to tow around yeah

9:28 PM

also keyed snow

no i use the cab for storage

9:28 PM

keep stuff from blowing around and being out in the sun

9:28 PM

the datsun king cabs were only a 6 inch extension so they weren't for passengers

9:28 PM

just for putting things behind the seat

what did you do for christmas

the snow is nice

9:29 PM

my mom cooked quite a bit and we brought my granddad up here to eat

i got lots of food and letters

9:30 PM

and a delicous christmas ham

9:30 PM

wonderful

i also ate several pounds of cheese over the last 2 weeks

i'm planning to get some cheese

cheese balls specifically

9:30 PM

homemade

they sell locally made cheese wheels at the grocery store so i'm going to get one

im really good at writing letters apparently

9:32 PM

made all of the 3 people i wrote to cry

very sweet

i dont really talk to anyone in my family besides my mother and wife

9:33 PM

have i ever told you about my crazy (cool) paternal grandfather

i don't think so

i dont even know where to begin

9:34 PM

to cover the main bases

9:34 PM

he doesnt know his parents, he was left on someones door step in a cradle and they raised him

9:34 PM

afghan vet

9:34 PM

married 12 or more times

9:35 PM

killed two people as far as i know

wow

one in afghanistan

9:35 PM

other was a drunk driver who killed his first wife and my fathers mother

9:35 PM

all sorts of other crazy stuff

9:35 PM

the drunk driver got away mostly cheap

9:36 PM

slap on wrist from courts

9:36 PM

so he went out and found the driver a few days later in a parking lot

9:36 PM

killed with a pistol and ran away,

incredible

right now he lives in a van

9:37 PM

in siberia

9:37 PM

by himself

9:37 PM

he gets money from the government but not enough to live off

9:37 PM

so he hunts and feeds himself

9:37 PM

drinks water from wells and bandages his own wounds

9:38 PM

he seems like a movie character or some book figure but i only repeated to you the stuff i know to be true

sounds like a real awesome man

he's told many tall tales

9:38 PM

when i was very young

9:38 PM

he told me he stormed the winter palace with lenin

9:38 PM

i believed him naively..

9:38 PM

(it happened decades before his birth)

lolol

9:40 PM

i would have liked a granddad like that

he is the epitome of russian masculinity and personally a very tough person

9:41 PM

i think he got motor oil in his eye one time and asked my uncle to spit in his eye quickly because he was standing next

9:41 PM

and was far from water

9:41 PM

they repeated some times and his eye was mostly okay

9:42 PM

didnt flinch though, just walked a long way to the nearest source of water and rinsed his eyes

my dad is so old his father died middle-aged in 1976

can you trace your family tree back far? i cant because of russian revolution and purges/record burning, its extremely hard

yeah back to england in many cases

1600s?

probably

9:45 PM

some of my family fought in the revolutionary war

9:46 PM

and were already part of the country and fought in the civil war

i am pretty sure that my entire family tree for at leats 10 generations was all born and died in the same 150 mile radius

9:47 PM

minus soldiers

i don't think any of my family has fought in a war since the civil war

9:48 PM

during ww2 my mom's parents were newly born

what were those optimisation mods you use

10:56 PM

and can i still run the game through steam with them

yes

nice

10:56 PM

i want playtime and achievements

https://www.nexusmods.com/mysummercar/mods/147

MSCLoader

Mod Loader for My summer car.

10:56 PM

install this

10:56 PM

simple to set up

10:56 PM

then install this https://www.nexusmods.com/mysummercar/mods/146 - configure in game

Modern Optimization Plugin

Easily double My Summer Car framerate! The ultimate optimization and performance-enhancing mod for My Summer Car!

10:57 PM

msc is fun by itself but really fun with mods

10:57 PM

i play with one that adds a 5th and sixth gear

10:57 PM

ShowBoltSize.dll

8 KB

10:57 PM

also put this in your mods folder

10:57 PM

its a must have

10:57 PM

you'll see when you get mscloader running

i was going to say that datsun 620 probably is a 5 speed

takes out 99% of tediousness of game

they sold 4 and 5 speed but by the late 70s most were 5 speed

theres a mod that adds it in the game too

10:58 PM

well written

very nice

10:59 PM

bleh i have to make an account

i can just send you files

sure

MOP.dll

333 KB

10:59 PM

MSCLoader-147-1-2-8-1664026619.zip

2.67 MB

11:00 PM

thats the modloader

11:00 PM

an optimization mod

11:00 PM

(mop)

much appreciated

and a QOL mod

11:00 PM

start with those

so what do you think of the game

i like it but it's cryptic

11:23 PM

and i don't like using game enhancement mods

lol yeah its hard and no tutorial

so i'm not installing the bolt mod yet

all it does is show you what the bolt size is when you hover it

11:23 PM

that way your not stuck trying 10 different sizes

11:23 PM

just ask me question if you are confused or lost or if want to figure it out by yourself that is fun too

11:24 PM

i like just enough guidance so i am not stuck on boring shit for an hour

11:24 PM

but discovery is good too

i had to ask a friend how to enter driving mode lole

11:27 PM

but finally i'm driving the tractor

11:27 PM

following the wiki for my first trip to the auto guy

do you want a job in kolyma

what kind of job

12:43 AM

my store job hours are inconsistent and my internet connection is unreliable

how much do you make per month at the store

it varies since my hours vary

12:45 AM

i get paid weekly about $200 a week

kolyma devs make 1000$ a week plus a 5 year pension

12:46 AM

you can learn php in 44 weeks

12:46 AM

something to consider

i really would like to help but i'm not mentally fit to study and practise programming of any sort

12:47 AM

if i could i would learn C

12:48 AM

44 weeks is almost a year and i can't do anything for anywhere near that long

just watched a video of a girl tying her newborn into a trash and throwing it into a dumpster

12:48 AM

but some kids found it

12:48 AM

and saved it by calling police

yeah that happens

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twWoM7BPu5g

Inside Edition

Dumpster Divers Save Baby Thrown in Trash by Teen Mom

12:49 AM

badass backstory at least

true

lol

1:10 AM

i got responses so easy when im buying cars

1:10 AM

i have my friend do it

1:11 AM

he owns a dealership in morristown

1:11 AM

(jasonlewisautomotive)

1:11 AM

so when he emails them

1:11 AM

its from a dealer email

1:11 AM

and it always catches their eye

incredible

3:21 AM

i just woke up from a dream that rioters kept coming in waves just to dismantle parts of my truck's engine and i kept getting more and more upset

i'm so upset about that datsun being a long bed it's unreal

10:30 AM

i checked and apparently it's still not as long as my extended cab toyota but still it's a waste of space

10:31 AM

they don't sell campers that long anymore because there are no more beds that long

sade

6:28 PM

i just got done drifting in a church parking lot

6:28 PM

tried to take a video

6:28 PM

video was shit

6:33 PM

i cant send on discord

6:33 PM

ill upload to 'idlii and sho u when im gome

6:33 PM

home

wow

6:46 PM

what vehicle was it

are you enjoying msc

2:00 AM

whats your progress

chaoskaiser72

what vehicle was it

old mazda

no progress as the game has kept crashing and i keep killing people by accident

2:04 AM

i may have solved the crashing by switching to opengl

crashing? damn i never heard of that

2:04 AM

also you go to jail if you kill people

2:04 AM

nothing you can do but wait or reload save

it happens to a lot of people but the solutions are all different

2:04 AM

yes i have been to jail

2:04 AM

i was going to wait it out but then it crashed

2:07 AM

drifting is very bad for a car so i wouldn't do it

2:07 AM

also most places have to pay to get the skidmarks off their parking lot

what fuck is point of owning a car if you not have fun

driving it ?

