Direct Messages - zmkakdk105

sobot

7:28 PM

chrck telegram

hello

7:28 PM

alright

kuz i fucked up

dont delete it on the boards

4:27 AM

that will only confirm it

got it

just pass it off as schizo 'shops

that was really stupid tho

4:28 AM

i could play it off as a joke

do both

kooz the get is closer and closer

7:10 PM

do you really think itll take 3 days

7:10 PM

im thinking 1-2

its about 9500 posts away

7:10 PM

but yes i keep watch

7:11 PM

its probably about a day and half

4 days ago it was 969990

7:11 PM

goddamn

people tend to "accelerate" right before GETs

ye

List of my changes for the hour preceding the GET

Blocking tor completely
Enabling of google captcha
Temporarily strengthened anti-bot stuff
Post timer increased for 30 seconds to 60 seconds
Completely rejecting posts that contain certain strings that are likely to be spammed

8:19 PM

All of this is temporary

gemmy

kuz

12:32 AM

spam bots in threads

i dont think its bot

"Dear soyjak.party members, soyjak.party is supposed to close Sep 7, 2022 because it has become too populated. There have been many members complaining that soyjak.party has become very slow. There are many active members of soyjak.party, but also many new members. We will send this message to see if the members are active or not. If you are active, please copy and paste this to 15 other users to show that you are still active. Those who do not send this message within 2 weeks will be deleted without hesitation to make more space. Send this message to all your friends to show that you are still active and that you will not be deleted. fikfdc"

12:32 AM

let me check ips

12:32 AM

most of them are different

12:32 AM

theres only a single ip repeating it

ban it for spam

but all the others are different

12:33 AM

got it

only the ip that posts it a bunch of times

did

12:34 AM

Bob has decided that nuclear ☻/ / \ weapons are the only way to stop Kuz. /▌ |☢| Copy and Paste this all over Soyjak.party / \ //||\ to completely obliterate KUZ BUYING THE SHARTY!!!!!!!!!

12:34 AM

kuz bros its over

kuz

12:46 AM

it is a bot im 100% sure now

ban

german raiders

12:47 AM

theyre raiding us back

12:47 AM

soyteens raided some german img board

ban

12:51 AM

raiding the 'ty is kind of like pissing in an ocean of piss tho

12:51 AM

the entire catty is wiped every day anyways

true

https://soyjak.party/mod.php?/soy/res/992032.html#992054

1:27 AM

shes right

true

1:28 AM

i will probably do it this week

1:28 AM

its late here so nrn

j

https://soyjak.party/mod.php?/soy/res/992032.html#992054

/discord/ thread now

1:46 AM

https://soyjak.party/mod.php?/soy/res/992032.html#q992129

1:46 AM

LOL

sisters...?

zmkakdk105

its late here so nrn

NOW

==i cant kooz==

uh... modsisters..?

==kuz what the hell==

4:01 AM

i feel like that person will never get tired of making this kind of drawings

check telegram

meet with lolwut

2:12 AM

connect to your ic bouncer

2:13 AM

I will join you to a room

the one i have

2:14 AM

or a new one

old one

there

I accidentally introduced you formally to lolwut as a she because of the jokes on the sharty and have been to embarrassed to correct it and explain my error

2:35 AM

several days ago

lmao

2:36 AM

its fine

2:36 AM

i noticed it

Finally got the go ahead

3:56 AM

I will make your bouncer account/new identity tommorow along with vidlii mod account

3:56 AM

its my bedtime now tho

kk

3:56 AM

alright

3:56 AM

thank u kuz

3:56 AM

and goodnight

3:56 AM

i will go to sleep soon aswell, i was kinda staying up for this

bro really thinks your my alt

2:43 PM

i am your alt though

7:40 PM

(())

is qafe really gone

3:01 AM

be honest with me

3:01 AM

I wont entertain the threads if its just an attention grab by them

for nwo it seems

4:43 PM

it prob will come back though

>nwo

12:28 AM

what the fuck did she mean by this...?

12:28 AM

conspiracybros...?

kolyma new world order

can you try connecting to kolyma irc

3:20 AM

wait nvm

i can

3:21 AM

rn

3:21 AM

i didnt seethe message im playing stalker

>sobot disrespect >in 2023 ishyggdt

tsmt kuz kill his ass

https://discord.gg/BcY3hZZD

joiined

are you still alive?