not enough for me

i got the game to stop crashing and have made good progress

6:34 AM

car is coming together and i drove the van once

filezilla update is really bugging me

12:44 AM

should i try total commander

i only used total commander's sftp plugin because i already used total commander for everything else

12:46 AM

it always worked great but filezilla is probably more convenient and polished

12:47 AM

i bought tc in order to manage vn and website files efficiently so it just made perfect sense to upload to the server with it too

epic

7:53 AM

another nigga reached out to me wants to sell me his 100a

7:54 AM

they cheap usually so i might buy it too

incredible

my summer car is ridiculously unrealistic in some of the most annoying ways

lol i was waiting for this message

the wiki says if you connect only the negative on the battery it catches fire

9:44 PM

but i do that all the time

9:44 PM

i disconnect the positive on my car just to keep the battery from running down

9:45 PM

also it's very nearly impossible to downshift at high enough rev to damage the engine (edited)

9:45 PM

the gears won't go together, they just grind

the satsuma is an old shitbox built in a garage, it has some strange things

no this just doesn't happen

9:47 PM

i have driven tractors and trucks and a transmission can't do that

9:47 PM

unless you really force it

9:48 PM

but the problem is downshifting is just a button in this game so the game can force it for you

9:48 PM

thus ruining your car

it has some quriks

9:48 PM

do yuolike the game

yeah

9:49 PM

had to take a break since i still don't have my best friend's christmas present ready

9:49 PM

heheh

have u got the 'suma running

nope but i got the suspension on and the parts i need

9:50 PM

i used that flag image you sent me which came in handy

9:50 PM

oh yeah i couldn't get the engine on the hoist even following the wiki

9:50 PM

will have to watch a video on that

thats normal

9:50 PM

its extremely fidgety

9:50 PM

i have 500 hours and it still takes me 10 minutes

9:50 PM

the headers must be facing AWAY from the hoist

awful

thats my only tip

9:50 PM

rest is just luck

after so many years of development the most basic things are still being added

9:51 PM

the changelog says the ability to drown was just added this past year

you could still drown in the past

9:52 PM

you just had to be drunk first

lole

9:53 PM

in one doomed playthrough i drank the vodka and all the beer at once and got an achievement

9:53 PM

was fun

doomed playthrough? have you restarted?

9:53 PM

if something breaks u can just replace

i restarted many times due to crashes and npc deaths

9:54 PM

i parked my tractor and an npc walked into it and died once

laughed

i finally got the game to stop crashing by switching to opengl

9:54 PM

now the treelines are broken but at least it works

https://www.nexusmods.com/mysummercar/mods/1872

More Lenient Cops

Makes the police/jail mechanic in MSC slightly less annoying

9:54 PM

id seriously suggest using this

9:55 PM

the jail stuf in msc is broke

chaoskaiser72

i parked my tractor and an npc walked into it and died once

it fixes stuff like this

i don't want to use any game-changing mods right away

9:55 PM

i can wait through jailtime but i couldn't when the game crashed too much for me to get through the sentence

9:56 PM

also i can just be more careful and agile now since i can drive the van and the bike

9:57 PM

i am curious if i can get away with murder by hiding bodies though

how are things going with that 620

owner isnt responding yet

hate when that happens

its typical

10:21 PM

some times guys reach out to me to sell

10:21 PM

and i respond next day

10:21 PM

and it takes them 2 weeks to get back to me

wew

https://www.smartmotorguide.com/L52241026

1983 Datsun Other 1983 DATSUN 720 D 4X4 KING CAB in Daytona Beach, FL

Search millions of new and used cars for sale and research your next car purchase.

10:23 PM

is tbis what your looking for

620 is prettier but yeah that's a king cab

10:24 PM

my dad drove one of those for half my life

10:24 PM

his is rusted out

10:24 PM

and wrecked

https://my-summer-car.fandom.com/wiki/Wrecked_cars

Wrecked cars

There are four wrecked cars (: Hylätty auto) around Alivieska that can be delivered to Fleetari to earn money. The locations of these cars are randomized. One of them, a Satsuma GT wreck, spawns along with center console GT and spare wheel. You do not need to wait for a phone call to do this job, it can be done at any time. The money can be coll...

10:24 PM

good way to make moeny on msc

yeah the wiki said to watch out for them on the sides of the road

10:26 PM

the datsun 620 is a beautiful antique and i would constantly be protecting it but the 720 is more practical and tougher

10:26 PM

it has thicker metal and comes with disc brakes

10:26 PM

the 620 didn't get disc brakes until 1978

https://twitter.com/MaruyamaKaoru/status/1610882771437883393

丸山薫 (@MaruyamaKaoru)

明けまして新年快樂卯年ですのでダットサン14型ロードスターとダットガールズです

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5:25 AM

datsun

do you want to enroll in kolyma php class

8:18 AM

its free

it would take too long to learn

8:18 AM

i have work and chores on an irregular schedule

8:19 AM

i'm living with my granddad now because he's lost his mind

i changed my transmission filter tonight

https://twitter.com/AnonOpsSE/status/1619011875290628096

Anonymous Operations (@AnonOpsSE)

Leaked code snippets from Yandex git repos show Yandex engineer was using the n-word as a substitute for “slave” and master well that speaks for itself For context Yandex is the largest tech company in Russia and second largest search engine Courtesy of @Kirtaner

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even in large companies only a small percentage of people ever see the code

1:58 AM

in the right enviroment you can put whatever you want in there as long as it does what the higher ups want

yeah but obviously this couldn't happen in a major american company

probably not

1:58 AM

im curious about this yandex hack though

1:59 AM

bro really hacked yandex and started ctrl+fing the n word

pretty sure that happened to the windows xp source code as well

2:00 AM

if it wasn't nigger it was faggot

2:00 AM

in a comment

i want to work at yandex

2:01 AM

they are similar to kolyma

2:01 AM

in more ways than i can bother to explain

yeah

2:02 AM

my favorite thing about yandex is that like google it still has a basic html version of the webmail client

2:02 AM

most companies are eliminating their basic sites

2:02 AM

twitter did and now you can't load it on anything but a modern phone or computer

2:03 AM

ps4 can't even do it

one of the most terrible things about my situation

2:03 AM

is that when i see someone do something stupid or retarded

2:03 AM

i cant call it out

2:03 AM

with the amount of scrutiny on me at the moment and the things at stake in the near future (regarding kolyma)

2:03 AM

im essentially cut down to just a few people i can talk with, and its always a risk

2:03 AM

kirtaner is a huge sham

2:03 AM

bullshitter all around

2:04 AM

my mouse drifted towards the qrt button

2:04 AM

but i held back

2:04 AM

Drawing attention to oneself, never a good idea for me. I just have to stay silent

i didn't know what the situation was

2:05 AM

also haven't heard of kirtaner

didnt or dont?

well don't

kirtaner is the owner of that twitter account

2:05 AM

hes just a massive larper

ah

check out #sp-notif on kolyma cord

5:33 AM

every time a post is made on sp it shows up there

i left the cord months ago since it was wrecked by the sharty

wrecked

overrun and damaged to the point that no one worthwhile was using it

https://live.netmode.ru/newsplus/koko.php?res=158764609

[Strange] Meteors in UK, France - "Smooth Octagon-shaped" object sh...

i'm more interested in how the northeast is being gassed with chemicals

yeah they are memoryholing that

4:52 AM

someone said that reporters were arrested for talking about it

it's so bad

4:53 AM

said household pets died

I dont know much about it, info isnt readily available

i saw a map of affected areas and i'm just outside it

wtf

4:54 AM

if your just outside it

4:54 AM

that means im in it

https://twitter.com/DisertoreAvanti/status/1624501516643041288/

𝚅𝚒𝚟𝚒 ⥀ (@DisertoreAvanti)

https://t.co/2oQLiGy5of Uhh don't go outside today if you're in this area.

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bros..?

4:54 AM

thats like 60% of usa

true

4:55 AM

the wind wil blow that stuff around

4:55 AM

maybe this map uses weather forecasts

4:55 AM

to predict where it will go

so what actually spilled and how is it enough to effect the entire eastern coast?

4:56 AM

do you know?

no i don't but i was sent an article today

4:56 AM

oh not an article

4:56 AM

https://twitter.com/jamesmurtagh/status/1624441160268754950

jim (@jamesmurtagh)

All household pets dead, rivers contaminated, the effects of the toxic clouds expected to impact Kentucky, Pennsylvania, and West Virginia as well as Ohio. This is as transparent as it gets. Industry before lives. Capitalism is a suicide cult.

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Well hopefully you stay safe enough

some of the pics look like a nuke went off

America has 340,00,000 people

4:57 AM

Even if 10,000,000 died, it still has 330M left

4:57 AM

When you think this way, the tragedy wont be so bad

lot of the northeast is white ppl though

Maybe this will be like chornobyl in america

the rest of the country has a lot of negroes

4:59 AM

and mexicans

4:59 AM

the mexicans who come into my store actually smell like shit

https://twitter.com/Gritty20202/status/1624563203840638976

Gritty is the Way (@Gritty20202)

it's going to be a long time before we know the full extent of environmental damage caused by the East Palestine derailment...this is going to be seen as one of the greatest ecological disasters in our country's history and there's no plan to prevent its happening again

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so in three months we should be expecting total death and if anything like it happens here we need to get in the car and drive far away

are you worried about yourself?

not from this incident

what about me in memphis?

6:06 PM

should i be worried?

6:06 PM

it reminds me just of chernobyl

maybe but obviously you're not in the worst area

6:07 PM

if something like this happens here surviving could be as easy as driving west and hanging out for a few weeks until the fumes pass

aw shid https://twitter.com/rawsalerts/status/1625227279704924170

R A W S A L E R T S (@rawsalerts)

#BREAKING: Emergency crews are responding to a train derailment

#Enoree | #SouthCarolina Currently multiple emergency crews are responding to a train derailment in Enoree South Carolina CSX Transportation are also on the scene this is still developing

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I dont get it

1:30 AM

oh

1:30 AM

is this a seperate incident?

yes the first was in ohio

Alot of people are saying its done by the government or a plot

1:59 AM

I dont see what they gain from it though

the covid shot was just to kill people

2:00 AM

and it didn't kill enough of the people they want dead

What does the government gain from killing its most loyal sheep? (Vaxxies)

primarily white people

2:18 AM

especially boomers who are nothing but a drain on resources now

It is valentines day

4:47 PM

Do you have a girlfriend?

that's a funny thing to ask me

4:51 PM

never have probably never will

i didnt know

4:53 PM

i work as a cashier and no one has even responded well to me except men and old women

4:53 PM

they like my voice and all but young women don't care

I arranged marriages for 3 employees of mine, 2 successful

5:02 PM

Having to go find your own is a rather new phenomenon

5:02 PM

I'll have my eye open

has kaguya gotten married yet

He is the one unsuccessful

5:03 PM

He refuses everyone i brought to him, and isnt interested in "3d women"

5:04 PM

He never yearned for a marriage anyways

that's funny

I just tried to give him one for advantageous reasons

as the successor he's the main one you would want to get married off

Yes

5:04 PM

For now he refuses, maybe he will change his mind someday

5:04 PM

If I had a son now, by the time i die he would be old enough to lead as well

5:05 PM

14 is an adequate age if raised properly

14 is a more difficult age in modern times than it used to be

If your parents were capable of doing so, would you like for them to arrange a marriage for you?

my dad is a recluse and my mom's coworkers who have kids are scum

5:10 PM

i used to want to get married but i can't even think about it now because i have no chance of being successful and have become emotionally dead

5:11 PM

Quite perfect placement

that map probably covers where i live

maybe i'm one county below

that map is showing groundwater from the ohio river

5:12 PM

which the east palestine town is at the top of

5:13 PM

its outside of my city at least : D

well our rain already was toxic

5:13 PM

our air should be good to breathe

I heard someone say that around that area is where the highest concentration of amish/menonites live

5:14 PM

5:15 PM

Theres alot of amish in eastern tennesee/apallachia

sad

5:16 PM

kind of like how hiroshima and nagasaki were the most christian places in japan

https://twitter.com/rawsalerts/status/1625647048308539396

R A W S A L E R T S (@rawsalerts)

#UPDATE: New footage of truck carrying nitric acid a hazardous material overturned on I-10 in Tucson, Arizona, people warned to shelter in place for yellow smoke can be seen 1/2 miles away

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All according to plan

true

5:31 PM

wtf is going on

5:32 PM

Can they seriously not space things out better? I guess they dont need to. The masses wont question anything - they will fight over which frontman politician is responsible and ignore the actual problem. They dont need to cover it up, the masses are too stupid to care

many people believe there's a definite expiration date for when the vaxxed start dying out

5:41 PM

and it may be nearer than claimed

5:41 PM

so if this is to cover up sudden deaths with more sudden deaths they need to do it quick

at least detroit is... detroit

5:41 PM

shouldnt lose too much of value

arguably there are good people in michigan and pollution doesn't affect only one city

5:43 PM

sudden deaths throughout michigan or ohio or kentucky or arizona now can be written off as train cancer

https://live.netmode.ru/news4pol/koko.php?res=205574

Chemicals seep up from groundwater in Palestine, Ohio - News4pol@9c...

9:48 PM

this is actually insane to me

9:48 PM

may be hard to view video on small internet connection

9:48 PM

https://i.kncdn.org/79502/20221/1676584076765.png

lol.....