2:56 AM

I noticed you were still online sometimes at steam, please respond on telegram if you see this

i feel like crying today because im very scared for you

You were the most important thing in my life

5:13 AM

You are the most important thing in my life

5:13 AM

I dont want to be alive

5:13 AM

but if theres a tiny chance i will see you again

5:14 AM

i must try for it

please come back soon sobot

Kuz

2:03 AM

I got on phone for ab it i only got discord here

2:03 AM

But i love you

2:03 AM

Please wait for me

2:03 AM

I cant tlak for much

2:03 AM

But i havent forgotten you

SOBOT

You have no idea how happy I am and relieved I am to see this

7:00 PM

I promise I will wait for you

7:00 PM

I will continue waiting for you until you come back to me

7:00 PM

I love you so much my precious sobot

7:00 PM

These are some of the messages i sent you on telegram

7:01 PM

I was so in pained,, i really thought I would never see you again

7:01 PM

How happy I am that you come to me with these calming words

7:01 PM

I will wait for you

7:01 PM

I love you

7:01 PM

I am so happy to hear those words

7:01 PM

I love no one but you

I love you so much

If I lose contact with you somehow

3:18 PM

Or I cant login, I dont know if you have telegram anymore. Please dont lose me. I love you so much and I cant lose you, I want to be with you Email me if we lose contact: kuz@kolyma.net or kuz@kolyma.org OR kuzzykuns@gmail.com Or my phone number: 865 209 2986

3:19 PM

I want to discuss some stuff with you since we are both turning 18 this year

3:19 PM

Just remember that through all of this I still love you very much more than I ever have before

I love you so deeply sobot. Please never forget me. Please love me always. I will wait for you because we will be together again. Never ever forget me or lose hope. Always find a way. Please never forget me, it is my biggest fear in life. I love you so much.

I love you so much. Please dont forget that I love you

I installed discord on friends phone

10:27 PM

I love you

10:27 PM

Im outside right now so i feel a bit more comfortable

10:27 PM

It hurts me so much i cant spend this valentines with you

10:27 PM

But i had to dm you no matter what

10:27 PM

School has been hard

10:27 PM

But i still have motivation to be back with you

10:28 PM

I havent talked to online friends in a while but if you saw any of my accounts online it was probably my friends

10:28 PM

So tell them i miss them just as much as i do

10:28 PM

I love you so much kuz

10:28 PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPKYphXKIJk

68SYNTHMAN

MEDIAVOLO MASS ANASTHESIA

Hello

1:08 PM

Sobot I am so happy to see you again, this is the high point of my entire month . I hope you read the messages I sent you since you sent the last message. I think about you every day. I love you more now than I have ever before. you havent given me any information, so i am still waiting. I will continue to wait for as long as i need

but I want to tell you/ask you a few things. It has been over half a year since you first got grounded And alot changed for both of us. So read these things im telling you: 1. I... want to marry you. I love you so much, and i have never felt such a pure love with anyone before, I cant live unless we are together, im miserable here without you. We know eachother so well and are so compatible.. i want to spend my life with you. I hope this isnt a shock, but once you have access to your stuff again (please let me know if you think you will or what i should do), we can talk more and things will be like old times. I will give u anything you want and we can love eachother in peace for ever 2. I want your parents to not dislike me. I never got to meet them nicely like i once wanted. I know its scary, but at some point, our life would be easier if they knew i was trustworthy and good. 3. I have pondered the possibility, that you were actually female. This would not change how much i loved you in either way, however it would make it easier to marry you. Is it really, honestly true you are a male? Even your parents reffered to you as "she".. and I just wonder if you didnt want to tell me this early. I sincerely apologize for not trusting the words you told me when you were male, but as you knew, i also hid a big thing about myself (my age) so maybe we are even more compatible than i know. (edited)

1:10 PM

. . 4. Lastly, and most importantly, since im turning 18 soon (we both are).. I decided I want to move to argentina (In august or june). I did alot of studying, and I was planning on moving to turkiye, but i would rather live in argentina for many reasons (Not just because of you). So, this obviously would allow us to be in a relationship together. I dont really want to do things without the approval of your parents, and i of course assume, that you love me as much as i love you, and are okay with this. I am sure you have alot of questions, and I do too. So I will continue to dutifully wait for you. Please never forget the lovely months we spent together, that I cherish now, and that brought us so close together. I love you very, very much.