9:51 PM

my first thought is i'm glad i'm not there but i live right under the most important city in alabama and its nuclear plant

9:51 PM

they can and probably will do the same thing here

https://disco.devyach.net/news4vip/koko.php?res=9993

[Sobot] Sobot Adventure - news4vip@9channel

6:10 PM

(wont show well on mobile)

legendary

6:43 AM

i am so proud that you're known in every circle i'm related to

6:43 AM

bar none

https://live.netmode.ru/bbsnews/koko.php?res=69029

Soyjak.party-themed Youtube Kids channel goes viral - bbsnews@9channel

i love the concept of that because i loved the wholesome soyjak farmyard dance that made fun of germans (edited)

3:35 PM

which also went viral

10:29 PM

i chuckled

lolol

10:56 PM

yeah its gone viral, all over twitter and instagram. something like 100k views by now

jejjed

2:22 AM

everyone knows it's you when there's no apostrophe

what

you look like this and say this

https://soyjak.party/soy/src/1677123111330.mp4

keyed

this is one of the mods on soyjak.party. thoughts?

is that sobot

uhh

4:17 AM

how do you know who that is

i was in the server for months

4:32 AM

i'm discord friends with him

thoughts on apperance?

he's pretty

keyed

weird features im adding to my textboard #686: print button to print out threads in a paper-form (with ink saving too)

7:51 PM

that's great

7:53 PM

i would frame a good thread

https://www.hopebeyondhell.net/articles/further-study/eternity/

Eternity in the Bible by Gerry Beauchemin

>I WILL do things because I'm a little ADHD pissbaby who can't lay down and just enjoy existing

7:30 PM

7:31 PM

i'm getting internet soon and i need to get back into updating and expanding my site

4:12 AM

and i have to be able to upload non-web files again, like exe files

I can arrange that to be allowed for you

would it be better if i bought into your vps service?

havent you considered uploading .zip's

chaoskaiser72

would it be better if i bought into your vps service?

It costs money

there are a bunch of random small files on my site and people shouldn't have to unzip them all

you can do what you need with the current service but if you want all the sftp stuff that would be better

4:13 AM

just let me know when

4:14 AM

ill add the perms to your account

one thing i'm planning to to is to add a torrent section to my site with both .torrent files and magnet links, with old visual novel iso downloads

4:15 AM

since i plan to buy a seedbox to seed them consistently

I think i will add .torrent to the global allowlist

fair

Its not a harmful file

4:16 AM

Also, the kolyma public services will launch sometime in july

ah that's great

And the updates will be applied

4:16 AM

But its much more proffessional than the stuff we have even now

i've been kind of dead for over half a year but i want to get back into what i used to do

written by a good dev team, cost a few thousand

4:16 AM

hundred thousand

wow

some big purchases coming up soon

4:17 AM

as well, we were talking with gelbooru

4:17 AM

i dont know if i told you that

yeah you told me you bought it

If you ever decide you want a vps i'll show you how to get sftp set up really easy (edited)

4:18 AM

it takes 3 minutes ive done it a hundred times

4:18 AM

once its done you dont have to touch it and can just connect through your preffered client

would i be able to run my own seedbox with a vps?

You could yes but depending on what your seeding you would need a rather substantial amount of storage

4:19 AM

Which we can provide but

4:19 AM

like i said it isnt free like the hosting program

4:19 AM

Completely possible though

i need a seedbox either way and i haven't heard any recommendations

How much stuff are you seeding?

4:20 AM

like 100gb?

4:20 AM

or less or more

i can keep it that low

4:20 AM

i would have to manage it a bit

4:21 AM

$15 a month is a great price

where is that figure from

kolyma.net

4:21 AM

the 150gb plan

thats probably more like 18 or 20 now

ah

That site is inactive and i should probably take it down but

4:23 AM

for now

4:23 AM

i mean*

4:23 AM

I can hook you up with a good deal though

4:23 AM

a seedbox doesnt need much other than storage

i wouldn't mind keeping my website and the seedbox separate in order to use all the vps storage for what i'm seeding

4:24 AM

and not have it all on one cpu (edited)

your site doesnt take up more than 2gb

yeah my direct downloads are all small stuff

depends on what you wnana do but you could even

but people say they're extremely slow

keep local copies of whatever stuff your seeding all on your seedbox

4:25 AM

make a small webserver on it

4:25 AM

and then just link the stuff on kaisernet.org to your seedbox for downloads

4:25 AM

idk what your doing tho so thats just an idea may not fit your needs

chaoskaiser72

but people say they're extremely slow

probably because the servers are far away in russia

the upload speed is a concern for me, the reason i need a seedbox is that my isp's upload speed will be only 15 megabits from what i heard

4:26 AM

which is less than 1mb/s

4:28 AM

actualy rapidseedbox looks like a great deal

4:28 AM

https://www.rapidseedbox.com/

RapidSeedbox.com

Seedbox – Anonymous and High-Speed – RapidSeedbox

Private and Secure Seedbox starts at $8/month. Instantly deployed with up to 5TB storage and 10Gbps network. Unlimited bandwidth. 24/7 live support!

4:28 AM

1.2tb with the smallest plan

4:29 AM

i probably would use the $30 "stream" plan so everyone could have good speed

the idea of running my own torrent site especially on kolyma is exciting

4:38 AM

i have an industry-grade cd drive that makes perfect rips of discs

4:39 AM

so my site curated by me would be one of the only ones like it in existence

4:39 AM

at least any others like it would be private trackers

today is intl. kolyma day, 18 years ago, kolyma was founded

wow

4:57 PM

congratulations

For lunch tommorow, im having a pan-fried and egg-soaked double bacon and banana peanut butter jelly sandwhich topped with butter, side of banana milkshake and strawberries, glass of milk, 4 cookies, 1 scoop of ice cream, 1 whole banana, peeled and sliced into bits small enough to fit in my mouth. For dessert, crackers, cheese, medicinal whiskey to help with my aching shoulder.

keyed

6:23 AM

i got a jar of whole pineapple slices soaked in coconut water and they're so good

what's setplan

russian portmantaeu of сеть and план

3:08 AM

or network planning

is it an actual government mandate affecting kolyma

syetplan is an organizational body of ЗВЕЗДАПРОМ which is kolymas largest investor

oh wow

звездапром is also a portamantaeu of звезда and пром

3:09 AM

"star" and "industry"

3:09 AM

or starbiz / showbiz

3:10 AM

zviezdaprom

i can read cyrillic i was just wondering what was going on

its a good thing, i approve and support the motion

my friend is hard at work on my torrent site indexing code

what is he making? a dynamic php site or just creating a list of links or wat

i believe it's javascript, it's a way for me to add and manage releases and for users to search them

3:13 AM

it will be using his offsite vps for the cpu stuff

3:14 AM

i need to design the webpage itself and then he can work his code into it and i'll have a working torrent site probably

3:15 AM

i'm glad i chose a .org domain because both thepiratebay and rutracker are able to use .org without issue

its a shame you dont like using country code domains like .ru

i don't want something i don't get to pay for and manage directly

3:17 AM

there are many country code domains i would like to use but i can't get them myself because i don't live there

3:20 AM

do you have any ideas for what to call a bittorrent tracker that's a subdomain of kaisernet.org

3:20 AM

what to name it

KaiserTracker™️

that was my first idea

3:20 AM

KaiserBT would work too

3:20 AM

but, consider:

3:21 AM

PrizmNet

3:21 AM

the reference is that geo made the geo prizm and the geo tracker

3:22 AM

we had a geo prizm when i was little

3:22 AM

it was a toyota corolla but built by chevrolet

3:22 AM

the geo tracker was a suzuki

obscure

it's "gem"

3:23 AM

a prism probably is a gem

my friend and i are working on my planned torrent site

3:30 PM

and we need a vps to run the indexing service and things

3:30 PM

so i'm thinking to move my entire site to a kolyma vps now

lET ME KNOW WHEN YOU DECIDE

i have decided, but we want to know that we can use ports 443, 3306, and 6969

4:01 AM

because some web servers limit the ports you can use

4:02 AM

and what are the limits in terms of configuration?

chaoskaiser72

i have decided, but we want to know that we can use ports 443, 3306, and 6969

you can if you buy a vps or dedicated server

10:59 PM

if you want something smaller, vps

10:59 PM

if you need something bigger, dedi

chaoskaiser72

and what are the limits in terms of configuration?

Not sure what you mean by this

11:00 PM

also, the delayed response is because my power was out for over a day

j

Not sure what you mean by this

i think my friend is worried that configuration is locked behind a web panel or something

No you get root access if you buy a vps or server

11:01 PM

ssh

11:01 PM

all the way

alright sounds good

if its for a tracker/seedbox

11:01 PM

you should get a dedicated server

we want to run a tracker but i already have a seedbox

11:02 PM

how much bandwidth does a tracker realistically require

11:03 PM

we were going to try to set it up on the seedbox but thought a vps would be easier

11:03 PM

since the seedbox i rent doesn't give root access

coal

11:04 PM

should've used good ole kolyma

11:04 PM

would be better and maybe cheaper too

everything kolyma offers is MUCH slower

100mb/s too slow?

11:05 PM

it can be upgraded

my seedbox offers 2tb storage and seemingly gigabit connection for $15 a month

11:06 PM

and i can upload 5tb of data per month

well

11:06 PM

if it works it works

11:06 PM

let me know if you want to buy something

what are the current vps prices and specs

I havent done any price indexing since nothing is for sale at the moment, ive intentionally limited all advertising so few people go to kolyma site and try to buy anything. We cant sell regularly for a few more months but i can still arrange stuff manually

11:07 PM

if you tell me what you need i will check

i can't really tell you, we're just going with the cheapest option that seems reasonably capable for what we're doing

11:09 PM

my friend is in england so he's not available right now

how much would a vps with about 80mbps bandwidth, about 10gb storage, and 1-2gb ram cost

sorry i was gone in england

1:35 PM

iwill be on my pc in a few hours

wow

2:51 PM

was it a good visit

Yes

2:57 PM

also SP just got seized

2:57 PM

so i have to handle that first

lol why

2:58 PM

was there too much 'p for mods to handle

no

2:58 PM

not sure why exactly

where in england were you

3:57 PM

my friend helping me with the site is in somerset

i was in birmingham

the good ole days

8:33 PM

nascar is so lame and pointless now

isnt there a city in alabama called Birmingham

5:12 PM

ive been there too i think

yes

5:12 PM

it's a bad place

5:12 PM

very black and high crime

5:12 PM

but the most advanced hospitals in the state happen to be there and it has a lot of confederate history

3:35 AM

My new car

i am so happy for you

3:35 AM

it's good to hear from you

3:35 AM

i actually bought a new toyota hours ago

3:35 AM

Keyed

is that datsun an american market model?

Yes JDM cars are too expensive and difficult to get

3:37 AM

Even for me

well the cherry you were thinking about buying was from portugal

I bought it

but that's good, makes it easy to find parts here

but lost it before it was even shipped to my house as collateral

sad

The datsun i just bought is in pristine condition

3:37 AM

1980 datun 510

yeah i think that's a much better car, i LOVE the wood trim in the dash

3:38 AM

that may just be the nicest japanese car i've ever seen

3:38 AM

reminds me of the american ones my mom used to drive

It was some old vietnam vets car but he was really knowledgable about it and took good care of it, only 2 owners if you include his son

until i was 8 she drove a 1984 pontiac grand prix with wood trim in the dash

Super rare find and only 10k

3:39 AM

I picked it up in atlanta

gorgeous

Sadly the AC is disconnected

3:40 AM

Which makes driving it in the memphis heat unpleasant

3:40 AM

It was one of those banned R12 ac systems

3:40 AM

Ive yet to get it replaced

it will be cooler soon enough

3:40 AM

fall is a really nice time

Yes

3:41 AM

Needs a good cleaning, I prefer the engine bay to be shiny

3:41 AM

I dont collect stuff and let it sit in a garage like alot of other people

3:41 AM

When I buy it I want to drive it

3:41 AM

You get cool looks

absolutely, i always have

3:42 AM

lot of compliments on my station wagon and a lot of stares when i'm driving my tacoma

3:42 AM

every redneck wants a toyota pickup and now i have two

3:43 AM

the one i just got is a 1994 but it's a hilux so it still feels like 1980

3:43 AM

bare bones trim level, no passenger side mirror, no power steering

Yeah I got used to passenger side mirrors

3:44 AM

Its kind of weird to drive without it now

it was broken on the tacoma i bought a year ago and i never replaced it because it's $60 for a new one

3:45 AM

a cop warned me about it recently

3:45 AM

this hilux was owned by a 90 year old man and the keychain is a woodcarved shotgun shell

Holy keyed

it's my first manual and has a new clutch so i'll get to learn on it

3:47 AM

but the tires are rotten so i can't drive it for a few weeks

Your first manual?

i did learn to drive a manual when i was 16-17 but forgot how

3:47 AM

but i did alright driving this home

3:48 AM

i HATE automatic transmissions

I dont like them but they have a time and place

3:48 AM

more comfortable for long multiple hour roadtrips

3:48 AM

less input, i can just put on cruise control and relax

they're nice if you're injured or want to eat while driving

3:49 AM

i badly injured my leg a few months ago and would not have been able to use a clutch for a few weeks

how?

i hit it full force against the lawn mower in the dark garage

3:49 AM

lole

3:50 AM

it's all better now

3:51 AM

ever since about december i've been taking care of my granddad and living with him so i have a garage and carport for my toyotas

3:51 AM

OH

3:51 AM

i got a datsun cap from japan https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/893685330174173234/1116212929365278780/DSC00398.JPG

cute i have one too

very nice

3:52 AM

i normally don't wear hates but this one is perfect

3:52 AM

cooling net in the back, light color so it deflects heat

nice i saw those for sale

3:54 AM

i wanted to post in your goodbye thread btw but my phone ip is rangebanned on the sharty and by the time i got someone to post for me the thread was locked due to poop spam

sad

i think the sharty is useful for creating balance on the internet but it really is an awful place

its awful but fun

3:55 AM

it can be awful and it can be awfully fun

3:55 AM

Lately I jusdt dont want to be exposed to so much worthless internet crap

it's sad that someone would spam like that on your last thread even tho most replies were nice

Spam is a 24/7 issue

3:56 AM

Its a nightmare to manage, theres spam in every big thread and the site gets totally wiped with spam at least once a week

3:56 AM

That was nothing out of the ordinary

3:56 AM

Plus anything to do with something controversial invites spam

j

Plus anything to do with something controversial invites spam

https://soyjak.wiki/Kuz ...