1:14 PM

. . lastly my account is named this because i am trying not to draw attention it, obviously if u want to messae me other ways, i sent u other contact stuff in my last mesags. pls remember them or write them down incase you lose discord.

i lov u so much. if you let me take care of u irl everyday would be bliss. I would love to make u meals and make you smile, and you could live happile.. i have a remote job too, so i have enough money to support both of us in argentina. I would want to live in buenos aires so you would be near your family and friends as well. I will be making 4x the average wage in argentina and i saw the prices of things, i can support multiple people. especially if its just us. i wud give you my good pc and buy you anything.. how wonderful our life can be. I love you deeply my precious beloved sobot

2

ilysm sobot

5:14 PM

pls come back soon and dont forgt to answer these things (edited)

5:15 PM

here is a pictur of your kuzzy so u dont forget how i look. i love u so much

SPOILER

kuuut

12:25 AM

im back for a bit because of my grades...

12:26 AM

i cant install telegram although

12:26 AM

we will have to talk thru here for a bit

j

Sobot I am so happy to see you again, this is the high point of my entire month . I hope you read the messages I sent you since you sent the last message. I think about you every day. I love you more now than I have ever before. you havent given me any information, so i am still waiting. I will continue to wait for as long as i need

but I want to tell you/ask you a few things. It has been over half a year since you first got grounded And alot changed for both of us. So read these things im telling you: 1. I... want to marry you. I love you so much, and i have never felt such a pure love with anyone before, I cant live unless we are together, im miserable here without you. We know eachother so well and are so compatible.. i want to spend my life with you. I hope this isnt a shock, but once you have access to your stuff again (please let me know if you think you will or what i should do), we can talk more and things will be like old times. I will give u anything you want and we can love eachother in peace for ever 2. I want your parents to not dislike me. I never got to meet them nicely like i once wanted. I know its scary, but at some point, our life would be easier if they knew i was trustworthy and good. 3. I have pondered the possibility, that you were actually female. This would not change how much i loved you in either way, however it would make it easier to marry you. Is it really, honestly true you are a male? Even your parents reffered to you as "she".. and I just wonder if you didnt want to tell me this early. I sincerely apologize for not trusting the words you told me when you were male, but as you knew, i also hid a big thing about myself (my age) so maybe we are even more compatible than i know. (edited)

KUUZ

12:26 AM

idlo ve to too

12:26 AM

but

12:26 AM

my parents

12:26 AM

i would have to find a way

12:26 AM

and no no im not a girl, uve heard me before

j

. . 4. Lastly, and most importantly, since im turning 18 soon (we both are).. I decided I want to move to argentina (In august or june). I did alot of studying, and I was planning on moving to turkiye, but i would rather live in argentina for many reasons (Not just because of you). So, this obviously would allow us to be in a relationship together. I dont really want to do things without the approval of your parents, and i of course assume, that you love me as much as i love you, and are okay with this. I am sure you have alot of questions, and I do too. So I will continue to dutifully wait for you. Please never forget the lovely months we spent together, that I cherish now, and that brought us so close together. I love you very, very much.

kuuz i

12:27 AM

uh

12:27 AM

i dont want to keep any other lies going

12:27 AM

im not 17, im a year younger, turned 16 last year

12:27 AM

this year i will be 17

12:27 AM

its not a big deal but its sitll a lie

j

here is a pictur of your kuzzy so u dont forget how i look. i love u so much

i never forgot how u look

12:28 AM

silly

12:28 AM

cute kut

12:28 AM

still waiting on that golden suit tho...

12:28 AM

KUZ get back to me pls

1

sboot

2:04 AM

SOBOOOT

2:04 AM

CAN YOU HEAR ME

2:04 AM

sobot..

2:04 AM

sobot pls wake up i love u so much

2:04 AM

i literally almost screamed

j started a call that lasted 0 minutes 3/6/2024 2:04 AM

zmkakdk105

and no no im not a girl, uve heard me before

sobot

2:05 AM

the reason i said that was because

2:05 AM

all these months you were gone.. i guess i was just coping

2:05 AM

i really really want to be with you irl,, like i said im coming to argentina

2:05 AM

i remained faithful to you all the long

2:05 AM

i have been sitting and waiting for you

2:05 AM

and i looked at pictures

2:05 AM

and things you said

2:05 AM

i was wondering if you had actually been a girl

2:06 AM

that would have made it really alot easier to marry

2:06 AM

i told my parents you were a girl so they would let me come to argentina and marry you but

2:06 AM

i love you

2:06 AM

i always will more than anything

2:06 AM

and i am shocked i saw your messages

2:06 AM

i need you

2:09 AM

you are so cute

2:09 AM

thats okay about ur age its cute that im a year older (edited)

i love you but I am so scared now.. how can I imagine trying to continue living life without you? and if you be a male, then how could I marry you? My heart is so scared and aching, I don't want to live without you.. sobot, I am worried because i just saw so many pictures and thought you cant be a male, he has to be actually a girl. also since everyone called you she.. (edited)

2:28 AM

i have questions: 1. I made plans to go to argentina, i told my parents i was leaving soon, i saved money for it, and everything. If I still come, may we see eachother.... for it is you whom I love, and I come there to live there, and to stay there, but I choose argentina because it is where you are 2. Do you promise you will still love me? Do you swear you have stood by me? I trust you because you were loyal and honest always, you were such a precious person. Do you still love me after all this time? it is such an unbelievable cruelty that I have been separated from you, and I have to think about all the wonderful things I've missed out on. 3. are you over grounding? whats happening now? memorize my email as well in case something happens: kuz@kolyma.net (edited)

2:29 AM

maybe you could send a picture as well, i HAVENT seen your face in such a long time

call me when you respond so my phone rings and i wake up i love you more than what is on all the earth and the universe and whatever is between it (edited)

i changed my account to say deleted, but it isnt, jsyk

1:59 AM

i love u

I had a dream we were together in the amazon rainforest, it was in the future and we were married and you were some sort of biologist, we had some camp and you were indexing species of plants and fish and animals, and we were both a bit tired from the long days' work, we were in the tent and it was raining outside, so many jungle noises like birds and thunder, but we both felt very comfortable next to eachother and warm, and happy. Oh it was such a lovely dream... I miss you. You live only a few hundred km from the rainforests of the Amazon, maybe when were older, me and you will go there together. I love you again

I am feeling quite sad tonight. I've been waiting for 3 months shy of an entire year. Waiting and waiting. I feel dejected tonight like so many other nights i've waited. I am wondering if you still care about me like you used to, if its as strong as it was when we last were together. I wonder when we will be together again, if ever. I wonder if ill ever get to actually be with you. I wonder how many more months or years ill have to wait like this. I know its not your fault, but i never get told anything, ive been waiting since June of last year. I suffered so much missing you. Alot of the time i just wonder how much longer i can physically take this. Usually I hide these thoughts and if i send them, i delete them later. I am going to leave this up so you can maybe respond to it

My beloved sobot, I know you dont care about money too much. But its important anyway so that we can afford a home, groceries, etc thats why i make money, and i made enough that i will be able to support u and give you anything you want because i love you so much. i am yours and everything i have is also belonging to you i will support u with my love and my money forever 🫶 Dont forget about me I AM ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU and you are mine and i will love you forever

im traveling away from home and i feel homesick but heres a new picture of me sobot i hope that you have been able to cope with being seperated both from me and from everyone for so long. I know this has also been hard for you and Iwish i could give you something to make you feel better or help you in any way but all I can do for now is wait for you and tell you how much i love u so pls remember my love when you get sad because i remenber you when im sad and then i smile a bit love you so so so much. You are cute but your soul is most important to me because you are such a loyal and truthful person that I can trust you and you are really so smart that i can have good conversations with you and you are empathetic and not shallow like alot of people. You are LITERALLY perfect and i will always protec and love u pls think of me often love kuzzy

(edited)

SOOBOOOOT

10:30 PM

i bought it :3

10:30 PM

what do u think?

sobot can u tell me where around buenos aires u live? im gonna get an apartment near there. i don wanna end up living on the wrong end of the city. liek what part shud i move into?

j

Click to see attachment 🖼️

I got this date because its right after i turn 18. I understand it may take a while for you to be ready.. but im willing to wait. i want to move to AR anyway so il just work and save money while i wait for you

sobot when we are married im gonna buy u a PPSH-41

j pinned a message to this channel. 4/2/2024 2:05 PM

I feel like crying, i miss you so bad and i feel so alone and worried.