Kuz

Yuri Mikhailovich Kuznetsov (Russian: Юрий Михайлович Кузнецов) (born June 30, 1988 (1988-06-30)), popularly known as kuz (IPA: /kuːz/), or k♡♡z by his fans, is a Russian-Cypriotmedia personality, radio host, and former administrator of soyjak.party. Kuz was the Chairman of the now defunct Kolyma Network, a Cyprus-based organization that operate...

i never look at it these days and most of my friends moved on from it too

The new owner is a good guy, he likes the site. Its just a different place now, hopefully he makes the best of it

you're a radio host now?

No

3:58 AM

I was a long time ago in Russia

i want to be a radio host

3:58 AM

i could make money without having to work (relevant problem in my life)

3:58 AM

would want to run my own fm radio station but it seems you can't just start one

Not legally

3:59 AM

but that doesnt stop everyone

heh

3:59 AM

i could get a job at one though

3:59 AM

i work at a dollar general still and the pay sucks but i have fun

Before I was doing internet stuff I didnt really hold down 1 job

4:00 AM

I just did a bunch of random gimmicks for cash

4:00 AM

like installing security cameras, towing cars, delivering food

4:00 AM

digging ditches

4:00 AM

and selling.. stuff..

my uncle does that as a handyman but he doesn't make a whole lot

I recently installed security cameras at my own house

4:01 AM

Not out of fear or anything especially since my employer provides security guards

4:01 AM

but because it was really fun process

it's good to have for snoopers or weird animals

4:02 AM

someone came up to our place and opened my mom's car doors during a snowstorm last year

4:02 AM

twice

and we didn't have cameras to see who did it

4:04 AM

i don't know if you ever noticed but i didn't mean to fall out of touch in the past year-ish

4:05 AM

it's always been a great honor to be in contact with you

4:05 AM

and one of the things i wanted to say in the thread reply was that i missed how it used to be on the irc

4:06 AM

i'm always here for you and praying for you

Sorry I was eating

4:11 AM

and thank you

4:12 AM

I have obviously had some.. big events in the past few months going on

4:12 AM

I barely checked discord, telegram stuff

4:12 AM

So much happened in the past 3 months

what are your restrictions now? can you not have visitors or go out

Im at my home now with no restrictions

enjoying a car is a good hobby because you don't have to get around people

The doctor tells me not to do this or that obviously

4:14 AM

but they tell me not to do everything

4:14 AM

id rather just be able to live my life for once

4:14 AM

I have had such severe insomnia because of the constant jet lag from flights, work, treatments, and all these medications

4:15 AM

I could stay awake for 3-4 days and be unable to sleep

4:15 AM

So my physician has been giving me this stuff called propofol to put me to sleep

4:15 AM

It makes me feel sluggish and tired all day during the daytime but thats better than never sleeping

hopefully your schedule will settle down in the future and you won't be as overworked

4:18 AM

i'm very moody so i don't handle wageslaving well, and i'm kind of just learning to adjust to responsibilities

4:19 AM

at least my new truck gives me a reason to be working and makes driving to work more fun

4:22 AM

i got some european press photos of japanese cars from iceland https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/1026013829630529576/1127504173001359440/DSC00461.JPG

Nice

4:23 AM

Before I was diagnosed I wanted to go to japan

4:23 AM

Now traveling is a difficult thing for me

corolla, cordia, datsun 720

4:23 AM

i suppose you're not moving to cyprus now?

I dont know

4:25 AM

I want to go to argentina instead

interesting

4:25 AM

i'd still love to meet you someday

4:26 AM

huntsville isnt that far from memphis

4:26 AM

thats where you live right?

i live in somerville right now

4:26 AM

it's reasonably close

4:26 AM

earlier this year i met a friend from mississippi irl and we cruised around in the camry

Memphis has one of the highest murder rates in the world

4:27 AM

i mean

4:27 AM

in the USA

4:27 AM

its in the top 10

4:27 AM

argentina is bad too, i know a guy from there and he gets robbed regularly

Keyed clothes for guy on right

4:28 AM

cool shoes too

yeah that's me

I figured

i got a haircut since

4:28 AM

so i'm normal now

nahh wtf

4:29 AM

https://www.cbsnews.com/pictures/the-most-dangerous-cities-in-america/51/

The most dangerous cities in America, ranked

The violent crime rate in the U.S. declined 0.2 percent from 2016 to 2017, the first decline since 2014

if you ever wanted to settle in a smaller town the area around huntsville like where i live is great

4:29 AM

i'm about 30-45 minutes away from huntsville

4:29 AM

quicker if you go really fast on the interstate

Not in my datsun

4:30 AM

I dont go over 60 in it

cullman is a dearly beloved town for me

so backroads when possible

oh of course

4:30 AM

from my home on the mountain (i don't live there anymore) i could get to cullman almost entirely on backroads

4:31 AM

but in somerville i live near the intersection of two highways so it's not so comfy anymore

4:31 AM

my power company is running fiber internet across all of north alabama and offering up to 2gbps

4:32 AM

i've never had good internet before and can't wait

I wanted to go to argentina because its one of the best places to get out of a spotlight or hide from people

4:32 AM

Thats where hitler went

4:32 AM

Well.. and not just that, I also have a friend in argentina who ive grown very close to

4:33 AM

i learned some spanish too

it's not as nice as it was 80 years ago

4:33 AM

but i guess there are richer areas

Its still a beautiful country with lots of rural white-owned farmland and a nice language and culture and cuisine and people

4:33 AM

I dont know why people say argentina isnt white

4:33 AM

its not full of brown people like the rest of south america

4:33 AM

Its whiter than memphis thats for sure

that's fair

4:34 AM

the guy i know from argentina is of greek descent, not even hispanic, and the locals called him a negro

4:34 AM

because he has curly black hair

4:34 AM

i once gave him $40 because his mom needed chemo treatments supposedly and he spent $18 on tinder gold

Typical greek

when i accused him of lying he attempted suicide

Memphis is 68% black

4:36 AM

when you leave the city limits you almost immediately stop seeing blacks

4:36 AM

all white farmers

i don't have many blacks here but all the kids are mixed

4:36 AM

bbc won unfortunately

I really dont consider myself racist

4:37 AM

I love the us blacks

4:37 AM

They are really no more violent than Russians

you can believe what you want but still be smart about your own safety and wealth

and my best friend is black

4:38 AM

not african american though

4:38 AM

hes afro-turk

kaguya?

yes

interesting

did you know hes 6'6?

4:38 AM

or 6'5

yep

200cm

4:38 AM

crazy

4:38 AM

gentle giant

and that he's very shy and won't accept a bride

4:40 AM

oh also my neighbor here just got a 1984 nissan-datsun 720 with a massive camper on the back of it and he's going to refurnish the inside

4:40 AM

that truck has one of the best engines of all time

True I was gonna buy one but got ghosted

i've wanted one for years

4:41 AM

the 620 is prettier but i think the 720 is the toughest truck ever if you don't let the bed rust out

4:41 AM

but i will be content with my new toyota

4:42 AM

i have a lot of cleaning up to do and have to save about $1000 for tires and insurance

4:42 AM

and it has a massive crack in the windshield

I want to install a new sound system and subwoofers into mine

4:43 AM

the current one sounds pretty bad

i'm leaving the old one in mine, it's soulful

4:43 AM

i use a cassette adaptor and play music files from my phone

4:44 AM

i don't like the new radio head units they sell

4:44 AM

they're all bright and ugly with multicolored leds

4:44 AM

and i don't think subwoofers are cool

Im not blasting hardbass or anything its just that the music I listen to sounds better with some good bass

4:45 AM

https://youtu.be/Unid3I4mWQM?t=19

Michael Jackson

You Rock My World (Radio Edit)

my camry had a blown speaker in the back that rattled and was extremely annoying lole

4:46 AM

my tacoma has a dumb nigger head unit but very good front speakers

4:46 AM

but the mexican i bought it from ripped out the rear speakers

Sad

jerry lee lewis is my favorite musician now

4:46 AM

along with carl perkins

j

https://youtu.be/Unid3I4mWQM?t=19

also speaking of michael jackson i like prince

me too

4:48 AM

i was listening to purple rain a few hours ago its on my playlist

he played most of the instruments on his albums and had like infinite vocal range

4:49 AM

one of the greatest musicians ever

Definitely one of the most skilled

4:49 AM

All his live performances were real too

4:49 AM

No lipsyncing unlike almost everyone else

once at a summer festival i heard a country/rock guy do purple rain with an acoustic guitar

4:50 AM

and it was good

your car reminds me of the pontiac grand prix which i grew up with

7:51 PM

it has quad headlights too

American cars are always so big

bigger is safer but they are wasteful

12:45 AM

if i had it how i wanted it every car would be little

12:45 AM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ttkVRwOtVE

DPCcars

Old vs New Crash Test 1998 Toyota Corolla vs 2015 Toyota Corolla

12:46 AM

would not be nice to crash in any of mine

1:07 PM

In off to pick up the car in 2 hours

EPIC

6:03 PM

congrats

the owner was some old asian guy

6:19 PM

he kept such good care of it

6:19 PM

still had the original keychain, owners manual, etc

6:20 PM

He put new wheels and a new carb but kept the original and gave them to me for free

6:20 PM

so i have 4 spare wheels and a spare stock carburetor

6:20 PM

only owner

6:20 PM

literally mint condition

6:20 PM

no rust

6:20 PM

only 10 grand too paid in cash

you won

6:25 PM

the guy i bought my truck from lost the title so i have to wait weeks before i can get tires for it

such a lovely car

the kkkuz kkklassic

1:28 AM

you really got the perfect car

1:29 AM

reminds me my boomer neighbor just went to georgia and got a 1984 nissan 720 camper truck

1:29 AM

full camper conversion

1:29 AM

and it's in beautiful shape with only 15k miles

i love this car

2:58 AM

i took a nightdrive with it

2:58 AM

ive had it for like 10 hours

2:59 AM

and i have had 4 people come up to me and ask for pictures

3:01 AM

I cant believe these asian guys

3:01 AM

The user manual still has the original wrap on it

3:01 AM

Everythings so clean

wow

3:03 AM

The headlamps are so dim

3:03 AM

I need to replace them before someone hits me

yeah they sell new ultrabright ones

3:04 AM

sylvania sells like two tiers of extra brightness

3:04 AM

i don't recommend LEDs though

why

3:05 AM

ugly?

3:07 AM

The seller was cool too because (edited)

3:07 AM

He wrote 3k on the bill of sale

3:07 AM

So i will save alot of money on taxes

LEDs are ugly but also if you blind other people they're more likely to hit you

3:08 AM

plus it weirds out the electronics when the lights draw too little wattage

3:09 AM

if you install LED turn signals it really messes everything up

5:02 PM

Radiator has several pinhole leaks

5:03 PM

Luckily an easy fix, I will run radiator sealant through it and if that doesnt work I will just buy a new one

5:04 PM

I learned this only after taking it for a drive and it overheating wayyy too quick

5:04 PM

I checked the coolant and there was almost none inside

5:04 PM

It all had leaked out

damn

5:33 PM

did you know that if the temperature gauge doesn't show anything at all when it should be warm/hot it means there's no coolant at all

5:33 PM

not enough to reach the sensor

5:34 PM

personally i'm against sealant because it makes it really nasty and sticks to everything

5:35 PM

it's supposed to lubricate the water pump but it also stops it up

chaoskaiser72

did you know that if the temperature gauge doesn't show anything at all when it should be warm/hot it means there's no coolant at all

yeah

my granddad's truck coolant is full of rust and sealant pellets and the rust has destroyed one radiator and a hose

7:54 PM

even after changing the radiator and draining it again to change the hose it's still all brown

7:54 PM

so i have to get it flushed

9:06 PM

fixing loose gear linkage

9:06 PM

also my dashcam is here

nice

9:17 PM

i need a dashcam

9:17 PM

been playing burnout paradise

9:45 PM

rate my cable management

9:45 PM

is that a CB radio on top

9:46 PM

or a police scanner

its an old (rather useless) passport radar detector

it's cute anyway

9:47 PM

my granddad has one built into his truck

9:47 PM

but his is 90s

9:47 PM

i unplugged it because it chirps all the time

they detect everything

9:48 PM

like automatic doors

loool

9:48 PM

i had no idea what it was picking up

keyed

nooo

1:35 AM

1:36 AM

The radiator is completely broken

1:36 AM

I guess 40 years of sealant pellet buildup has killed this thing

1:36 AM

I drained it completely and then tried to add coolant in it

1:36 AM

No leaks but it topped off after i had barely added anything

1:36 AM

My uncle vasya looked inside and said it had some sort of blockage

1:37 AM

years of sediment buldip and sealants.. so its basically uselss

1:37 AM

luckily i already ordered a new one and new hoses

1:37 AM

but i guess i wont be driving it much until the 9th when my radiator gets here

i would flush all the dirty coolant out of the engine and put all clean stuff in

I will before I install it

1:39 AM

https://carfromjapan.com/cheap-used-toyota-sprinter-trueno-1988-for-sale-63662567143c609747b5bf26

Toyota Sprinter Trueno 1988

1600cc Coupe 5MT!! Cheap used 1988 Toyota Sprinter Trueno for Sale, ready to ship. CAR FROM JAPAN is the best way to buy cheap second hand Japanese cars. Import directly from Japan with confident.