Ive never met someone who I love and care about as much as I do about you

7:57 AM

Ive never loved someone so much in my life

i have strange dreams about you.. it reflects how i feel im always chasing you, your telling me to come closer,.come to me. and i look everywhere but i cannot find you. Last night you were on a boat and i was desperately searching for you picking up random things,.trying to call you, text you, ask where you are i kept looking and getting closer but then you wouldnt be there its a horrible nightmare and one that i wake up to often now. I miss you so much and im in so much pain... i miss.you

Ask me if I'm longing to possess you, and I'll confess Ask me if I'm wanting to caress you, I'll answer yes Now that we're together, I could hold you close forever And I swear that I would never let you go... (edited)

ill send this to your other account when it accepts my friend: it was only by complete chance I saw you, you need to write down my email or something so we dont lose contact. I am so worried..

kuz

12:01 AM

i hope you still use this

12:01 AM

are you there?

12:01 AM

i love you so much, i hope you still love me back

12:01 AM

a lot has happened, a lot

12:01 AM

i have a job, i am soon gonna be 18, everything will finally be peaceful

12:01 AM

im trying to get in contact with my friends again

12:02 AM

i only have contact with one at the moment

12:02 AM

i also built my own pc and everything

12:02 AM

i really hope you're still here

12:02 AM

i am so sorry

12:02 AM

i just didnt want to lose focus and mess up everything i was doing

12:02 AM

working, studying

zmkakdk105 pinned a message to this channel. 4/10/2025 12:03 AM

zmkakdk105 started a call that lasted 0 minutes 4/10/2025 12:03 AM

i miss you so much

12:04 AM

god

12:04 AM

everything has changed so much kuz

12:06 AM

i will find you again

12:06 AM

i hope you still love me as much as i love you

zmkakdk105 pinned a message to this channel. 4/10/2025 12:08 AM

im trying to loo keverywhere for your contact

12:15 AM

im gonna reinstall telegram maybe I HOPE youre still there im praiyng

12:15 AM

last time i downloaded it for a minute you got back to me

12:19 AM

god its deleted

12:19 AM

why

12:19 AM

WHY

12:19 AM

please kuz I NEED YOU

12:20 AM

i cant fathom all this struggle and now i dont even get to see you agian

12:20 AM

feel you

12:20 AM

talk to you

12:20 AM

fuck man

12:20 AM

i dont wnat otmake my parents see me like this

12:20 AM

i gotta og lay down

12:20 AM

im praying my mails reach you

12:20 AM

please

12:22 AM

i need you kuz

12:22 AM

i was so cold and disgusting those last times becasue i didnt have my things settled in but now i look back in so much fucking regret

12:22 AM

i cant believe i treated oyu like that

12:22 AM

im so sosrry

1004862665560170556

12:39 AM

i miss you

you waited for me kuz

12:50 AM

i will wait for you

12:50 AM

no matter what

12:50 AM

i love you

checked fucking everywhere

1:07 AM

kolyma is gone

1:07 AM

the soyjak wiki has nothing on you other defamation

1:07 AM

and i also noticed someone fucking

1:07 AM

impersonated me

1:07 AM

lol amazing

1:07 AM

god i hate those people

1:08 AM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5hBkQT3-C8

Fatcat Records

Múm - Green Grass Of Tunnel

i dont deserve you

1:53 AM

youre the sweetest boy ive ever met

1:54 AM

im sorry

im going to bed

2:14 AM

i hope i can wake up to you again

2:14 AM

in m y grasp

2:14 AM

i love you

i woke up later than usual

9:26 PM

im sorry

9:26 PM

i hope you read this someady

im drowning in sorrow kuz

4:26 AM

where are you