1:39 AM

i want this

1:40 AM

do u think i should buy

i would haaate to drive on the wrong side

RHD? Its actually comfe

1:42 AM

Its weird feeling and sometimes hard to see around certain turns

1:42 AM

but it feels like your in a mail truck

you'd have to shift with your non-dominant hand

Ive driven RHD before

1:42 AM

Its a good test of dexterity

i may own 4 cars but i don't recommend buying everything that's cool

1:43 AM

10k is a lot

1:44 AM

it's more worthwhile to buy a cheap shitbox in your area

Money isnt really an issue for me

1:44 AM

I paid the same price for my datsun

1:44 AM

a little more

1:46 AM

Also I love this

1:46 AM

Datsun Vanette

1:46 AM

My grandfather had one

very nice

1:46 AM

i have a toyota van like that

1:47 AM

my uncle wrecked it but it has a good engine and transmission

I probably wont buy anything more

1:49 AM

but I am going down to buy a junk datsun 510 same year as mine

1:50 AM

only 1,000

good idea

Good for spare parts

i unfortunately have bought too many vehicles to get a datsun now

1:50 AM

there are none here anyway but if one showed up i wouldn't be able to justify buying it

fyi i moved my site to my own vps

3:17 AM

got it running on openbsd and it's pretty nice

3:18 AM

i'm trying to set up a kareha fork but it's hard

got it working http://talk.kaisernet.org/index.html

did you really have to take the grille off

Hard to access the bolts otherwise

good luck with it

new radiator got here

nice

7:08 PM

metal ones are better than plastic

7:08 PM

can't get metal ones for newer cars

A plastic radiator sounds like a horrible idea

yep

7:15 PM

it's amazing how bad cars are since 1990

7:15 PM

we tried to seal a plastic radiator and whenever the plastic expanded it just opened the crack again

7:16 PM

then closed when it cooled down

there's a guy using tuxler to spam my board and i can't do anything to stop it lole

Life of an bbs admin

1:15 AM

Also my radiator wasnt the right fit even tho ebay said it was

oh never buy auto parts from ebay

1:44 AM

rockauto is decent

1:44 AM

good priced

1:44 AM

never buy from amazon either lol except for superficial stuff like door handles and lights

1:49 AM

rockauto sends you magnets of cars that have been restored with rockauto parts and i have a collection

1:49 AM

one day i'll get my corolla in there

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWbxvWW7vqQ

Indian Elvis Bal

INDIAN ELVIS RUNAWAY concert version 1970's Vegas

Could you do me a small favor

yes

I see your mutual friends with an account called 'retardretardretardretardretard' could you send them a message, that just says hi or something. Let me know if you get a response. Not sure if they still check discord, but something happened in their personal life and I dont think they have been able to access the account.

3:44 AM

also have you corresponded with them much in recent months?

i have no messages with him

3:45 AM

wasn't this sobot?

yeah

i will say hello and let you know if i get a response

thanks alot

how's your datsun

doing good

wonderful

i think i saw a video of you dancing on heyuri the other day

wtf lol

3:47 AM

i reuploaded that video to a collab channel i'm in

https://img.heyuri.net/b/koko.php?res=76997

3:48 AM

i thought it was you

yes that is me lole

3:49 AM

i didn't make the post though

3:49 AM

i recently got my toyota pickup registered and just got some tires in the mail today

3:50 AM

can't wait to drive it and get used to a stick shift

Im very worried about sobot, he is a very intelligent and kind person.. I want to see him succeed and be happy in life. Alot of bad things have happened to him and it honestly breaks my heart to see what some kids are going through. Its always the people with the goodest soul who suffer alot

very true

4:10 AM

i don't know his circumstances but i can tell he has been in very bad environments for his age

Sometimes I meet vulnerable young people and a protection instinct activates, I feel the compulsion to warn and help them

same here

4:12 AM

i'm only newly an adult but i find them cute and endearing and my advice can help them

4:13 AM

i just met someone who's 20 and already had trooned out and then detransitioned

4:13 AM

and he hates troons now because he knows the reality of it

Some people can only learn the hard way

4:14 AM

Theres nothing I alone can do to stop what has happened to this generation, society, whatever. I dont get sentimental or sad over it

4:14 AM

but there are lone individuals that can be helped

4:15 AM

thats all one person can do in my opinion.

4:15 AM

When I say that young men need good influences I dont mean parasocial relationships with social media figures

4:15 AM

They need good friends, wise friends, otherwise they will grow up misled

helping individuals is eternally important because you place value on yourself as an individual and other individuals can have just as much value

4:17 AM

in my case i've never saved anyone but i have been a lot of people's only friend after they got out of bad situations

Sobot is a catholic, its really cute. I like catholics though I am not one

4:18 AM

He actually was raised catholic and lives in a catholic country so hes not some tradcath zoomer

4:19 AM

he has a good family and parents which I am thankful for, they just are a bit strict with his grades

they should have been more strict in other regards

4:21 AM

homosexuals were grooming kids around me when i was a kid but the main reason i never trooned out is i had a sense of shame instilled in me by my parents and culture

4:21 AM

i never go around associating with anime as a result

yeah.. dont get how these kids go around with anime stickers on they cars or wear clothes with it. I'd be too ashamed even if It wasnt into anything bad (edited)

i work with this disgusting fat nerd girl who drives a ford fiesta and has star wars stickers all over it

4:23 AM

and she's so creepy and gross

ive never put a sticker or anything on my car

4:23 AM

i think its disrespectful to the machine, even when i owned shitty cars

4:23 AM

it also just looks bad in most cases

j

ive never put a sticker or anything on my car

Except for emissions pass test sticker

4:24 AM

where do you work?

i still work at a dollar general

4:24 AM

have for almost a year now

i could walk by like 10 of those just on a leisurely stroll in memphis

4:25 AM

they seem to be everywhere and right across from eachother sometimes

i have only one car sticker and it's tasteful

4:25 AM

yeah all the dollar generals are suffering because there are too many, and not enough people to work and not enough stock

4:25 AM

the corporation is insane and bruteforces profit by putting stores in bad areas

have you heard about the war in israel? What are your thoughts? have a side?

i have a friend who's really excited about it and keeps me updated

4:28 AM

i'm not morally attracted to either side and in fact i dislike both sides

4:28 AM

i think it is good

good? why?

4:28 AM

i dont really have a side either, i dont care about jews or muslims a whole lot, although its sad that alot of civilians have been kidnapped or killed

israel causes a lot of harm in the world and it's not looking like it's going to turn out well for them

4:29 AM

they're threatening many middle eastern nations and said nations are threatening to kill all americans stationed there if america intervenes

seems alot of people are hoping for more war and action

4:30 AM

i guess the only good thing to come of it would be distracting america from aiding ukraine

4:30 AM

which may accelerate the end of that war

yeah america will totally forget ukraine because we never had reason to care about it in the first place

4:32 AM

americans are living so poorly right now with prices soaring and america sends billions to ukraine

4:38 AM

brought my new 1987 corolla home recently

4:39 AM

bad paint but it's in incredible condition

beautiful

it's an automatic so i'll drive it when i'm too tired for the pickup

Those cars are pretty in a way that new cars just can't be, even when these ones are old and beat up

it truly hurts that these cars in new condition are unattainable

Although aside to say, that one is in very good condition

4:42 AM

i later got a dash carpet so it won't crack anymore

cute thin gear lever

4:44 AM

pickup is in bad condition but it will last my entire life possibly

4:44 AM

the 22r is known as toyota's million mile engine

anything from sobot?

nope

beautiful

9:48 PM

i started my corolla today and it ran for two seconds on starter fluid

9:48 PM

the fuel line is clogged and the pump may be bad

9:49 PM

i hoepfully will be driving it within a month

i bought nedelya her dream car today

11:10 PM

l

11:11 PM

sorry for shit pic

11:11 PM

its a miata

wow

12:02 AM

that's wonderful

12:02 AM

happy for her

alot of young people like flip up headlights

miatas have cute faces

hahah

2:03 AM

that's amazing

merry christmas brother

you alright?

miss you kuz